Pakpol was my first love

Lying to your own feelings

"I'm just afraid that you're uncomfortable" Intan replied, which made Erland shake his head in displeasure.

"Why can you talk like that, Dek? Even I've been like a madman looking for your whereabouts. Last time I got word that you got a scholarship to Singapore," Erland said, staring in disarray.

Intan just silently did not want to respond anymore, of course that is not the main reason. He was just trying to get the man out of his heart. But in fact during the separation his heart was still unable to accept new people, as if the name was still so tightly adrift.

"Daddy, why shut up? Don't tell me after so long apart you still have feelings of like for Brother?" erland said making Intan gasp.

"Ha! Yes, Eng-don't. Of course I've got a good man like you want," Intan replied clearly lying.

"Ohya! Who's the lucky guy? Brother is eager to get acquainted with him," said Erland seemed enthusiastic.

"In-he is, Doctor Reza." The woman successfully lied to Erland and also her own heart.

"Waaow... You guys are dating? Congratulations, Dek. Brother was happy to hear it," Erland said sincerely.

Intan just nodded thinly. It hurts so much against the truth. Should he try to accept Reza? What's wrong with trying.

"Well, Bang, what brother's son?" tanya Intan shifted the topic of discussion.

"Get her nanny back to the hotel."

"So, then let's get your rest back." Intan immediately helped Erland to lie back on the bed, but the man refused.

"Later, you still want to talk to me. Why do you seem reluctant? Don't you miss your brother?" tanya Erland made Intan difficult on his own to respond.

How could he not miss the man, if Erland was alone, maybe he did not want to give up on the situation, he would fight again to get his heart. But there is no hope for it anymore, because their status is already a married couple. He did not want to become an actor, especially now there is Zherin among them as a link to the sacred relationship.

Intan does not want to be selfish, maybe fate does not want them to knit relationships more than brothers. From now on Intan will try to throw away those feelings.

"Hey, why bother?" Erland patted Intan's shoulder making it a little short.

"Ih, Brother what the hell? Surprised to know," his tirade stared lazily.

"His been questioned from earlier even dumb."

"Yes, what should I do, Bang? Kan Abang is still sick, Brother must rest a lot in order to quickly election." Intan tried to explain that the man understood and immediately returned to rest.

"But really you're feeling a lot better, Dek. Let Brother sit back like this first," Erland pinta told the younger brother.

"No way, Bang. Now you have to follow my orders, because here I am a doctor. So as a patient you have to be a manut, don't argue."

"Yes, okay. Why are you so cruel, "rutu Erland while standing from his seat with the help of the girl.

Intan asked Erland to go back up to the bed. His heart was beating again when the distance was so close. Why is this heart so uncompromising.

"Now Brother is resting. Has he had breakfast?" tanya Intan while fixing the pillow so that the man rest comfortably.

"Not yet, Brother wants to be fed to you again," he replied making Intan cluck while pinching his shoulder.

"Not to be spoiled." The woman pinched furiously.

"Belvin. I'll wait here first, I'll ask for food for brother, and take the equipment to install the infusion. How dare to open the infusion without my permission." Omel the girl while stepping out left Erland who was still dumb.

Upon his arrival outside, Intan immediately met the chef of the hospital ordering a breakfast menu for Erland. Actually, they wanted to deliver, but felt sad because there was an event in the nursery.

After that Intan re-entered accompanied by a nurse with infusion equipment. Intan re-attached the infusion needle in Erland's hand.

"But Brother is better, Dek, Abang think it is no longer necessary to be given infusion," said Erland refused.

"Don't argue, who knows about my brother's recovery, so shut up!" intan's rebuttal broke the man's speech.

Erland no longer denied he could only afford to accept all the care given by the girl. Erland looked at him carefully, there was something else in her heart. Ah, he immediately eliminated that strange feeling. Until whenever his feelings will remain the same as before. Especially now that Intan already has a lover, he will never try to damage it.

When she finished, Intan asked the nurse to come out. He immediately picked up the food that had just been delivered by the kitchen attendant. Patently the girl fed her special patient.

"The body is full, Dek," said Erland holding the spoon that would go into his mouth.

"One more time, Bang. Aaa." Intan was still trying to persuade the man to finish his meal.

Finish eating Erland rest, probably due to the influence of drugs injected into the infusion tube so that his eyes feel very heavy.

"Sir, you rest a little, you don't go home. Do you want to accompany your brother for today?" erland said before closing his eyes.

"Alright, now you rest. I just went out for a minute to..."

"Meet Reza?" erland asked cutting off the girl's words.

"Ah, you know. I'm sleeping" he exclaimed as he covered the police body and set the temperature of the room. Erland momentarily felt very noticed by the woman. He just smiled at her.

"Sleep, Bang," Intan's intrusion of seeing Erland never close his net.

"Dek, thank you for all your attention since you entered this hospital until now," said Erland who made Intan feel a little misbehaved. "Although Abang does not know the cause why you avoid Abang, but you can feel all the attention you devote."

"Ish, don't need a baper. Of course I'm concerned because we're brothers, aren't we?" intan's words make Erland a little heavy to say yes.

"Here you go, let's go to bed. Don't make me feel bored, Inspector. Because my business is not just Dad. Hehe..." The girl chuckled with her joke.

"You may go, Dek, you may sleep now, but the promise is to wait for you to sleep first you may go out, otherwise you will be exposed to the layered chapter," he continued with the rarity as well.

"Ih, that's delicious. Is there a reason?"

"There's dong. PHP and fraud."

"Haha... Brother can do it. Udah ah, let's go to sleep now, Bang," he said seriously. Erland immediately closed her eyes.

"What are you doing here?" ask someone who made Intan and Erland look at each other.

Seriate.....

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