Pakpol was my first love

Graduations

Upon arrival at the campus Intan immediately headed to the cafeteria to fill his stomach which had not eaten anything since. When he wanted to sit accidentally netranya staring at lovers who were sitting at the corner table.

Again his heart felt uncomfortable to see the scene.His heart felt pain, but did not have the right to be angry, even to be jealous he was not allowed.

Intan paused his steps to get back out of the canteen. He chose to pull over for a moment while waiting for the couple to finish eating.

Not much he did just sitting in the park while reading various articles related to his subject matter. The girl seemed focused, she was trying to suppress the feeling of being erratic.

"This is apparently, you're not having breakfast?" asked Erland while sitting next to him.

"Ah, yes, this is breakfast," replied Intan immediately moved to leave the man sitting there alone.

Intan strives to master his feelings, getting away from the man is the right thing for the good of his heart and mind. Not wanting to ruin their happiness.

Although Intan always avoids, but Erland always keep and watch even from a distance. He knows that at this time Intan is pulling over for his own good and his feelings.

Erland tried to understand that. He also does not want to hurt Intan's feelings with his presence which Intan considers as a man who gives false attention.

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It does not feel like time is going so fast, today is a historic day for Erland, which is he just finished his studies. Erland earned a bachelor's degree in economics and got the best grades.

Intan is happy for the graduation of the man she has always loved. From a distance he noticed how handsome the man was with the graduation attributes he was wearing.

"Hopefully after this you can reach your goal, Bang. My prayers for you will always be set." The beautiful girl muttered inwardly while smilingly looking at that handsome face.

Erland stood in front of the podium to express gratitude to all of his teaching staff so far, until he became an exemplary student and managed to get the best ranking in the university in the city.

"And what I have achieved today, that is, can not be separated from the support of a beautiful girl who has always given me the spirit and motivated me to remain persistent in studying..."

The net is looking for that figure. Intan had a premonition that what Erland was looking for was her lover. But for a moment the look met him. A smile was engraved on the lips of that handsome twenty-six year old man.

"That girl is him..." Erland pointed at Intan who was sitting in the corner seat. Instantly his body became stiff as all eyes were on him. And all the exclamations that come out of them. Of course they think that Intan is his lover. But the man straightened out.

"She is my sister," the phrase was re-voiced by Erland, so everyone knew that Intan was her sister.

The girl did not know how to express her feelings, did she have to be happy to hear them? Or sad, as if Erland was awakening himself to realize that their relationship was indeed limited to Brother Sister.

Intan tried to smile happily at the man's words. At Erland Intan's request to take the stage to congratulate him.

"Thank you, Dek, Brother still hopes our relationship can still be like before. Be my spoiled Diamond and always need my help" he said as he gently rubbed his back.

Tears that had been held since then finally fell when he heard the man's words. Intan did not know if he was able to behave as requested by Erland. He tried to try it, but his little heart was very difficult to persuade.

Intan just nodded slowly, shrinking her tears, then releasing the man's embrace. There was no nod or sound as if to indicate that his heart was not willing.

Intan left that place. He pulled back to find calm. The place he was comfortable visiting was the park behind the campus.

"Dear, why are you so hard? Let's make peace with the reality. Bang Erland only thinks of you as a sister, please don't keep it anymore, remove her from now on" the girl muttered alone.

His heart felt so sore, not willing to have to remove the name of the man who had been harassing him all this time. "No! I will not erase his name in this heart. Until whenever she will remain my first and last love."

His stance was so firm that he decided he would always keep the name of the Man in the deepest recesses of the heart. Let it be if fate does not unite them, but all memories will remain fresh in memory.

Intan sat alone until her heart felt a little calm. Slowly he left the building where he was studying. Of course for the next days he will carry on alone without the presence of the Man again.

When Intan was about to leave the back garden, he accidentally heard the voices of lovers who were arguing with their respective justifications.

"Why are you still jealous of him? Didn't I say that she was like my own sister! From childhood we lived together. We were raised by the same woman. And I promised her mother to look after her and protect her like my own sister!" the man firmly told Nindi, who was none other than his lover.

"But I see he can't think of you as a big brother! You should be able to give it some distance!" nindi doesn't want to lose.

For a moment Erland and Intan were stunned to hear the statement of the beautiful and fashionable girl. Intan increasingly hid his body behind the mound of flowers in the garden.

Is so great feeling to be visible from the look of his face when he was with the man. Intan tried to stay calm and control his heart that was blowing.

It turns out that the feelings he hides from others can also be seen. It was a difficult feeling for her, even for Erland and Nindi's relationship. Back a clear circle drips in the corner of his eye.

Intan sped up her pace to immediately move away from the two couples. On arrival at home he threw his body on a simple bed in his room.

Back the chatter came out of his lips with loyal tears dripping down. Don't know what to do. It seems like parting is the best path for their kindness and relationship.

Seriate....

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