Pakpol was my first love

Airin's outpouring of hearts for Zherin

The evening finished the event, Erland and Airin immediately entered the room. Zhe had been sleeping since. Maybe the little boy is also tired because all day bother at his parents' wedding. Even if it's just a mercoki.

"Dec, where are my clothes?" ask Erland who wants to take a shower first before taking a break.

"Just a second, Mom." Airin opened the knickknacks that were in his head.

"Want me to help you?" erland asked, standing behind him.

"Yes, please open this one, Mas" he said, pointing to the part that will be opened.

Erland happily opened it. When finished, now only the hijab has not been released.

"Just open up, Dek," said Erland still staring from the reflection of the mirror.

Airin simply nodded, letting the man's burly hand open the covering cloth of his crown. Erland was glued to see the beauty of his wife.

A kiss he sprinkled on the top of his wife's head. The woman's face met.

"Awhile I'm getting your change of clothes" said Airin, avoiding her husband's hungry gaze.

Erland received a change of clothes from his wife, then immediately went out to the bathroom located near the kitchen.

Airin sat on the lip of the bed while staring at the peaceful face of the child, who was sleeping soundly. He stroked the innocent face and planted a kiss on his forehead affectionately.

There is a feeling of guilt in his heart, as a child he definitely wants a whole family. Airin opened the desk drawer next to his bed.

A diary he reached, then wrote a series of expressions of his heart for his little daughter. Later when he is an adult he will understand everything.

Airin is still focused on the writing. Married to a widower who has children must have many great responsibilities that he must carry. The main thing is to accept and love his son how he loves his father.

"Why, Dek?" erland asked, making Airin shocked.

"Ah, no more talking, Mas. Have you taken a shower?" airin asked a little nervously while putting her diary into the drawer.

"Udah, there you take a shower, you will hunt too late" Erland replied as she tidied up her messy hair after taking a shower.

Airin immediately grabbed the towel and took out the clothes instead. The woman walked out of the room with a slight hasty step towards the bathroom.

Meanwhile Erland who had just finished tidying up his appearance in front of the mirror, was a little curious about the book that had been written by his wife.

Erland opened the desk drawer, she grabbed a diary book. It seems that the book has been stored by Airin for a long time. It turns out that the girl is still more comfortable venting in the diary than on social media.

Actually this is a personal thing, too presumptuous if he reads without the knowledge of the owner. However, his curiosity was so great that he could not afford not to open it.

With Erland slowly opening the first page, there was nothing strange, just confiding in school. He is still looking for writing dated today. Page after page he opened until he found it. Erland read the sentence contained on the white paper.

*Son, you don't worry I'll take your Daddy, and you don't have to worry that Daddy's love for you will diminish after Daddy marries me. For long before we were married he had already asked. "Can you accept my daughter and love her as sincere as your heart?"

*Behold, Son. Had I said no, your Daddy would have left me and preferred you. So, it is clear that you are your Daddy's priority. Believe me, son, my presence will not change anything. *

*Son, maybe later when you grow up and think why it's as if the world isn't on your side because it's separating Daddy and Mommy. So you have to lose the whole family. However, this has become God's decree.

*So did I inexplicably love a man of widower status who had a child. God's destiny no one knows, son.

*Although, I accept the decree. Zhe, I love your Daddy and that means I love you too. Don't worry my temper will be as arbitrary as most stories about stepmothers. Trust me, I will strive to be a good mother to you, and will give you love and love as Daddy loves you*

Erland did not know how to express his feelings when reading the outpouring of his wife's heart. Truly she is a woman who has a very subtle feeling and very feeling.

Without the woman explaining, she could already see how she loved her daughter. There are several sentences that attract his attention, namely about the feelings of the woman who said she had fallen in love with him.

Erland again closed the diary, and put it in its original place. He immediately spread beside his little girl while hugging lovingly.

Son, don't be afraid of a lack of affection, Daddy believes that Mama Airin is the best mother for you" she said in the little boy's ear.

All children would want their father and mother to be together forever, but they can't maintain that relationship when it's no longer healthy. Hope the second marriage will be happy and last until old age.

Airin came in with her hair still wrapped in a towel. Suddenly their gazes met. And back the woman's heart was not care. Erland stared so fixedly, that made Airin immediately lowered his head.

Airin sat on the bench in front of the dresser. Slowly remove the towel, then comb her thick hair at the waist. Erland was still observing the beautiful woman who used to be her daughter's nanny. But now he is his wife. Sometimes fate is this funny.

Finished tidying his hair, he again directed a look at the man.

"Mas, you want to eat?" ask her with a gentle look.

Erland immediately sat down and walked over to the woman. Now he stands before her. "If I want to eat you first, how about it?" the question that made Airin unable to say, his tongue felt faint when the man's eyes locked it.

"Mas, b-are you tired?" tanyanya looks anxious with heart beat unequal.

"Why aren't you ready?" uca Erland asked.

Airin looked down, actually he wanted to justify the man's question. But he did not dare to refuse. She was afraid that her husband would be disappointed.

"Dec, look at me. Wh why? Do you want us not to do it?" tanyanya again asked for answers from his wife, he also did not want if Airin felt forced. He also knew that his wife was tired.

Erland grabbed his wife's hands, then led her to sit on the bedside. Now their eyes meet. Airin's heart was racing again.

Seriate....

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