Pakpol was my first love

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Tonight Intan could not meet his dream, his feelings were so excruciating. Is it possible that they will be separated forever? Is this the time he should move on from the shackles of the man's love?

I don't know what time he entered the dream. This separation is very self-torturing, but must be sincere for the common good. He also did not want to ruin the happiness of the man.

Morning was approaching, the call of the Adhan woke the diamonds from his deep sleep, it felt still reluctant to move but the obligation as a Muslim then he immediately fulfilled the worship of two rakaat.

After the prayer, Intan immediately went out to the kitchen. Considering Erland was leaving this morning then he served the man his last breakfast. Although heavy let go of his departure, but this is the best way.

Finished serving his simple fried rice, Intan approached Erland's room to call out to him. Looks like the man overslept because he didn't see the trunk of his nose.

"Bang Erland!" call Intan with a knock on the door.

There was no answer, Intan knocked again and again until the door opened.

"Eh, Tan" said Erland with his pillow face.

"Kok Brother just woke up? didn't you leave this morning?" ask Intan to the man.

"Later a little bad. You're still relaxed, not going to college today?" ask Erland

"There will be a makul at ten. Let's take a bath first we have breakfast, I've made breakfast for Brother," explained Intan smiling knot.

"Ah, yes, thank you."

Intan simply nodded as he passed leaving the man still standing on the doorstep. It only took fifteen minutes Erland had been tidy with his regal dress stellan.

Intan stared at the handsome man. I still don't know if they're really going to split up. How will his days be without the presence of the man who has been so loving and protecting him. I hate this feeling of being unable to make peace.

"Let's sit down, Bang," exclaimed Intan sweetly.The attitude of the woman seemed to change so well as if she did not want to leave a bad impression in the separation.

"Thank you, Deck," Erland replied with a smile no less sweet.

They had breakfast together with a slightly different atmosphere than usual. Intan spoke a lot as if Erland looked back at his former presence.

"What plane went up?" ask Intan in between their breakfast.

"Later picked up by Nindi," Erland replied honestly. Instantly Intan stopped bribing her food when the woman's name was called.

When the atmosphere returned to silence, tetiba diamond was no longer interested in talking much, it seemed to be related to the woman making her mood again damaged. I don't know why it's so hard to be at peace with the heart.

After breakfast, Erland immediately prepared because when they ate Nindi had called to tell her that she was on the way.

Not how long the sound of car horns from outside indicates the girl has arrived. Erland immediately dragged her suitcase and approached Intan who was standing next to the dining table.

For a moment their gazes met. Intan tries to stay calm and firm.

"Dek, brother, yes, you take good care of yourself. If you need anything, tell your brother" Erland said as she extended her hand to the girl.

"Yes, you are fine there, take care of your health, and hopefully you will be successful in your career. Do not forget to pray," replied Intan giving a message.

"Don't cry, one day we will meet again, if you still allow, then you will always visit you. The important thing is that you have to be able to take care of yourself and health" said the man while stroking the jet-black hair of the girl he considered to be his own sister.

Intan just nodded while shrinking her tears that had fallen apart earlier. Her chest feels very tight. If love were not in their hearts, they would never part. Love can make a person change their attitude.

"Udah dong hugging event." The sound of someone's voice made the two men immediately release their embrace.

"Ah, Nin, sorry for the long wait," Erland told the lover.

"I've been here since watching the drama Teletubbies," said Nindi with a smile.

"How come you said that?" erland protested at the beautiful girl.

"Have you left, so didn't you leave?" tanya Nindi switched the conversation while looking at Intan with a look of dislike.

"Yes, let's go now kit. Deck, brother goes yes." said Erland rubbed Intan's hair before moving.

"Yes, be careful Bang," replied Intan to let go of the couple's departure.

Intan stood on the doorstep staring at their departure until the car carrying them had disappeared at the end of the road.

"May you be happy there. Sorry if I had to cut off contact between us. I just want you to be happy with the person you love without me being a bully" the girl muttered, blocking all her contacts and social media.

It felt like his attitude was too much, but everything he did for the common good was for the man to calmly go about his days without having to think about himself again.

Intan immediately entered and prepared to leave for campus. In front of the mirror he looked at his own face.

"Bismillah, come on Intan, you can definitely live your days without him again. You don't have to force your love away, but you have to get used to living in his absence.

Intan encourages himself to stay strong, although it cannot be denied that all of it is not an easy thing to do. He must persuade his heart to understand.

***

No sense of time running, now it has been a week Erland was in the city of people. The man was so persistent in taking a series of tests to become a state servant.

Erland deliberately hid from Intan, because he wanted to give a surprise to his sister when later he had graduated to become a police officer. Erland just told Diamond to work at a company in the city.

Tonight the man was a little free, and he was only allowed to use his cell phone with the specified time. Somehow he first wanted to contact Intan rather than Nindi the lover.

Erland wanted to know how the girl was after almost two weeks she left. Is she okay? I wish there was a message on his phone, but there's no message there.

Repeatedly the man dialed the Intan number, but was not connected. He tried to open the sosmed application to send messages there. He no longer found the girl's account there.

Suddenly his heart became worried for fear of something happening to the girl. Why did Intan cut off all his contacts?

Seriate....

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