Pakpol was my first love

Let go

Erland approached Intan who was still standing with a cry that had not yet subsided. The woman seemed so traumatized by what had just happened to her.

"Deck," said Erland

"Abangs... Hicks.." Intan immediately hugged the man tightly.

"Shhh... You have, now you are safe. You calm down." Erland was still trying to calm the girl down.

"Take me from here, Bang. I'm afraid," she's still stumbling.

"Let's go now." Erland grabbed onto Intan's shoulder, taking him to a safe place.

"Let's drink." Erland gave a bottle of mineral water to Intan. After feeling quite calm Erland sat in front of him.

"Are you calmer?" asked Erland softly.

"Yes, I want to go home now, Bang," Intan said still with a sad face.

"It's already night. There are no flights at this hour. Let's find some lodging first. Tomorrow morning we just go home," said Erland gave a solution.

Intan simply nodded obediently following the steps of the man who led him to an inn not far from the beach. Arriving there Erland immediately ordered two rooms, but Intan who was still afraid, he did not want to part with the man.

"Bang, I slept in my brother's room?" pinta the woman with a pleading face.

"But, Deck?"

"Why? Can't you take care of me sincerely?" tanya Intan made Erland gasp.

"Ah, mom-not what you mean. All right, then." Finally, the man took only one room.

Upon arrival in the room Intan sat in bed while looking at his cellphone. He replied that there were some important messages, after which he intended to take a break.

Erland had just come out of the bathroom to pray. But he saw Intan was asleep. Erland immediately fulfilled her obligation. After the prayer, he approached where the girl was sleeping.

"Sir, have you prayed?" tanya Erland woke up slowly. Unbearable, but this is an obligation as a people.

"Sir, let's pray first, after that just rest." Erland is back.

"Hmmm, okay." Intan immediately sat down to the bathroom for ablution. The girl seemed more efficient at talking.

Finished performing the four rakaat worship, Intan went back up to the bed. His heart still felt somehow when he thought of Reza's attitude that had changed instantly. Still can't believe it, but the truth is.

"Sir, I want to order some food. What do you want to eat?' erland asked.

"All right, then go to sleep." Erland sat on the couch playing her phone while reading the latest news in the police group.

Thirty minutes sitting while playing the flat object, he saw the girl on the bed. Erland stood up and approached. He saw that Intan had fallen asleep peacefully. Slowly he enveloped, his outstretched hand rubbing his head gently.

Pity to see the look on the face of the girl who is now in his heart. If he used to think of Intan as a spoiled little sister, but now the feeling has changed. His affection for him is more to have.

Erland breathed deeply. If only he could accept the love of the girl, maybe now they are happy with his small family. But now Intan was hit by a wave of dilemma. He knows that Intan still loves him very much, but Intan has promised not to make Reza disappointed so he is willing to sacrifice his happiness.

Long Erland quietly sat on the lip of the bed while observing the beautiful face that was sound asleep. Erland rubbed Intan's hair again before she moved.

Erland came out by locking Intan in a hotel room. He did not want anything bad to happen to his favorite woman. Erland headed to the hotel where Reza was staying. He wanted to talk to the man again.

"For what else did you come to see me?" ask Reza flatly.

"Reza, I know you want to let go of Intan, but why would you do that to him? Aren't you thinking about what would happen to her if I didn't come here?" erland said with annoyance.

"Because I know you can't possibly let him come alone. No man will ever want to see the woman he loves in danger. And so does your anxious feelings, right? So you keep him in silence."

Erland could not speak. Can't be denied, what Reza said is all true. He would not have allowed Intan to go alone.

"Now go, I know that right now Intan only needs you. Because you are the man in his heart" said Reza who deliberately hurt the girl's feelings so that she does not feel guilty and forget the promise.

"You were wrong, Za, until now Intan is still in guilt, even now he is in confusion. Speak honestly, if Intan will still choose to marry you, then I will be sincere," said Erland already seemed resigned. He didn't want to see Intan sad.

Reza stood up from his seat. He breathed deeply. "I've decided not to marry Intan. Let him hate me now. I believe she will soon forget about it. Marry her, please never hurt her feelings in the slightest. Maybe we love the same people, but the heart chooses, so I'll give up,"

Reza releases Intan for Erland. Although sick, but for the sake of seeing the happiness of the woman he loves then he must be willing. It may take a long time to escape the shadow of the woman, but she believes that one day happiness will come to her. .

"Are you sure of your decision?" erland asked to confirm once more.

"Yes, I'm sure. I will be happy when you are happy" Reza said sincerely.

Erland looked at the man in front of her, knowing Reza was trying to stay strong, but it was actually very difficult to let go of the woman he had loved for years.

Erland didn't know what to say to the man. There is guilt, but he cannot blame the circumstances that have made him meet with Intan again. And even Intan still admits that his feelings still remain the same as they used to be.

Erland returned to the inn feeling somehow. Can't do anything, let time answer everything. Whatever Intan's decision he was ready to accept.

Seriate....

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