Pakpol was my first love

Arrival of Erland

"Please give me some time to reassure my feelings, Bang. I will try to open my heart" Intan said asking for Reza's understanding.

"Abang will always patiently wait, Dek. I hope that love will soon grow in your heart."

"Thank you. Let's go in." The girl smiled at Reza's gifts.

"Ah, it seems like Abang also wants to leave, Dek, because at two o'clock there is an operating schedule," explained Reza who also wants to leave.

"Oh, yasudah."

Rezapun retreated from the residence of the beautiful girl. The man left with a heart of relief as his problem with the beloved girl was finished.

These are the days passed by them. Reza is still patiently waiting for love from Intan, while Erland tries to plant patience, hoping that the wife will change someday.

Time passes so quickly. It didn't feel like Reza and Intan had been in a relationship for almost a year. But Intan is still difficult to give heart.

Tonight Reza has an appointment with the girl. There was something he wanted to talk about about their relationship. Don't want a relationship that still claps one hand. Despite the opportunity given by Intan, but he has not felt the seeds of love present in his heart.

"What are you talking about, Bang? Kok seems very serious," said Intan staring in wonder.

"Dek, Brother wants to propose to you," said Reza who made Intan gasp.

"I-I mean, Brother?" tanya Intan still does not understand.

"Abang wants us to get married" replied Reza firmly.

"But I'm not ready, Bang."

"Why, Deck? Is it because there is no love in your heart? Brother believes after we get married you can love brother."

"How can you be so sure?"

"Has your heart not sure of accepting me?"

"But it's a matter of the heart, Bang, I can't force the heart. Let me learn to love you."

"But when? We've been in a relationship like this for almost a year. Only I play a role, is not a relationship based on loving each other" explained Reza spill his heart.

"Have you started to get bored?" tanya Intan stared deeply.

"Daddy, I'm a normal human being, sometimes saturation is there, I feel struggling alone in this relationship. Please open your heart to love me. Accept pinsanku. Let's get married" the man pleaded.

Intan doesn't know what to do. Should he try again for this. Why he still can not be separated from the shackles of the love of his adopted brother.

Various ways he had tried to pull away from his feelings for Erland, but did not make him forget. He also cut off communication with Erland. But the man is still fresh in his memory.

Looks like he has to try this. Maybe if he was completely Reza's will be easier to forget Erland.

"Alright, I'll accept Brother's proposal. Let's get married" replied Intan steadily.

"You serious, Deck?" reza asked with a smile.

"Yes, I'm serious, Bang."

"Alhamdulillah... Thank you so much, honey, I'm so happy." Reza hugged the girl affectionately.

"Mbak, there are guests outside," said Bibik approached Intan who was fitting a wedding dress with his subscription designer.

"Who, Bik? Ask to wait a moment," replied Intan still focused on his activities.

"It looks like a cop, Ma'am," replied Bibik.

Intan gasped, a cop? Who her? What is Bang Erland? Ah, I don't know, Intan asked to break for a moment. He soon found the guest.

"Bang Erland!" shouts approaching.

"Dec, how are you? Why did you cut off contact from me?" erland asked directly on the subject. Actually, he had long wanted to visit the girl to ask her directly, but because of the busy time that was not loose, he postponed it.

"Ah, i-it..."

"You don't want to let Brother in?" erland asked staring in surprise with a flash of Intan.

"Ah, yes, let's go in, Bang." Intan is still nervous.

Erland opened her office boots. Looks like the man is on duty in the city, so he has a chance to stop by the foster brother's residence.

"Kak Sinta, we fittings his clothes further tomorrow, because I have guests again," Intan told the owner of the boutique where he and Reza fittings bridal clothes.

"Oh, okay. Tomorrow you call brother, just decide the place. Brother who is here again is also okay," said the woman felt no objection at all.

"Good, Brother. Thanks."

Intan drove the designer guest outside, after which he returned to meet Erland in the living room.

"Zherin what's up, Bang?" intan asked while sitting opposite the man.

"Well, you're on your own? I overheard you want to marry Reza?" ask Erland.

"Ah, yes. Two weeks ahead" replied Intan honestly.

"That means if I don't come, then you won't invite me, will you?" erland's question made Intan difficult to talk.

"Why shut up, right? I don't know if it's really my fault for you, Dek, for the second time you're avoiding me. Tell me where's my fault? Even you want to get married, you don't give me news. What sin did I commit that you hated me like this?" asked Erland who made Intan more silent.

"Daddy, why are you quiet? Tell Brother! how wrong you are!" Erland was still trying to ask for an explanation of the girl.

Intan just bowed down not daring to look at the man's face. Why is it so hard to explain. If only someone else knew how hard he was to struggle with his own feelings in order to throw the name of the man in his heart.

"Daddy, why shut up? Let's answer!" Erland shook the woman's shoulder. "You knew? now your life feels alone in this world. Brother only has you and Zherin, but now you also want to throw me away. I don't know where my fault is" Erland cried so much that she didn't fall.

Although he was an officer, and had a good career in the police, but not with happiness. For the past year he has been trying to stay strong in his life.

Born with the status of orphans, but did not discourage his intention to become a successful person, if his childhood was unhappy, but did not discourage him, he really hopes that when he grows up he can get a partner who can make himself feel not alone in this world. But all that is just hope.

It turns out that expectations are not in accordance with reality. Maybe he had chosen the wrong partner until finally the household that he had been trying to maintain in the end ran aground unresponsive.

Seriate....

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