Painful Love (Painful Love)

What if a Widow, Why?

Meanwhile, in Yudhistira's place, it turns out that during his absence from work in the hospital the man was busy caring for Latifah. His mother was predicted not to live much longer. Of course Yudhistira was very sad and spent time with his mother in his house. Every day, Yudhishthira took care of her mother lovingly.

However, even though he was taking care of his mother, his heart and mind were elsewhere.

“Tsamara, I miss you very much. But, how else, I don't have time to contact you.” Yudhistira.

This morning, Yudhishthira also carried out his routine for one month. She prepared breakfast for her mother and brought her to her room. Yudhishthira opened the door to the mother's room. Latifah who was sitting by the window of her room, contemplating her fate turned her head.

“Good morning, Ma. Beautiful today,” Yudhistira smiled as she stepped towards the table in the room of the mother.

Latifah who was sitting in a wheelchair near the window was just smiling to see her son who was so considerate and caring for her. Latifah was about to run her wheelchair, but Yudhishthira immediately approached her mother after putting down her breakfast.

“Sini let Yudhis push wheelchair Mama.” Yudhistira pushed his mother's wheelchair towards the table beside Latifah's bed.

“Thank you, Yudhis you want to take care of Mama with painstaking care. Mama feels guilty for you,” Latifah said.

“Mama do not need to say thank you, it is only natural Yudhis saw Mama.” Yudhistira smiled.

Yudhistira always tried to look cheerful in front of Latifah even though his heart was so sad. Yudhishthira was sad because he missed Tsamara so much. After a long time of not being able to meet and communicate with Tsamara, the man became convinced that he really loved the almond-eyed woman. However, Yudhishthira could not show his depression in front of the mother.

After Latifah was in front of the dining table in his room, Yudhishthira also took the mother to eat. After that, Yudhishthira very painstakingly fed Latifah, but Latifah refused to be bribed. However, Yudhishthira kept on feeding the mother until it ran out.

Latifah kept looking at Yudhistira, she felt like her son was hiding something from her. Although she looks so cheerful, but as a mother, Latifah can see something different from her child. During this time, Latifah was silent, but the more here, Yudhistira looked more and more gloomy. His eyes could not hide his sadness. Finally, Latifah asked her son about the change in attitude.

“Yudhis, Mama noticed lately you are different. You changed a little.” Latifah looked at the child deeply.

Yudhistira was shocked to hear the mother's question. Though he had tried to hide his depression, but Latifah could still find out. Yudhishthira was still frozen, he did not know what to answer.

“Yudhis, what's wrong? Why, why, even silence?” ask Latifah again.

Yudhistira took a long breath. He put the plate in his hand because Latifah had finished breakfast. Then, he smiled looking at Latifah.

“Yudhis is okay, really, Ma. There is no problem,” Yudhistira replied with a smile.

“Mama don't believe, you are different Yudhis. You look moody, especially after almost a month you accompany and care for Mama. There must be something you're hiding.” Latifah continued to urge Yudhistira to tell stories about his problems.

Yudhistira took a deep breath. Then, his gaze looked straight ahead. She had a pretty face from Tsamara. Should I tell Mama that I love Tsamara? Yudhishthira asked in his heart. While Latifah continued to wait for answers from Yudhishthira because, he was worried about his adopted son.

“Yudhis,” call Latifah for seeing Yudhistira daydreaming.

“Iya, Ma,” says Yudhistira.

“Kok, even daydreaming. Come story,” said Latifah again.

“Hmmm, actually Yudhis is thinking of a woman, Ma.” Yudhistira answered while looking at the mother.

“Means?” latifah asked as she scrunched her forehead.

“Yudhistira actually loves a woman, Ma. He ... friend of Yudhistira in IGD. We were often together, work was always together until finally the seeds of love grew in the heart of Yudhis,” said Yudhistira.

Suddenly Tsamara's shadow flashed before his eyes. Yudhishthira really misses Tsamara, a woman who is so charming according to Yudhishthira.

“Judhishthira did not know that she loved Yudhis either or not. Yudhistira hesitates to declare it, Ma.” Yudhishthira took a long breath and exhaled slowly.

“If you do not express your love, how can you know how he feels about you, Yudhis.” Latifah smiled and looked at Yudhistira.

“Yudhis scared, Ma, Yudhis scared disappointed.” Finally, it came out of the mouth of Yudhishthira.

“Why be afraid? Love must be expressed by Yudhis, lest you regret it later. Love should not be merely harbored, but should be expressed. Fight for your love, Mama will support you.” Latifah patted Yudhistira on the shoulder with a smile.

“Who is the name of the woman who has attracted the heart of this Mama's child?” latifah.

“Tsamara, Mom. She's a good woman, has such beautiful eyes.” Yudhistira answered with a smile. However, his smile suddenly disappeared given Tsamara's status.

“Why are you moody again? Have fought for your love, you must be sure if your love will be reciprocated.” Latifah encouraged Yudhistira.

“But, Ma ... will Mama approve our relationship later?” asked Yudhistira hesitatingly.

“Indeed why didn't Mama agree to it? Obviously Mama will strongly agree, let alone the age of Mama soon, so before Mama dies will be able to see you marry the woman you love.” Latifah smile.

“Ma, don't talk like that, Yudhis doesn't like it,” Yudhistira said wistfully.

“The facts are like that, right, Yudhis?” ask Latifah.

“No, Ma, that's just a doctor's prediction. Mama will recover, Yudhis sure once.” Yudhishthira encouraged Latifah so that her mother had the spirit to heal.

“Udah forget about Mama's condition. Now you have to focus on the woman you love.” Latifah diverted the conversation. He did not want Yudhishthira to be sad again.

“Whatever Tsamara status, Mama will approve?” ask Yudhistira.

“Of course, Yudhis,” sahut Latifah with confidence.

“Even if she's a widow?” Yudhishthira asked again.

Latifah's eyes were perfectly rounded when she heard Yudhisthira's question, but a second later it returned to normal.

“What is Tsamara's widow?” ask Latifah.

“Iya, Ma,” replied Yudhistira with a feeling of anxiety. He was worried that Latifah would ask Yudhistira to forget about Tsamara.

“Then, what's wrong with the widow? No woman in the world wants to be a widow.” Latifah smiled at Yudhishthira.

Yudhistira breathed a sigh of relief after hearing Latifah's reply. One road has passed. The blessing of Latifah has been obtained. Next he must fight to gain Tsamara's heart.

“Thank you, Ma. Mom is the best.” Yudhishthira hugged Latifah tightly.

“Your greatest happiness, Yudhis.” Latifah rubbed the back of Yudhistira.

Yudhishthira broke the embrace, then kissed Latifah's cheeks alternately so happy. Latifah was just shaking his head at Yudhistira's behavior.