Painful Love (Painful Love)

Painful Love (Painful Love)
Thank You and Good Bye!



Tsamara and her parents stepped out of the courtroom after the judge read out the verdict. During the trial, the girl did not glance at Bimantara. A straight-forward eye looked at the judge who was focused on doing his job.


Tsamara decided to leave without saying goodbye to Bimantara. The girl's heart was broken to pieces after the judge granted her divorce petition.


Walking side by side with his parents, Tsamara seemed to occasionally rub the crystal grains that wet the face. Although the heart says sincerely let Bimantara to live happily with Emma, but the proof is that she is not ready to live without the ex-husband at her side.


"Patience, Honey. Mama is sure there will be a rainbow after the storm approaches your life," whispered Sekar trying to strengthen the child. A gentle touch was given to Tsamara. At times like this, the role and support of both parents is so necessary.


Tsamara is speechless. The girl's tongue was faint and her mind was unable to think clearly. Can only nod without saying a word.


When a middle-aged couple with a young woman was about to reach the door leaf, the sound of someone stopping Tsamara's footsteps. "Wait!" exclaim the figure of a tall man.


Reflex, the three people up ahead there stopped the pace. Bimantara uses the opportunity as well as possible because he does not want to until his ex-wife leaves. "Tsamara, can we talk for a second?" said the CEO. His body is now behind Tsamara.


Fahmi, who was still very angry over Bimantara's treatment of his eldest son, immediately turned his body upside down. He looked at his ex-daughter-in-law sharply. "What else do you want to say? Didn't the judge have already decided that between you there is no longer any relationship" the man exclaimed with a raised tone of voice. The owner of a five-star hotel did not care if everyone's eyes were on him.


"Mas, don't be so rude to Bimantara!" tegur Sekar's. The woman's hand hugged the husband's arm while gently rubbing, hoping that the emotions in the man did not explode.


"Pa, let us talk for a second. Maybe there is something important to say before we leave the building" Tsamara said.


"No need, Tsa! What else is there to say, Hem?" Fahmi.


"Please give me a chance for a second, Pa. I promise it won't be long." Bimantara's face was clear, begging the friend of the father to give time even if only for a moment.


"Mas Fahmi's. Never mind, just give them permission to talk for a while. After all, after this it wasn't necessarily that they had a chance to talk both." Sekar exerted the ability he had to melt the establishment of his beloved husband. The fingers are coiled around the waist of the husband, then leaning his head on his chest that is plane. "As long as they talk, how about we both wait in the car. I really miss our moment together, Pa."


The middle-aged man exhaled a rough breath. He was reluctant to give his son and ex-daughter-in-law permission to speak. However, to reject Sekar's request, he was not able because lately the time together they both have been reduced due to too busy dealing with the preparation of divorce lawsuits to religious courts.


"Alright then, I give the two of you time to talk." Fahmi turned towards Tsamara. "After completion, get to the car immediately. Papa doesn't want you to talk to this stranger for too long!" When saying the last sentence, at that time also Fahmi glanced sharply towards Bimantara.


"Honey, you talk to Nak Bima. Mama and Papa waited for you in the car, but Hans stayed here. Mama is afraid that the reporters are getting crazy to accidentally hurt you," said Sekar.


"No problem."


If Fahmi behaves so closely to Bimantara, Sekar instead be kind and remain gentle to the child of the husband's best friend. Although his heart was also wounded by the calamity that befell Tsamara, he tried to smile and be sincere about the destiny that God gave to his beloved son.


As the middle-aged couple left the courtroom, Bimantara and Tsamara stared with gazes so deeply implied a deep sadness in each other's brown irises. But they could do nothing because it was all over. The noses of the households they were riding in had been sunk when a storm hit the ship.


"Become Brother."


The words slid across the lips of Tsamara and Bimantara almost simultaneously. Instantly the atmosphere felt awkward even though they had known each other for a long time.


Bimantara scratched his head that did not itch. "Ehm .. You're the one who said it first."


Tsamara smiles forced. The rest of the crystal grains are not visible in the corner of the eye because the girl had rubbed it first before Bimantara's voice stopped her footsteps. "I just want to apologize if as long as you are your wife, you can not carry out my duties and require me well. Maybe I was wrong and khilaf to make Bima's sister hurt." The girl started to open the conversation.


Bimantara flinch when he hears Tsamara's apology. Didn't expect that sentence to be spoken on his ex-wife's lips. Apologizing for not being able to do his job well? O Lord, the heart of Bimantara feels as if slashed by a knife. How can the girl apologize to him while all this time the beautiful doctor has always carried out his obligations as a wife well.


Tsamara always prepared all the needs of the Bimantara. Starting from preparing work clothes, daily clothes and food to be consumed are always prepared by Tsamara. Although Tsamara is not good at cooking, the girl still serves delicious food on the dining table.


"You don't have to apologize to me because I'm the one who's wrong with you, Tsa. During my time as your husband, I never once carried out my duties as a husband like the man out there. I have never given you love and affection. Even I did not give you an inner living during the three-month path. I'm sorry, Tsamara." There is clearly regret on Bimantara's face.


Tsamara smiles. "Don't feel guilty, brother. I can tell you why all this time you didn't want to touch me. Husband and wife relationships should be based on liking. If you don't love me how can we enjoy the world together."


"Honestly, I used to wonder if there was a shortage in me so that Bima did not want to touch me. However, since I knew that Emma was your lover from there I understand why you are not willing to touch me because in your heart there is only one Emma. So, how could you possibly touch me while in your heart there is already another woman."


Tsamara took a deep and deep breath. "However, everything has passed. Our story is over. You and I are divorced. I hope, Brother Bima can live happily with Emma."


Netra Tsamara glanced towards the circular diamond ring on the ring finger. So, he took off the ring and gave it to Bimantara. "This ring is the dowry you gave me. Since we're divorced, I'm returning this stuff."


"I think Mom and Dad have been waiting for me for too long. I'd better leave now before Papa gets angry," chuckled softly trying to find some atmosphere. "Sister Bima, thank you for the wonderful memories you gave all this time. Thank you and good bye!"


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