Painful Love (Painful Love)

Painful Love (Painful Love)
Tsamara Decree



Tsamara's chest tightness is incredible. He desperately held back his tears from spilling. However, that crystal grain just slid in the corner of his eye. With a soft voice and trembling lips, the girl said, "You guys ...." However, the voice of the beautiful almond-eyed doctor hung in the air. He could no longer bear to see the chest-stifling sight ahead. Run as hard as you can to leave Bimantara's room. The girl's departure suddenly made Bimantara and Emma surprised at that moment as well.


"Tsamara, wait! Listen to my explanation!" Bimantara exclaimed as he grabbed the pants lying on the nightstand. While Emma was just speechless while staring blankly at the doorway.


Along the way, Tsamara kept crying out her grief. The girl's heart was pierced by a knife and almost killed her. He accelerated his pace when he heard someone's footsteps from behind.


"Tsamara, wait!" However, Tsamara did not heed the husband's call. He continued to swing his legs up, passing several employees who happened to cross paths with him.


At a time when Tsamara increasingly speed up his steps, at that time Bimantara also increased the speed of his footsteps even now he walked half-run. "Tsa, give me time to explain everything" the CEO said after successfully blocking Tsamara's arm.


Tsamara quickly brushed off the hand until Bimantara gasped for a while.


"What else do you want to explain to me, brother? Isn't it all clear that you and he have a special relationship. A relationship that is not just limited to college friends," said Tsamara accompanied by the sound of sobs. The girl's tears won't stop.


"But everything you see is not all true. I'm ...."


Not yet finished Bimantara spoke, Tsamara's soft voice was again heard.


"So this is the reason why you have rejected me so long ago? Because your love and heart already belong to that woman, right?" skak Tsamara, looking at the figure of the man she loved so much.


Bimantara was silent with a face full of guilt. I don't know why the man's heart ached like it was pierced by thousands of needles when he saw the wife's sad face. A pair of beautiful, clear eyes flushed with crystal grains that continued to wet the cheeks.


"I'm sorry, I, Tsa. I don't mean to hide anything from you" said Bimantara lirih like a whirlwind in autumn.


"Why should you apologize, brother? Here, I am the one who is wrong for over-exerting my own will without thinking about how you have been feeling about me all along. I used our family closeness to ensnare you in a complicated relationship. If only I had turned down our wedding plans maybe you and her could have been together. However, I was present and destroyed all your dreams until in the end Brother and he played with fire behind me."


"Tsamara, i-" Instantly, Bimantara's tongue was confused. All the words I want to say just disappear. The CEO doesn't know what else to say to defend himself in front of everyone.


Tsamara rubbed back her tears that kept sliding down her cheeks. "Sister once asked me what if you wanted to part with me. At that time I replied that I would not let Brother go even for a second. But today, I realized that you never really wanted to live with me. Therefore, I will release you, brother. I let you find your own happiness."


With tears streaming down, Tsamara left Bimantara alone in the eighth floor hallway. However, only a few steps back he stopped his steps. Looking back and saying, "I'll take care of our divorce papers so you can marry Emma as soon as possible. Goodbye, Brother Bima."


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Tsamara decided to return to the apartment on an empty stomach. Intention to give a surprise to her beloved husband, she even got a surprise from the man who decreed as her husband.


Tsamara's chest was as tight as a big lump of rock and the girl's heart was in excruciating pain. The girl again sobbed when she imagined how Bimantara would sound when she mentioned Emma's name during the release. Not suspect that Bimantara prefers to sow seeds in the womb of another woman than the womb of his own wife.


"Miss, where are you going?" ask the driver who is behind the wheel. Since then it has been silent while occasionally stealing a glance towards the back through the rearview mirror.


"Take me to the park on Jln. Noveltoon, sir," replied Tsamara with a body that was still shaking violently.


Without saying much, the taxi driver drove his four-wheeled vehicle to the intended location. The man did not want to disturb his passengers who were crying alone back there.


After arriving at the destination, Tsamara chose a park bench that was quite far from everyone's view. Intentionally choose the place because he wants to calm down without wanting to be disturbed by anyone.


Eyes stared straight ahead, watching the koi fish continue to swim to and fro. He always spent hours in the park when his mood was sad.


"It's all my fault. If I had known that Sister Bima loved Emma, I would not have agreed to this matchmaking plan. I'm sorry, Brother Bima," isak Tsamara with tears beginning to subside. The girl's eyes were puffy because she had been crying ever since. The girl's body felt tired and was eager to rest. It's just that he has not been able if he had to meet again with Bimantara.


"No need to blame yourself. Let's just say this is a test from God that you have to pass before you finally become more mature," said a man in a long gray shirt rolled up to the elbow.


The man sat next to Tsamara, then handed her a handkerchief from her pants pocket and handed it to the beautiful doctor. "Remove your tears and don't let those crystal grains continue to wet your cheeks!"


Tsamara hurriedly wiped away the tears so that the person who had just sat next to her did not see the liquid that melted.


Tsamara looked up the head. How surprised he was when he found a pair of narrow eyes staring at him with a difficult gaze to interpret. "Doctor Yudhis? How can you be here? Didn't you just go home, then why is the Doctor even here?"


"Why? Can't I be in this park?" asked Yudhistira with a full glance.


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