Painful Love (Painful Love)

Bimantara Plan

The roar of a two-wheeled vehicle engine was heard entering the grounds of a modest house in a densely populated area. One-story house with a minimalist style becomes a new residence for Bimantara and his second wife named ... Emma Veronica.

Turning off the engine of the vehicle, then removing the helmet that wrapped the head, Bimantara walked half ran into the house. "Emma? Emma, where are you?" call the man while throwing his backpack on the sofa. He seemed so enthusiastic to convey his desire to open his own business using their child's future savings money.

Not finding the existence of the wife in the living room, Bimantara rushed into one of the rooms in the house. But he didn't find Emma in there. "Emma must be in the bathroom. I'd better meet him." Without wasting any time, he again swung his legs towards the kitchen.

"Emma, thank goodness you're home. Come here, I want to tell you something important." Bimantara's hand pulled his wife who had just come out of the bathroom. He put his wife's body in one of the dining chairs.

Emma who is still upset about the attitude of Bimantara some time ago put on a sullen face, no more sweet smile etched on her beautiful face. Yes, since knowing Bimantara was dismissed from the company, his position as CEO and credit card frozen by Irawan, Emma's attitude changed 180°. There is no more smile, gentle attitude and melodious voice like a beautiful melody that there is only a sullen attitude, indifference and sour face like a mango that is still wry.

"What did you say? I don't want to hear the news that says you're rejected by the company again" Emma replied. Both hands of the woman were raised into the air, then threw out the hand of Bimantara who was touching his shoulder.

Take a deep breath, try to be calm and do not want to be provoked by emotions. "I haven't got a new job after being laid off by Papa. However, the news I'm telling you must make you happy."

Emma clucked irritably, then inched away from Bimantara. There was clearly a look of annoyance on the woman's face. "Suami is useless, usually only bring bad news!" lirih. "What do you want to say, huh? Straight to the point, I don't want to talk to you for long. I'm still upset about what happened a while ago, okay?"

Bimantara's hearing is still working fine. When he heard the hurtful words coming from the lips of his wife, he was actually furious because for a lifetime there was never even someone who insulted him even when married to Tsamara, the woman always respected him even though he often hurt his ex-wife's feelings.

Patience, Bima. Remember your initial goal, Bimantara mind tries to remind itself not to be provoked by emotions.

Again and again Bimantara took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly. The man tried to control himself so that while talking to Emma, the emotions inside the man disappeared along with a puff of heat coming out of his nose. "Emma, I'm planning to open a business to turn our finances around. For the last three months I've had a hard time getting a job so I was thinking why not open my own business anyway we still have savings from selling my apartment."

"What's? K-you .. want to use our child's future savings to open a business, right?" emma's toilet tried to repeat Bimantara's words.

"really. Instead of savings we settle and the longer used up to meet daily needs better used for business capital. Who knows, and make a big profit. If we are lucky, we can replace the money used by business capital," said Bimantara.

"Crazy! I don't know why you think about it!" emma got up from the chair. Blasting a sharp look at the figure of the man in front of him. "Bima, we agreed to keep the money for the future of the baby in my womb, but why do you even want to use the money for something in vain."

"If you open your own business, is not it the same as wasting valuable time on something that is uncertain? The first time you open a business is not necessarily your business selling sweet like boiled beans, it will certainly be quiet because people do not know the products you offer. You keep quiet, waiting for buyers to come is not the same as you waste time?"

"Try if you use your time to find work in the office, it must be more useful. After all, how much profit from the business you want to open? Millions? Tens millions? Or billions of dollars?" ask Emma cynically. The tail of the woman's eyes stared intently forward.

Bimantara was silent for a moment. The man seemed to be digesting all the words of his wife. Everything Emma said was true, but there was no harm if she tried something new? Wouldn't we ever know if we didn't try it first?

Bimantara touched Emma's shoulder gently. He turned the woman's body upside down until the two faced each other. "I understand your anxiety, honey. You're afraid our child's future savings run out when this baby hasn't been born into the world, are you?" Emma was silent, saying nothing.

"Honey, I'm not thinking about the future of the baby in your womb. It's just that I was thinking, why don't we use the money to open a business first than I am looking for a job and not necessarily get it. If I try at least there will be income even though not as much as income when I work in the office." Bimantara is still trying hard to melt Emma's heart, to support his decision.

Actually Bimantara could have taken money savings from his account without the knowledge of Emma and opened his own business, anyway the money is the result of his hard work while working in the company Irawan as CEO and leader of the company. However, he did not want his new household for the whole corn cracked just because of money matters. Therefore, he decides to tell Emma first despite the heated debate between them.

"Feel in on yourself! Are you sure your efforts will move forward? If it's bankrupt, how?" sneer Emma while putting on a sour face. "I don't want to, yes, Bima, my son's savings money runs out to meet your own ego. Anyway, I don't agree you used our baby's savings. Point!"

Bimantara took a deep breath while closing his eyes. "Please give it a chance to try it. If it fails, I will try to find a job in the office. Please, Emma?" ask the man with a face.

Emma felt sorry to see that face, so no heart. Although still upset about Bimantara's attitude, but his love for the man is still as big as ever. "Alright, I give you permission to open your own business. But promise me, don't take all our son's stash."

Bimantara smiled widely. His face was also sumringah. "Promise!"

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