Our Faults

Part 8 - Letting You Go?

       Humans are often broken by the expectations they make themselves. The hope that they believe will be fulfilled in the future because of the fruits of hard work.

In fact, it is all just a false hope that is enhanced by other beautiful expectations.

There is no prohibition for human hope, because if life is not accompanied by hope it will all be bland.

Expecting to be original does not exceed the limits of expression, because it is not easy to make expectations into a perfect reality.

Just like a man who now looks very desperate on his bed.  He was Daffa, Daffatara Miller whose persistence could not be doubted.

At first Daffa hoped that his business would develop perfectly and make him a successful young culinary businessman and could make his parents not look one eye.

Even he was very sure before, if it will not be long before he can colonize the culinary world because the road is very smooth to achieve it all.

After he succeeds, his next intention is to make his parents regret having wasted him all this time and hope his parents will appreciate it.

And the last one is to marry the woman who always stands behind her and continues to give her encouragement and motivation so that she can continue to realize her dreams.

But now hope is hope. Everything was destroyed in an instant, because of the evil actions of his own parents.

His father is too good at destroying affairs. His brain may contain only evil plans to kill enemies that stand in his way.

Therefore Daffa is not willing to take part in the problems of the company that Papa manages. Let the old man who is crazy treasure enjoy his life which is only a short stay.

Daffa initially hated his parents when he was still in Primary School, when he had just moved to his parents' house because his grandparents who since he was a child had died.

He thought when he was in his own house the atmosphere was more peaceful and happy, in fact it was all inversely proportional. In the magnificent mansion that belonged to his parents, there was not the slightest peace like the home of his grandparents.

Everything is busy, even a little time for his Mama or Papa is not there.

While his brother was always busy with his own world and always locked himself in a room.

Deffa— His brother is smart while Daffa has a standard brain and always embarrassed his parents when taking the report card at school.

It is always different from Deffa who always makes proud. Even the treatment of the two was distinguished, even though they were both biological children.

Growing up, Daffa began to grow angry with his parents' attitude, especially when his brother managed to enter the University abroad, he was like a stepson whose presence was not desired.

The beginning of entering High School is getting wider, his circle of friendship is not only with students, but with adults who are more experienced than him.

He continued to try to learn about marketing and sales, until finally he decided to open a small shop business. He is not alone, the shop he founded with 3 of his more experienced friends.

It did not take long the store continued to grow and produce brilliant results.

Until finally he met with Raya who can color his days and can be a figure of encouragement for his life to go further.

His relationship with Raya has been going on for 4 years. From the time he was still at the peak of glory to the moment he was at the lowest point, Raya remained beside him.

This time he will not forbid when Raya chooses to leave him, he is quite self-aware that soon his life will change drastically.

It has to start from zero. No matter with his Papa who continues to exert a truce on his efforts, he will certainly continue to try alone and will not be willing to return to his home.

"Daffa, what's wrong with you?" Tanya Raya was confused, because from now on she was just daydreaming and kept daydreaming.

Daffa regained his senses as Raya sat beside him. "I'm fine" he said with a smile, as it still covered all this from the Kingdom.

"No! I know you're not okay anymore. Tell me why are you?"

So that his lover is not too worried he immediately hugs his slender body which is only wrapped in a pastel-colored mini negligee. "I just need your hug."

      Raya chose to remain silent and wait until Daffa would explain the matter he was going through at this time. His main task was to help calm Daffa and give him encouragement.

It doesn't matter if Daffa hasn't been able to be open about the problem.

"I don't know what your problem is, I don't know what your position is, but I'm sure all the problems you're going through are going to be there," said Raya while gently rubbing the head of Daffa who is now in her arms.

"I just need a backrest, and you're the one." 

"I'll stay here."

"Do you still want to be with me even though I'm poor?" Ask Daffa seriously.

Raya was confused by her lover, why did such a question suddenly pop out of her lips? Without the need to ask Raya will accept any conditions of Daffa.

"I sincerely love you. I don't need all your possessions, I just need you and your heart. Whether you're poor or a conglomerate I never care, the important thing is that we stick together." Raya is a patient and sincere woman. Daffa felt very lucky to have a woman like Raya.

Daffa answered all of Raya's statements with a hot kiss on Raya's lips. A kiss full of love and desire.

It was with great pleasure that Raya put her hand to Daffa's neck and deepened her kiss. Although very often, he can never get bored with Daffa games.

Now, Daffa has begun to fondle the chest of Raya who is always tempting for her to touch. Even the mini negligee that Raya was wearing had crashed out of nowhere.

Raya could only sigh and enjoy the fondling of Daffa in her chest and in her core.

As usual, they always do it again and again without safety.

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       Daffa held Raya back when he wanted to go home. Today he will tell you about his true condition that he now has nothing.

"Raya, whatever your decision is after you hear this I will accept. If you want to leave, I'll." Daffa grasped both hands of Raya and grasped her tightly.

"Well, honey, where might I stay."

Daffa took a deep breath before starting his conversation. "I don't have anything Ray. Restaurants, Cafes, Apartments, soon not mine."

Raya looked at Daffused Daffa, who she knew all along that Daffa's efforts were okay why it suddenly became like this.

"No way, not yesterday's month is still okay, everything suddenly so gini?"

"I'm sorry I never said anything to you." Daffa's voice weakened and lowered his head.

Raya let go of her rough hands, she was really angry with Daffa.

"If you don't want to be with a poor man, please, I won't let you go."

Not the answer Daffa received, but rather a pretty strong slap on his cheek. Raya really does not accept, Daffa considers him what if every big problem is always hidden from him.

It does not matter what Daffa wants more, as long as he can still be together.

"Why didn't you tell me? I can help you."

"It's my problem, it's not appropriate that I ask you to help."

This time Raya was really angry with the attitude of Daffa who was still stubborn. He has said many times, whatever Daffa needs Raya will help as much as possible.

"What do you think I am? Just a bedmate, a complacent, or what?!" He screamed in front of Daffa's face.

"Daffa's aircrafts!!" Shouts of the Kingdom even louder. Even his crying could not hold it anymore.

"I'm here, I'm here to grieve all your complaints no matter what your problems are as much as I can help you if you want to talk. All this time I've thought our relationship was more than a couple." He was crying, even sitting weakly on the bed.

"I never need your treasure, I just need you to always be by my side." Continue with a loud voice.

Daffa hugged Raya's body tightly from the side. He could not bear to let Raya cry like this, let alone Raya crying because of him.

"I'm sorry, baby."

Raya stood up and wiped the rest of her tears violently. "I'll go first!" he said it was cold and passed leaving Daffa alone in his room.

Daffa let Raya go to calm herself first. Let it be later when everything feels fine Daffa will return to contact Raya.

It is only natural that Raya is very disappointed in him.

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