Our Faults

Section 31 - I'm Trying

For the sake of launching the action to get an apology from Kinaya, today Kiana came to visit Arya's house during the day, after returning to college. After a full recovery, he resumed his studies.

Before coming to Arya's house, Kiana first contacted her to let her know that she was going to visit. Surely visiting for Kinaya, not for Arya let alone Ilsa. Although jealous because Ilsa's position has replaced him, but Kiana must lower her feelings first for Kinaya.

Kiana is at the door of Arya's house. He was waiting for whoever it was to open the door. Until finally Kiana's hope was fulfilled, because the one who opened the door was Kinaya..

Originally Kinaya was going to open the door wide, but upon seeing his guest Kiana, his intention was instantly undone and only opened the door slightly then hid behind that door.

“Who to look for?” Tegur Kinaya who only popped his head behind the door on Kiana.

Kiana looked at the child, the child she had not wanted, then smiled and squatted down before her.

“If Kak Ana looks for Naya can?” Kiana smiled and asked slowly.

“Gok can.” Kinaya answered him straight away.

“Yes, Sister Ana find Daddy can?”

“Dad again working in dalem. There is also Mama Ilsa.”

Mom Ilsa? Oh. Okay gapapa.

“Then you want to meet Mama Ilsa aja deh.”

“Ya already, sign in.” Tell her and walk Kiana towards Ilsa.

Kiana followed the little girl from behind. When she was inside, Kiana met Ilsa who was sitting.

“Mama, Sister Ana cariin Mama.” Kinaya called and approached him.

Ilsa glanced at Kiana and left, “oh, what's up Ki?”

“This... I just want Naya's favorite food. It was made by Ana herself, Nay. Sister Ana makes this a lot for Naya.” Kiana prides herself and glances at Kinaya, then gives the food to Ilsa but Ilsa does not accept.

“Lho, why are you being given to me? We should go to Naya dong. Nay, it's take Ana's food. Poor Kak Ana, bela belain make Naya.” Ilsa pointed at the food using her eyes.

Kinaya refused it, “gak! Naya won't, Mama.”

Eh? But that was for Kinaya, not for Ilsa. Why should Ilsa be the first to taste the food? Why not Kinaya? Though Kiana's intention made it right for Kinaya.

“Ya already, can Brother. But sisain ya make Naya the same sister Arya.”

“Yes yes dong definitely design. Time enggak.” Ilsa ate it immediately. He just found out, that Kiana turned out to be a cook too.

“The food is good Ki. Just found out you can cook gini.” Praise him and offer Kinaya the food, “Nay let's eat this, delicious you know. Appreciate Sister Ana, she made this for you.”

The look on Kinaya's face turned angry and unexpectedly they, the boy just threw the food with roughness, “Naya did not want to! I told you that Naya didn't want to! Why keep making it?! Sister Ana mending home, Naya does not want to see Kak Ana here!” Get angry and go away with his regret.

Kiana looked at his departure and saw the wasted food. His artificial food that is full of struggle must be wasted in vain, very sad.

Yes, I don't deserve to be sorry for my son. I deserve to be called an evil, cruel mother. Why does God still bring me back to life? Why don't you just turn me off after the accident?

If Kiana was sad, then Ilsa felt bad because of Kinaya's attitude. Ilsa so confused to say what, “Ki... I'm sorry about Kinaya. You don't take heart ok.” Ilsa said frankly and held onto his shoulder.

Kiana smiled thinly, “ah yes, relax aja Kak. In that case, Kiana is coming home right now, afraid to disturb you.”

“Oh yes already, be careful yes go home.”

A few minutes after Kiana left, Arya came to Ilsa because her work was done. While Ilsa had just finished cleaning up the mess because of Kinaya earlier.

“Si Kinaya why cry? Then why can food scatter gini?” Arya asked looking at it.

Ilsa turned, “lho Naya nangis?” Ask and Arya answers with Deheman.

“So Kiana came here to bring food for Naya, kept being told to try, but uh it turns out that the Kinanya did not want to continue even thrown her food, and finally Kiana was sent away with her.” Ilsa.

“Kiana is here, why didn't you tell me?”

“Do what you know, you are also busy doing work. Ah, I went home. Take care of your son, pity him.”

“Hmm. Thanks for taking care of Naya.”