Our Faults

Part 26 - I Also Want to Be Happy

A few seconds later, the daydream ended as Kinaya cheered to call out to them.

“Dad! Brother Ana!” The truth is, “you guys were about what is hayooo?!!” Kinaya smiled teasingly but Kiana replied with a sharp look and approached her.

Kiana was angry at the boy. It was rude to push him. Didn't Arya teach her manners? If this is the case, the body and clothes will be soaked. What if he gets sick because of that kid? Does Arya want responsibility?

Kiana's gaze at him was so terrible, like that of an angry person, that Kinaya became frightened.

Kiana had already faced off with Kinaya and pointed at him suddenly, “you!”

“You why push me huh?! You think I like swimming just like you? Do I stick with you? No! I'm not going to be with you!”

“Basic son of a fucking carrier! From the first you are a carrier of shit, so your mother does not want to deket the same you because you are just a carrier of shit alone! Because you were born, my mother almost died! And now, again you make bad luck again. You hate me the same? That's why keep making me shit? You want me to die fast, so you push? Yes?”

“But I'm sorry, God still loves me, so He doesn't care about you and He knows that you're supposed to die, not me!” Point it to Kinaya, “ unlucky bearers like you are supposed to die, not exist in this world! Damn carrier!” Kiana cursed Kinaya with her loud voice.

Kinaya was really frightened from being scolded by Kiana. Just this time he scolded the boy as hard as he was now with harsh words anyway. Kinaya remained silent while holding back his cry when scolded. She was eager to let out that cry straight away, but was afraid of Kiana's anger.

Then Arya, the man's heart ached hearing Kiana's curse and saw Kinaya who continued to stand still in fear. He immediately and carried the child so that he would be calm and no longer feel afraid.

Kinaya immediately hugged Arya's neck quickly back then and hid her face in the curve of her neck then sobbed softly.

Plakkc...

Unexpectedly Arya turned out to slap Kiana.

Arya could no longer hold back her anger towards Kiana. When is that woman going to be? Does it have to be until one of them goes first and he regrets and will change? Didn't he? Kiana was too much for her own child. Even stepmothers are still more biker than Kiana.

“You dare to talk like that Kiana! You know, what you said earlier hurt Kinaya's heart! Where is your heart as a mother? Whereabouts?! Or maybe... You don't have a heart?” Arya snickered and smiled cynically.

“Nyesel I know you Kiana! I should have never chosen you. You are only sweet on the outside, while in it you are rotten also evil.” Arya said in her cold and repressive tone.

Kiana's cheeks were sore from Arya's slap, but it wasn't worth the heartache Kinaya was feeling right now.

Kiana kept holding onto her cheek. He silently looked at hate as Arya said that, and then opened his voice to chimed in with Arya's words earlier.

“I'm rotten? Wicked?” Kiana smiled cynically and pointed to herself.

Arya smiled back cynically, “I think you changed, it was still the same!”

“Sorry, until any time, I won't change for you!” Kiana's words were so sharp.

“Yes already, then leave you from my house. We don't need you and vice versa. You are only a carrier of pain for our lives, especially Kinaya. You want to go anywhere is up to you, I don't care.”

“Well, if that's what you want, from today I will go away from you in my own way.” Afterwards Kiana packed her things and left from Arya's house until she forgot to change her wet clothes.

Kiana does not deserve to live in a house owned by an angel-hearted man, unlike her who is just a rotten man is also evil, not as good and as good as Arya.

Not knowing where to go back, Kiana finally decided to go home. More precisely his parents' house.

Kiana's mind just kept wandering while she was on her way home. He was still thinking about the man's hurtful words.

Yes, you are right Arya, I am evil. I have no heart. I'm selfish too rotten. I'm useless yes, I should be dead! Why don't you make me die?! Why do you still give me time to live in this world?!

The eyes of the woman were so empty. The thing he did kept daydreaming. She wanted to cry out all her feelings. The feeling he has harbored. Sadness, upset, everything else.

I'm evil. I'm ruthless. Then why am I still alive? Wh why?

Her crying could not stand it. Even in public, Kiana was still crying. He bodo time with people who look at him strange also confused.

Why is my life like this? Why not like the others? I also want to be happy, happy with the person who loves me. What should I do now? Is there anyone who would accept an evil, cruel, and selfish human like me?

Not felt, Kiana arrived at his home. Lucky at that time the occupants of the house had returned even though only one occupant, namely Fabian. But it's okay, Kiana is grateful.

“Lho, are you home?” Fabian called out for seeing Kiana who had just entered the house with her gloomy face.

“His return is also a long time ago. The site is even my nitipin to others.” Ketus Kiana and open her eyes.

“Oh yes, sorry. So now why are you coming home? Your nitipin should be a month.”

“Ya like it, really the same kepo people's business.” Sewot Kiana and just go to her room. It had been lazy for him to answer Fabian's many questions.