Our Faults

Part 24 - I'm Also Tortured

Today Kiana had to accompany the little girl to buy clothes. He now has to look after the boy, because Arya is at work. This is as a payment that Kiana must do to Arya because she already wants to accommodate it.

After buying clothes, they rushed home. But Kinaya refused, she was hungry and wanted to stop by for a meal first. They also walked together to the restaurant Kinaya wanted, which was also close to the center of the cult.

Someone apparently called Kinaya while they were walking. They turned to the source of the voice. Oh turns out it was Arya and Ilsa, they were walking along with Ilsa's hand that was embracing Arya's hand.

Kiana saw their closeness with silence also looked at him in annoyance.

If you want to get married, then marry. No need to messraan mulu when it is not yet! This is again one girl, very fond of holding the hands of the ex-husband in front of his ex-wife too, but not yet official.

“Dad?!” Excited Kinaya, “Daddy same Mama Ilsa why here? He said I work, but how are you alone here with Mama Ilsa? Weird deh.”

“Hai, dear Naya!!” Ilsa smiled waving her hands at Kinaya.

Arya squatted her height with the boy, then kissed him on the cheek.

“Dreams Dad again why are you two here with Sister Ana?”

“Naya abis buy clothes for Naya herself, Dad. Naya's clothes are on small, I forgot to buy it. So deh, Naya asked for anther Kak Ana and fortunately Kak Ana finally wanted.”

“Nih see a lot of shopping right Dad?” Kinaya showed the groceries he had bought earlier to Arya.

“You bought this for whose money, Nay?”Ilsa asked about it. Because she knew, how Kiana might have had more money to buy Kinaya that many clothes. Also the woman has not worked, so how can I earn money. Unlike him, Arya also made enough money.

“Pake Dad's money. Naya will take your credit card in the desk drawer.” Kinaya answered honestly, smiling broadly, without fear of angering Arya.

“You took Dad's card? Why not tell Dad? Who taught you to take people without their permission?” Arya nagging.

Arya's nagging made Kiana bowed in fear and played her hand, “Dad don't get madin Naya dong. Naya was not taught by anyone. Naya's brother was with Dad, Dad was too busy working until he forgot to buy clothes for Naya. Though Naya's clothes already on small.” His sister.

“Yes but, not to take Dad's card without permission too, dear. That's a bad name, Nay.” Arya said and rubbed the boy's hair.

“Iya deh, Naya apologizes Dad. Naya promised not to do that again. Pinkie deh.” Promise Kinaya held up her little finger in front of Arya and replied.

“Yes, I'm sorry. Now we go home yes.”

Kinaya shook her head, “Naya laper, want to eat first at the restaurant was the same Kak Ana.” Kinaya pointed at the restaurant he was referring to.

“Laper? Ok, we eat together, invite Mama Ilsa also yes.”

Kinaya smiled nodding, “iya can, time can not. Our father said we should stay good with people, even if that person hurt us. Aye right?”

“Yap, really. Pinter you.” Arya and rubbed Kinaya's head and kissed her.

“Come on Dad, now is our time!!!” Kinaya cheering.

“Sini, Daddy carried you. Shopping so that Kak Ana who brought.” Arya carried Kinaya directly and gave her groceries to Kiana.

Kiana received the groceries with great dislike. So his role here was only considered as his maid so? It's so sorry Kiana.

“Come Ilsa.” Take Arya to Ilsa and pull her hand.

Kiana silently looked at Arya who only invited Ilsa also pulled her hand.

So Ilsa was the only one he invited? But he didn't? In the past, it was Kianalah's hands that were often pulled, held, and touched like that. Not Ilsa's hand.

Hah, now everything is just first, then, and then. It's too late to fix it. Everything is big. Right, Kiana was too selfish just thinking about herself. As a result it became as it is now. Wanted to cry, but it was useless because everything had happened.

Arya only realized that Kiana was still silently staring at her. Maybe not reluctant because not invited, so Arya invites Kiana but only with speech alone without pulling a hand like he did to Ilsa.

“Come Ki, we eat first.” Arya cried and looked at him.

Kiana regained consciousness from her daydream and walked behind them.

Before long, they arrived at the restaurant and ordered the food. And now, it's time for them to eat it.

“Naya want to eat banana ice cream has Mama Ilsa no? It's delicious youho.” Tawar Ilsa's.

“No, Naya doesn't like bananas because.” Answer Kinaya.

Kinaya doesn't like bananas? Just like Kiana? Why do they have that in common? They met very rarely.

“Why not like it? Banana tuh yummy tofu, keep a lot of vitamins again.” Persuade Ilsa.

“Do not know, because according to Naya, the same aroma of banana taste is strange. Keep saying Dad, Naya tuh same as Mother, less like bananas. Yes Father?” Kinaya glanced at Arya.

“Hmm.” Arya answered him briefly and just focused on eating, but he seemed to be avoiding something.

Kiana silently heard it. So Arya told Kinaya about herself? Why did Arya do that? Did Arya also tell you about her hatred?

No more questions from Ilsa, Kinaya resumed eating. But his eating was disrupted because of his unattached hair. Seeing her who was uncomfortable, immediately Kiana tied the hair.

“Hair iket first, later if his hair eat the same food how?” Kiana said while tying Kinaya's hair.

Kinaya is pleased with Kiana's caring attitude, “thank you, Sister Ana.” Kinaya smiled and kissed Kiana's cheek, until Kiana became silent.

Arya and Ilsa pay attention to their activities. The man was happy too. That means Kiana's hatred for her son has now started to decrease a little.

The stomach was filled, it was time for them to go home because it was already afternoon.

They went home together without Ilsa, because he had gone home first there was urgent important business.

Kinaya fell into a deep sleep on Kiana's lap on the way home. Maybe because of fatigue already buying clothes.

“You didn't pegel Naya did it go straight to you? If pegel, just move him to the back seat, so that his sleep is free.” Arya glanced at Kinaya at a glance.

“Necessary. If moved, fear later he woke up crying.” Denying Kiana.

“Oh, ok.”

“It feels like how Naya, Ki? Cocky? Surely you just found out that Naya is more down to you. Yes right?” Aryan Exclamation.

“Maybe Naya's physique looks like me, but her behavior, what she likes and dislikes are almost like you. Try to know Naya more deket. Even though he doesn't know you're ready and you reject him, you deserve to know how to grow.”

“Originally you know Ki, Naya is always sad when she comes home from school. She was often ridiculed at school because her mother was not there, but her mother was still alive. Naya often goes to me where's Mother? Why won't Mother meet him? I'm confused what to answer.” Arya smiled smirkily.

“That time Naya was sick and treated for being ridiculed continuously at her school. So I moved him to another school. Fortunately, the school that is now temen-temen and parents of students not nearly all of them want him kayak in the school that used to be.”

“I'm sorry if you still haven't received him. But please, as long as you're here, can you make him happy and happy? Also stop to anger him. Naya not only needs my affection, but also you because you are her mother. He exists not because of his own fault, but because of me.”

“We've been lying to him for a long time. If he knew the truth, he'd be mad at us. Also if only he could choose, maybe he did not want to have parents like us, who continue to lie to his own son.”

Arya chatty. Kiana was troubled by his words. It feels like Kiana wants to stuff Aryan's mouth with a bomb to be soft and silent.

“Mending you diem. You keep on beating me. You never know if I'm just as tormented as he is or not? You just want his feelings, while my feelings you ignore. Everyone thinks I'm wrong here, but I'm not wrong. But you! They hate me because of you! You are wrong and I hate them!” Kiana pointed and looked at Arya filled with anger.