Our Faults

Part 29 - Your Dear Mother

The next day, Kiana will still have to be treated, her doctor said.

Arya came to Kiana after she finished teaching in the afternoon. Not to forget, he also brought porridge for Kiana, fearing that Kiana was tired of eating hospital food.

“I brought porridge for you. Afraid you're bosen the same food here.” Arya kept the porridge she carried on the table.

“Kak why are you still here? Not sure what I look at? Mending went home, afraid that Brother Ilsa would wait for Brother. You guys are married when Kiana is still sleeping.”

It's not time I told you who Kiana really is.

Arya erased the distance between them. He approached Kiana and sat on the edge of the bed where Kiana was lying now, then looked at her deeply.

“Emang there is a law if I look at you it is wrong? Not right?”

“No, but Kiana is not good with Ilsa. Kiana does not want to be called actor later with others, because Sister often comes here.”

“Then why do you hear the words of others who are not true?”

Kiana was silent for a moment.

“Yes, if you want me to go home, I'll go home now. Later Anita malem here look at you and he said he wanted to bring Naya as well.” Arya went up and took her briefcase that she had stored on the sofa earlier.

“I'm home, take care of yourself. May cepet be healed.” Arya holds Kiana's shoulder, and leaves.

Already his body is sick, his heart also hurts to see Arya leave. Why would Kiana lie to her feelings if she still had a taste for Arya and did not want to be abandoned by the man? Kiana had a hard time expressing her feelings for Arya.

He regretted telling Arya to go to Ilsa, that she should not have kicked him out, but kept him with her and used that time to be alone with Arya. Duh Kiana's. He's too stupid what's learning stupid anyway?

Kiana waited for the night. Waiting for Arya's words, is it true that Kinaya will come to her with Anita? Kiana already misses her son and wants to see him soon

Until the night came, Arya's words turned out to be true. Anita came to see him while carrying Kinaya.

But it was a pity, even though Kinaya had come, the boy continued to hide behind Anita's larger body. Kinaya was scared, not daring to look at Kiana's face. He came here because of Anita's own coercion, but in fact Kinaya did not want to.

“Kiana... Finally you wake up also yes from bobo ala princess sleep.” Anita and Anita hugged Kiana who was smiling.

“How are you doing beb? Are you healthy enough?” Anita and Kiana asked.

Kiana looked towards the back of Anita's body, the place where Kinaya was hiding. Just like Kiana, Anita followed that line of sight. He knew Kiana's gaze was fixed on Kinaya from earlier.

“Naya, come here baby. Greetings to Ana.” Anita looked back and held Kinaya's head.

Kinaya lowered his head and shook his head, also tightening his grip on Anita's body, “Naya wants to go home aja Aunt.” Sluggishly.

Anita turned to Kinaya and crouched face to face with him, “Naya why would she want to go home? Let's greet first with dear Ana, Naya does not feel sorry for Ana? He's just been in an accident.” Persuaded it.

While looking down, Kinaya who innocently answered him with a trinket, “Kak Ana also angryin Naya continues, Naya does not want to deket same him, Naya is afraid.”

A few seconds later, the door opened and Arya's figure appeared while carrying a snack of food.

Arya saw Kinaya being persuaded by her sister and almost cried. He came up to her and crouched down in front of Kinaya.

“Naya why baby?” Arya held onto Kinaya's shoulder.

Kinaya splashed around Arya and grabbed her by the neck, “Dad... Naya is scared, Naya is going home. Naya does not want to be scolded by Sister Ana again, Naya does not want to see him.” Chick Kinaya.

Kiana lamented her fate now. The boy was afraid to face her because of his own mistakes. He put too much forward his lust and selfishness until the consequences became what they are now. Kiana never wears the heart she was supposed to wear, but she is a mother.

Wait for... Mammy? Could Kiana be called a mother after what she had done to Kinaya? Hmm it seems like Kiana deserves to be called an evil mother. Stepmother also still has good behavior, why she whose biological mother is not good behavior in her own child.

Anita looked at Kiana. No need Kiana tell him too, Anita already knows that Kiana is currently sad and sorry. Seen once from the gaze of his eyes that radiated when he saw the scene between Arya and Kinaya.

“Naya don't be afraid baby, there is a Father here. Kak Ana will not do it again kok.” Aryan Timpal.

Arya holds Kinaya, facing Kinaya's gaze at Kiana, “Naya wants to sit down with Kak Ana, no?” Tawar Arya and pointed at Kiana.

Sorry dear Mother, Mother is sick Naya continues. Mother promises not to be so again, dear. Mother dear Naya now.

Kiana's fear persisted, even as Kiana looked at her. The boy shook his head then turned his back to Kiana and turned his gaze in the other direction while hugging Arya's neck.

“No! Naya doesn't want to, Naya is afraid, Naya wants to go home. Naya doesn't want to see Sister Ana, Sister Ana is evil.” Kinaya continued to whine about wanting to go home even until he was about to cry loudly.

His request was not obeyed, Kinaya revolted asking to be taken down from the arms of Arya, but still not obeyed, and instead was taken out of the room.

Kiana looked at the departure of the two people with her pitiful look.

I was so bad, that he didn't want to take me. I don't deserve to be sorry for him.

Kiana lowered her head. Why did everything become like this? He knew that his mistake was so great, but did he not deserve to get that apology? God alone can apologize to His sinful servant, why can't he? Kiana's life is so sad.

Anita hugged Kiana's body suddenly and patted her back gently for Kiana to calm down. Anita knows, Kiana wants to cry but her best friend just holds her back.

Sure enough, when Anita hugged her, Kiana immediately let out her cry. He pours his grief on his (former) sister-in-law's taste of his best friend.

“Gue is so evil, Nit? I hate myself, I hate myself. Why did I go to my own son? I don't want him to hate me.” Kiana muttered, “gue has hurt him. Well said Brother Arya, I'm a fool, I'm an evil and selfish woman.” Kiana cursed herself and beat her head many times.

Anita holds the hand of Kiana who just keeps hitting her head, “udah, stop making yourself wrong! There's no point if you keep kayak gini. Mending now you try to make Naya's narik come back again.” Persuade Anita.

“But how? I'm too mean, do I deserve to be forgiven?”

“Whose words do all humans not deserve to be forgiven? All human beings deserve to be forgiven, only they need time to forgive their mistakes. Different from God who easily forgives His creatures.” Anita.

Their conversation turned serious and Kiana released her embrace also looking at Anita with a stern look.

“Yes that would make a man who is already big, Nit. If this is the little Naya, where knows she's like that.”

“Instead it. Since he was a child, he could definitely forgive you. The little boy is still innocent, does not know anything, surely he can apologize really as long as you jago lobbying on him.”

“Ih! Know ah, say the same you tuh it feels to make my blood tension rise continuously.” Cibir Kiana wiped her tears that came out earlier, “tuh right.. event cry I hope deh because of lo! Sebel ah!”

“Yeh, this is from lo lama nangis. Sad I saw it know.”

On the other hand, Arya came out holding Kinaya and sat herself down as well as Naya in an empty chair in the hallway of the hospital road. Even though it had come out, Kinaya still silently made no sound and continued to lower her head.

Arya turned to Kinaya who was silent in her sitting, “Naya why is she silent? There is no sister Ana.” here

Kinaya shook her head and looked at Arya with her innocent eyes, “Dad, Naya wants to go home, not still here.”

“Terus Naya why come here?”

“Naya forced Aunt Nita to come, even though Naya did not want to. If you do not come, he said he will live at home, Naya is afraid if it is.”

“You got it with him?” Arya looked at him with a serious look and answered a nod by Kinaya.

“Ya already, now we go home.” Said Arya, “but Naya road ya to his parking, because Dad objected if keep carrying you.” Aryan.

Kinaya pouted, “yaaahh, yes already deh.”

In a doldrums, Kinaya walked ahead of Arya. The boy took Arya's words seriously, when in fact Arya pranks him so he laughs and returns cheerful as usual.

Arya carried Kinaya's body abruptly, making Kinaya startled.

“Ayaaahhh.” Cheering Kinaya for shock.

After that, Arya kissed her cheek, “duh there is a small angel who craves it because it is not carried.” Arya smiled wryly at Kinaya.

Feeling ridiculed by Arya, Kinaya instead of being angry smiled shyly.

“Well dong, that beautiful little angel must smile so that it gets sweeter. I'm beautiful and sweet, more and more people like deh.” Praise Arya with a smile.