ONE HEART TO DEATH

Are You in My Heart?

The Annisa POV

I didn't expect my reconnaissance this morning to end like this. My heart is going to explode. Surprisingly, it was the iceberg that sent me gifts and expressions of love every day.

She?? That cold guy? People who never smile at anyone. Mr. perfectionist. He always looks perfect face looks, white skin clean. His body is sturdy and stocky as seen from the muscles that look faint behind his work shirt. Also with the clothes worn always make him more handsome. Oops, why did I even think that no-no.

I really didn't think he was interested in me. I also could not believe that I had confidently cornered him with words accusing him of bullying me. This is the iceberg lhoo .. the magnitude of my nyaliku. Though it felt like my heart was going to explode when nagging him. When he accused her of pranking me. My whole body was shaking no matter how I felt. Afraid, ashamed or interested in him? I felt like my body was limp as if it was boneless. Ah I don't know, I'm not ready for all the confessions. He was even very frontal.

What did he say? He wants to come ask me? Not for a month did he want to make me his wife? Even I just know him as the boss killer. Then does he not think, how difficult it is to have a wife from wherever there is no plausible value.

What's more I'm just an ordinary girl. Looks mediocre, the body is not sexy. What to expect from a woman like me. If maybe I were with her, wouldn't it just embarrass myself? Which is not comparable to her almost perfect self without flaw and reproach. Why should I? out there are many women who are much better looking and attractive than I am. Uhh, I don't know .. My head is dizzy thinking about this impossible thing. And how dare I leave him without answering. Fill me up, how will I face him next.

And what about my feelings? Am I interested in him? Even I don't know. But why is it that when he says he wants to make me his wife, my heart is going to explode. Which woman can withstand her incredible charm? Or maybe this feeling is just my admiration for him.

And here in the toilet of the office I'm still hiding away from him. I was still trying to neutralize the crazy heartbeat that betrayed my thinking. The trembling in my body gradually disappeared. I glanced at the clock on my left wrist. It's almost time to get to work. Immediately I washed my face which had heated up. After I thought I was calm I stepped out into my room. Whatever it is I'll face it.

The Annisa POV End

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Arriving in her study, Annisa was sitting limp in her chair. He stared blankly at the computer he hadn't even turned on. He thought about how to eliminate his awkwardness with Mr. Zaid later. Because inevitably, surely the relationship between himself and his manager will be different from before. Definitely awkwardness is inevitable.

"Morning darling," she wrapped her hands around Annisa's neck and made her realize from her long daydream.

Maya looked to the right and to the left. After it was felt that no one noticed he brought his body closer to Annisa. Half a whisper he asked his friend. "Nis, what's our plan? I don't know, who gave you those gifts?" ask Maya curious.

"Nisss ... I'm being questioned anyway!" Maya is furious because the question is not discussed by her best friend.

"Here you go, it'll be right after lunch I told him. We all eat outside. You better do your job. If it's not finished, get spray and just know you." Nisa chooses to tell me about it at lunchtime for fear that someone will hear their conversation.

"Ready Uncle!" maya said with spirit.

Eventually they soon started a job that had become their daily food. Annisa was so grateful that fortunately there was no briefing today or she would misbehave in front of her manager.

***

At lunchtime Annisa invites Maya to eat outside, because if you eat in the office cafeteria afraid that someone will hear the conversation of the two of them.

After choosing a seat in the corner close to the window. Waiting for the food they ordered to come. Annisa started to tell me about the incident this morning. Maya who heard it gawked almost in disbelief.

"That's lucky you. If I were you, I would accept without ba bi bu. Sok-sokan nolak anyway, even though Mr. Zaid is perfect. The dreams of women are great. Who wouldn't want to be his girlfriend, especially his wife? Can pass out if I'm the one who got married." Maya responded at length.

"It's already Nis. Ask your own heart. Do you like Mr Zaid or not? Do not think about the views or judgments of others. As long as you are happy, that is enough. If you don't want to make me also not papa," said Maya reassured her best friend while joking a little.

"I don't know ah May. I still have doubts, maybe I should think about cooking. Given that I have never been in a relationship with a man, either" Annisa said as she devoured the food she had ordered.

"Don't slow down. I will regret it if it is taken by someone. Open your heart! There is no way forever you will be single," teased Maya.

No response from Annisa. All that was heard was the sound of the clanking of spoons and forks flowing in the midst of their silence. They immediately finished lunch and returned to work.

***

In the corner of the cafeteria, Zaid was enjoying his lunch alone. Time and again, he looked around him. Looking for the girl he always misses. But let alone look at the face of the girl, the trunk of her nose was not visible. Is the girl really going to reject him? He felt disappointed and empty. With a gloomy face he tried to eat his food. But in his heart he said it would not be this easy to give up, he would fight for his love.

***

The break was almost over, Annisa stepped foot into the room where she worked. Only alone because Maya said goodbye to want to go to the toilet first.

Destiny is funny, when we want to not meet someone. The more people appear in front of us. That was how Annisa felt, many times she met Zaid. People who want to avoid all day. From the morning when he wanted to go to the toilet they met in front of Annisa's room. Upon returning from lunch he also met in front of the office. Even accidentally collided. This made Annisa even more misbehaving.

As of now there are many reports that Annisa must deliver to the room of Zaid the manager. Annisa is very lazy, but she still has to be professional. He must be able to distinguish between personal affairs and work.

" I'm sorry sir, this is me delivering the report you asked for, I'm sorry, first" Annisa said as she placed the file on Zaid's desk.

"Nisa, wait a minute. Will you have time after work? I want to talk seriously with you. Can you please take a little time for me?" ask Zaid.

"Sorry sir, I am not willing if it is not related to work. Excuse me sir I have to go back to work," Annisa subtly refused.

"Please Nis ...." Zaid was impatient and approached Annisa. He was impatient with the girl's rejection. He clutched Annisa's hand. He was confused by the many women who begged for his love. But this woman before him was always looking for an excuse to reject him, even just to talk.

" I'm sorry sir, my hand is sakiit" said Annisa grimacing with the pain in her hand due to Zaid's grip.

"Ah .. sorry," said Zaid, letting go of Annisa's hand. After escaping from Zaid's clutches, Annisa immediately ran away from her manager.

***

Zaid's various ways of captivating Annisa were taken, but none of them succeeded. He sat at his table gloomily.At the midst of his daydreams, Ferdi's friend Zaid came. He told his fear to his friend.

"Bro, I have one idea. What if I pretend to rob him. Keep on reading that girl. He will fall in love" said Ferdi giving advice to his best friend.

Zaid thought for a moment weighing the idea of his friend. Soon a smile spread on his face. He accepted the advice of his best friend. He will devise the perfect plan to get Annisa's heart. May this time be successful, his mind inward.