
The second by second that Zaid passed through seemed to be in hell. He was so tormented to see the face of his wife who was getting thinner never woke up too. For more than a month his beloved wife still enjoys a comfortable deep sleep. Zaid was terrified. Afraid that in her deep sleep Annisa would never wake up again. He would not be able to live alone in this world let alone be overwhelmed with all his guilt.
Zaid himself is now increasingly thin and unkempt.The handsome face is now no more.There is only a face with my sideburns and mustaches that are not managed. How do you take care of yourself? he did not turn away from his wife. He was by Annisa's side all the time. Even now he gave all the duties of taking care of the house to a middle-aged woman who became his household assistant .What Annisa used to dislike, Annisa was uncomfortable using a housekeeper. Zaid calls his new housekeeper bi Tini. Tini's duties in addition to taking care of the house also have to go back and forth to deliver food and Zaid's change of clothes. So Zaid could always monitor Annisa's situation.
Mother who sometimes comes very sad to see the state of her daughter. He was also compassionate towards his son-in-law who looked pale and exhausted. Mommy knows Zaid is tired of being born and the mind sees his daughter-in-law is also getting thinner with blackened eyelids like a panda. Mother has also begun to despair and resigned to what will happen to her daughter. Mother handed over to God ta'ala, if God pleases mother to pray that her daughter will wake up immediately. But if it had been her daughter's life line like that, mother has let Annisa back on - Him so that no longer feel pain and suffering.
Unlike Zaid, he always had the belief that his wife would wake up even if she knew when. He never complained of being tired and never gave up on his wife. His days were filled with prayer and hope that his wife would soon wake up from her coma. What the doctor said three weeks ago was a little disappointing.
The Flashback
"Doctor, how's my wife? After the operation the doctor said my wife was not critical anymore, but why until now my wife did not wake up too? "ask Zaid on the eleventh day of Annisa's coma.
"Sorry sir, we have done our best, but God has chosen you. According to our estimates before the operation everything will go well. And cases like this are rare but somehow the master's wife does not want to wake up. This is all beyond our control. We can only continue to pray, sir. At this time Miss Annisa can only continue to live with the help of the tools, sir.If it is not possible that the master's wife has returned to her. Again we apologize. Or would you like to transfer a patient to another hospital if you do not trust our abilities? This is the best hospital in the country. "The doctor explains at once apologise.
"Argghhh. I'm sorry my doctor was just worried and desperate. I'm just afraid of anything happening with my wife "Speak Zaid rubbing his face rough.
"May there be progress, sir. May your wife come to her senses soon..We will do our best, excuse me sir" said the doctor who then left Zaid.
Flashback off
From afar his wife smiled and waved at Zaid. Annisa is very beautiful with a white dress and a matching color hijab.
Zaid ran over and kept on approaching, and when Zaid was already in his wife's presence all of a sudden both of Annisa's eyes, mouth and nose were bleeding profusely.
"You're a bad man, you killed me"
"You also killed our son "
"Sick mas.sakitt "Anisa screamed loudly to deafen her ears. Blood was everywhere .
Zaid ran in fear for a moment but wherever he ran his blood-soaked wife would chase him.
"You're not my wife "Zaid pushed Annisa's body and ran away.
"Let's... Aaaa... Justjust please.. " Zaid was screaming for help. His entire body shook violently in fear. His legs felt limp and his entire body was flooded with sweat.
"Master.. Signore. "Bi Tini wiggled the body of her employer who shouted with her eyes closed.
"aa... "Zaid opened his eyes with a loud breath. He turned his eyes towards the unconscious ayu woman in the middle of his consciousness.
"Astagfirullahaladzim" Zaid is characterized by a flatulence chest.
"I'm fine, bibik, wait for Annisa for a second, okay?I want to go home" Zaid said after his consciousness returned and he began to calm down.
"When you come say I go home to take a quick shower and look at the house, "said Zaid stepped out.
Zaid's coming home soon. I don't know why he wanted to go home for a while. Arriving at the house Zaid shaved after he saw his very chaotic appearance. Then he soaked warm water with fragrances belonging to his wife. He misses Annisa even more. Relaxing and comfortable is what he feels.
Long enough Zaid soaked while reminiscing about the good times with his wife. He didn't know his phone was ringing so many times.
Only after an hour did he get out of the bath. After changing into a new shirt he saw his phone. Dozens of calls from bi Tini. Zaid's heart was pounding more and more in fear of anything happening in the hospital. He ran outside and drove his car to the hospital. He did not dare to call bi Tini, Zaid was afraid to hear the bad reality so he chose to know for himself upon arrival at the hospital.
He ran in the hospital hallway gasping. In front of the room Zaid was getting nervous. Shakingly he opened the door.
"O Allah strengthen this servant"Zaid prayed in his heart before turning the knob.
"Sa -Honey.. "Zaid hugged Annisa who was in a congee by bi Tini.
"O Allah how did he react? will I be expelled. Will I be told to my father? If you leave me how I'll live dear" murmured Zaid inwardly.
Annisa was silent, but because the man before her was silent and long hugged her as if reluctant to take off, she thrashed.
"You who? "ask Annisa.
"I'm your dear husband, I'm sorry.. Forgive me.. "Zaid.
"I who? You who? Arghhh my head hurts.. "Annisa groans in pain.
"Bi, call the quick doctet bi.. "Zaid's Government.
"Yes Sir.."Bi Tini ran to the doctor.
Before long the doctor came and examined Annisa. Because Annisa hysterically doctors inject sedatives to reduce the pain in Annisa.
"Where is this doc? My wife was in a lot of pain and she didn't remember me doc" Zaid asked worriedly.
"Sir, it looks like your wife has amnesia. And the pain was because your wife forced herself to remember. For a while the mistress is forbidden to think too hard and avoid stress. Make the mistress as comfortable as you can, sir. "Doctor's word.
"Well, thank you doc "Zaid came in to see his wife who is under the influence of a sedative.
"It's a shame whether I should be sad or happy knowing you're losing your memory, I'm honestly a little relieved you don't remember the bad things I've done. I'm not ready to be away from you. Perhaps in this way God gave me an opportunity to fix everything ..I promise you baby will make you happy this time" Zaid gently kissed his wife's forehead.