ONE HEART TO DEATH

Apologizing

In a hurry Zaid drove his car home. Immediately wanted to meet his beloved wife.Shadowed face and cute wife always smile at him, attitude and pompous but spoiled who only shown to him. Also her sensitivity is very easy to cry. Ah, he's getting homesick. He also remembered the words of Ferdi, that his wife looks cute. The woman he loved cried every day because of his passing. Zaid cursed himself who indirectly hurt his wife. He wanted to get down on his knees apologizing for all the wrongs he had done. Ego and self-esteem are all. His anger had evaporated somewhere.The only longing and guilt had left his wife for more than a month. Guilt for his betrayal even if it's just a two-way street with Maya is nothing more. I hope it's not too late, I hope the door is still open for him.

Along the way endless tears flowed from the eyes, but occasionally the smile on the face of his handsome. He is happy to meet soon but at the same time afraid, afraid Nisa does not forgive him and afraid of losing his wife forever. He regretted his folly of torturing himself and his wife. But he knew he wouldn't be able to live without Annisa. Moreover, it was only a day that they improved after a year in the void, he even went berserk and chose to avoid by leaving the house. If time can be repeated it wants to do the best.However, suppose only free is useless. Now is the time to fix everything.

Twenty minutes felt too long for him. It was as if the trip from Ferdi's apartment to his house was taken within a few hours. Such is the name of longing can eliminate human common sense. Zaid can't wait to get home soon.

After arriving home, he immediately parked his car in the house. He could not put the car into the garage because he wanted to rush into the house. But he still remembered to lock the gate back.

Time has shown ten o'clock at night. The house was very quiet like it was uninhabited. Only the courtyard lights were on, as soon as Zaid walked into the house in complete darkness. He turned on the lights in the living room and then spread his gaze around the house. It was the same as when he left home. And keep it clean of course, because he knows his wife diligently clean the house.

He took off his shoes and put them on the shoe rack. He slowly climbed up the stairs to the room where his wife was. The opening of the room door that turned out to be unlocked with a heart of fear shocked the occupants of the room. It was pitch dark again. His heart was so sliced because his wife was so afraid of the darkness. He entered without turning on the lights. He drew closer to the bed and faintly saw the figure who was longed for sleep turning his back on him. But there was a little sobbing that was almost inaudible, but Zaid could hear it. Not feeling the tears streaming down his cheeks, his heart felt squeezed strong. It hurts so much to see his wife sleeping and crying. Again Zaid cursed himself who became the cause of his wife's grief.

He laid his body near his wife. Zaid put his hand under Anisa. He leaned his head on the nape of the wife then in her kiss slowly. He feels de javu with this situation.

"I'm sorry baby" Zaid muttered repeatedly.

Annisa who slept asleep was surprised because she felt a kiss of lips that felt cold and soft. He withdrew from Zaid's embrace and sat down, to his surprise he pushed the figure that was holding him with all his might. Zaid fell backwards.

"Who are you..?How dare you hug me "Ask Annisa scared. I want him to scream for help.

" It's my dear.your husband" said Zaid in tears. It was a table lamp near the bed.

" Mad.. " Said Annisa softly lowered her head.

" Dear, I'm sorry about you.. " Zaid was sobbing.

" There is nothing to forgive because Annisa is wrong.. I know you are very disappointed in me who can not give offspring, " replied Nisa weakly. Tears began to flood her cheeks.

" Dear. please excuse me.. I'll accept you as you are, with or without your descendants.. I don't care if you don't want to have children.. Sorry, my dear.. Comeback me.. " Zaid embraced his wife's body and hugged her tightly. Annisa froze silently not returning the hug.

" But mas.. I'm not perfect for you.. I'll just let you down.." No time Annisa continued her words were immediately cut by Zaid.

" Dear no, you're best for me I can't live without you I can go crazy. You want to forgive me right." said Zaid. He was getting his embrace.

"Yes, I want to forgive you. I can't live without you either.. It feels like a month has been torturing me.. Please don't leave this house again.. I'm sorry I couldn't be the best wife for you.. " Now Annisa hugged her husband tightly.

" Yes baby, we start again from the beginning again, baby.. Nothing is hidden anymore. "heard Zaid's word immediately Nisa pias's face, she could not tell her secret to her husband. Sorry baby, I can't be honest yet, I don't know how to say it.

" But the problem of pills KB Nisa can't tell now." said Annisa sad, looks very deep wounds from the look of his eyes.

Actually compared to the matter of pills KB Zaid more curious about who figure Ryan who called his wife at that time. But he did not want to ruin the atmosphere that he had been struggling with at this time. Finally Zaid chose to be quiet and not want to bring it up again. It's probably true that it's just an unknown friend of Zaid's.

" No papa, dear.. We will wait until you are ready to tell us everything.. I believe you, baby.. "

They hugged each other and cried for a long time. Now the pain, the anger of disappointment had disappeared for a moment. There was only calmness and serenity in the hearts of both.

After the two calmed down, a sense of awkwardness came. How to start a conversation after a month of not talking to each other.

" Well... "

" dear"

Say them together. Both giggle.

Zaid kissed both eyes cheek nose and lips Nisa. Then he pulled Annisa to sit in front of him and hugged his wife tightly from behind. He let go of all the longings he had been holding back all this time.

" My sweet.I miss you.. Until I feel like I'm going crazy... " Said said as he held Annisa from behind. Annisa rests her small body on her husband's chest.

" I also mas." said Nisa as she closed her eyes enjoying the warmth of her husband.

" Mad." asked Annisa again.

" Hemm.. " Zaid was busy inhaling the scent of shampoo in Annisa's hair.

" When I met you at the cafe, how could I be the same Maya? "ask Annisa.

Zaid immediately stopped his activities. He was nervous about what he had to say. If he was honest he was afraid his wife would be angry again and would not forgive him. He finally decided to lie.

" Em.. happened to meet in the street, baby.. Why is it..? You jealous?" tanya Zaid teased his wife.

"No one's jealous" Elak Annisa.

"Haha.. My wife if jealousy is getting sweeter" Goda Zaid again managed to make Annisa's face red.

" Apaan sih. "Annisa's faking a frown. His heart was so happy to enjoy this moment.

" Why did you meet Ferdi..?Don't-don't..." Zaid deliberately teases Annisa not to continue his words.

" i..L'm.. " Anisa is very embarrassed to say that she brought food for him and took his dirty clothes.

Zaid pretended to put on an angry face. But when he saw his wife's nervous face could not help his laughter

"Haha"

"Kok laugh sih?" ask Annisa confused.

" I know how you can make food for me, you also wash my clothes.. " Said Zaid smiled incessantly.

" You deliberately seduced me... " Spontan Annisa pinched her husband's stomach with anxiety.

" Ouhh auhh sick dear. have dong. "pinta Zaid.

"Basar mas Ferdi, I have a message do not tell.. " Murmured Annisa softly.

" I'm even grateful to Ferdi dear, if he's not clear with me. Maybe I won't realize my mistake and maybe I'm still stupid out there ignoring you.. " Zaid tightened his embrace.

" Yes, yes, you have apologized dozens of times.. "

Finally, honesty and openness make their relationship improve because the key to a relationship is honesty and trust. Hopefully after this incident they can live happily.

That night they passed by with great happiness. Like a drought drenched in rain. The thirst for love has disappeared immediately doused in rain water.