ONE HEART TO DEATH

Sorry I Can't Be Yet

"Dear, how are you feeling? Is anyone sick? "question Zaid to Annisa who awoke from her sleep.

"Isn't papa, sorry I asked? What is my name actually? Please explain our relationship. And I want proof that we are husband and wife. "Anna's polite love is still self-limiting.

"Yes dear..You're Annisa, my wife, all I'm gonna explain and prove, but not now..You must recover first, hm. "said Zaid gently stroking his wife's hair.

"Honey..You've woken up son. "mom scatter hugging Annisa who is still confused.Zaid stood up from his seat welcoming father-in-law.

"Thank God you gave my daughter a second life.. My thanks goes to you. "the mother still hugged Annisa with tears. Now the father also holds his wife and child. Like a cloister

They had just come, because Zaid did not immediately tell his father that Annisa had realized.If they knew their daughter was awake, at midnight his parents would come. Zaid had just reported the next day after the dawn prayer so as not to shock his in-laws .

Of course the mother who has given up and mengikhlaskan whatever will happen to her daughter is very happy news.

"Sorry who are you? " Anisa took off her parents' arms in confusion. He remembers nothing, including his parents.

"Darling, don't joke.. This is father and mother. Your parents son.. "Annisa scrunched her forehead trying to remember the faces of the two people in front of her.

" She, baby, you have rested, yes, do not need to be forced. You remember what the doctor said, right? Relax okay.. "Zaid laid his wife back. Annisa's parents just fell silent in confusion looking at her estranged daughter.

"What do you want to eat, baby? later let the mas buy. "tawar Zaid responded with a headband.

"Yes, take a break.. Let's get better, "Today Zaid covers his wife who closed her eyes again.Yes, Annisa pretended to sleep. Because actually Annisa can no longer close her eyes because it was too much time she spent sleeping and sleeping. He pretended to be asleep to avoid being confused and awkward.

From everyone claiming to be his family he became increasingly confused.He did not know or remember people who claimed to know him. She is still confused about the man who claimed to be her husband and now there are two people who claim to be her parents.I think she is so awkward and can not accept them. Are they really my family? inner Nisa hesitated.

"Mother, father.. Let's just talk outside let Nisa rest "say Zaid to her in-laws. Now his parents are following behind Zaid. When they came out they passed a nurse who came in to check Annisa's body temperature. They just throw each other smiles. And pass according to each activity.

"We check the body temperature first yes bu "sister pronounces out a thermometer in the form of a scanner.

"Ah. 36 degree. Fever has gone down yes ma'am, eat a lot and rest, do not stress to recover quickly. "The nurse smiled kindly while noting the results of the examination into the patient's book.

"Sus, may I ask you a question? " Anisa clasped the sister's hand tightly before she could leave the room to continue her duties. As if expecting help from the nurse.

"Yes ma'am, please.. "

While in the canteen

"Mother's father, said the doctor while Annisa had amnesia, so Annisa did not know mother and father. "Zaid began to explain after sitting in a hospital canteen.

"What's? How can son? "ask dad.

"Zaid also did not understand father, probably because of the impact on his head. Annisa also did not recognize my father "Jawab Zaid shed tears. Mom and Dad were silent in shock.

"You're patient, son. "please father.

"No, I'm sincere as long as my wife survives.. "

"But the most important thing is to keep Annisa not to stress because trying to remember the mass of Yah bun. So we have to explain slowly and not force him to remember us" Zaid added.

"Yes, son.I'm sorry father and mother if it surprised Annisa "said mother also commented.

"No mother, Zaid who apologized did not say on the phone clearly" said Zaid.

"Let's go back to Annisa's room son, pity her alone "Take the mother.

Finally they decided to return to Annisa's room in the care.

"OK sus, thank you sus. " said Annisa smiling. The nurse finally continued her work.

***

"Darling, not sleeping? "asked me to hug Annisa.

"I've been sleeping too much mistress." replied Annisa awkwardly.

"Son, this is mom. Your mother, call mom, son? "pinta.

"Good nyo.. Uh mother. ".

"It's really good that way, son? Mommy I'll get an apple? "Annisa nodded in agreement.

Zaid who saw the interaction between his wife and his in-laws breathed a sigh of relief. At least Annisa is comfortable with her mother even though she can not be comfortable with him. Her husband's.

***

A week later, Annisa's condition improved. The doctor finally allowed Annisa to go home.

Mother stayed at Zaid's house because after Annisa realized, Zaid began to work again.He had to assume his duties as a manager that he had neglected for more than a month so that he could not always be at his wife's side. And the mother who knew the difficulties of Zaid helped to care for Annisa who had not fully recovered. His right hand was also still wrapped in a cast, so he still needed the help of others to do anything.

***

"Son, I'm sorry you have to go home. Poor dad home alone.. Bundq has been here too long" said the mother after a month more stay at the house of the child and his daughter-in-law.

"Yes bun.is okay, Zaid has been very grateful for your help all this time. Forgive Zaid ya mother has a lot of trouble " replied mother.

"No, my son, Annisa is your own daughter. Yes already pamit mother first yes. "said mother who has brought a bag containing her clothes.

"Let Zaid intera ya bun. "tawar Zaid.

"No need to kid, mommy already pesen taxi online, you just take care of your wife is afraid she needs nothing "push mother with a smile.

"Be careful, Mother. " Zaid kissed his father-in-law's hand.

"Yes, my mother's child..Annisa Mommy comes home, take care of your health "said mom before getting into the taxi and leaving the house. Annisa just nodded.

" Dear, come in yuk. I think it's going to rain "take Zaid while pushing a wheelchair. Annisa is silent and does not refuse or agree.

In Annisa's heart she was really afraid, because she did not remember a single memory with the man who had become her husband. Especially now that mom is home what if her husband touches her? Annisa's not ready.

At night Annis was getting nervous, because now Zaid who would accompany her to sleep. Not mom anymore.

"Darling, I miss. "said said softly hugging his wife's tiny body. Zaid's one hand picked up the pajamas his wife was wearing. Want to find something that he had missed so much in two weeks more.He gently stroked the wife's stomach. Annisa just held her breath in her nervousness. His hand held tightly to the bedsheet as he was very scared. For some reason she was afraid of the man who was clearly her husband religiously and legally.

"Sorry I can't, I'm not ready, "Anisa said stiffeningly.

"Ah.. I'm sorry, I'm too emotional to miss you. I promise I won't do anything to you. Just hugging, isn't it, baby? "asked Zaid as he pulled his hand back from behind his pajamas. Annisa hesitated. If he could he didn't want to sleep in bed with that man.

"Sorry, Annisa needs time, maybe not now" Annisa who was hugged by Zaid from behind bit her lower lip.

"Yes, I know.. Let's go to sleep. "Take Zaid turn off the lights.

"O Allah, what I have done, he has lost his memory so much that he fears me, forgive me, pardon me, pardon me. "the inner Zayd recalls the quarrel that night.