ONE HEART TO DEATH

Guilt

Zaid blinked his eyes after two hours of sleep. Soon he felt the bed next to him. But what he was looking for did not exist. He got up and put on his boxer. Bare-chested he headed to the bathroom, which he was looking for also not visible in the small room. He wandered around the room and found the same figure he was looking for.

He returned to his room and realized that his beloved lady's suitcase had disappeared. He was sure that his fear was now a reality, his heart was so painful. He felt like he had failed at being a husband. And all his promises will make the wife happy are broken. He hurt her heart too deeply. All his mistakes will no longer be forgiven.

"Oh Allah, what have I done" said Zaid, covering his face with both palms.

The shadow of his quarrel with Annisa again spun clearly in his memory. It was not enough that he vented anger at his wife so cruelly. He hurt the woman was born inner. It was only despair that he felt.

He walked towards the nightstand and found a letter written by Annisa. He read carefully, until the end of the sentence stating his wife will claim divorce then he cried bitterly.

*Assalamualaikum mas,

Annisa knew Annisa wasn't a good wife to Zaid,

I'm sorry if Annisa's presence in my life just became a wound,

Forgive me for never being able to make you happy so that you seek happiness from another woman,

Let me go, I'll take care of our divorce.

Don't ever call me again, let alone look for me.

Annisa*

He cried for a long time in a position to hug his knees and had not yet put his clothes back on.

Triridate

My Wife calling

His phone was ringing hard. He was still busy crying regardless of the call he believed must not be from his wife. Once twice he rings he doesn't want to see. Finally after the third sound he picked up his phone which was located on the nightstand. He stared at the phone screen in disbelief. How could his wife contact him? But he hasn't yet picked up the phone call is over.

With ceoat he dialed Annisa's number back. His chest rumbled fearing that Annisa would not answer her call.

"Hello dear. "why Zaid.

"Hello good afternoon, "there was a male voice over there. Zaid was confused as to why he picked up a man's phone .

"Well, is this with Annisa's husband? "asked the man again.

"Yes to myself, sorry who am I talking to ? " ask Zaid.

"We are from the police sir, your wife was in an accident in area A while on her way to Bogor, and now your wife is being treated at Kasih hospital in critical condition.For Annisa's mother's goods can be taken at the local police station." explained the police. Zaid was shocked to hear what the police said. Truly he was very devastated to have the trials repeatedly in just one day.

"Well sir I'll be there soon, thanks "Zaid closes the call and hastily changes clothes want to immediately find out the situation of his wife.

***

Annisa was unconscious covered in blood. An hour later, Annisa and her car were evacuated due to a slightly steep terrain.

Ambulance car drove at high speed through the streets which fortunately quite quiet without traffic jam.At least God still gives a chance to survive. Finally, after arriving at a hospital located on the outskirts of the city of Annisa immediately handled.

The situation is very critical, the doctor tried his hardest to save the poor woman. There were so many wounds on his body, his legs and hands were broken. The woman's condition is really bad.

The police immediately contacted Zaid, looking at the call history on Annisa's phone. Zaid heard the news was in shock and felt increasingly guilty.

After police told her where Annisa was being treated, Zaid immediately headed to the hospital where his wife was being treated.

He looked at his wife's weakly lying body in the ICU from behind a glass. He could no longer hold back the tears flowing from his two sweets. She cried. He regretted, he was disappointed and felt the cause of his wife's situation now was him.

"Pity Nad the woman, the wound is very severe, the legs and hands are also broken. And the worst, there is a blockage of blood in his brain so it must be operated immediately. Somehow the pain he felt," said a nurse who came out of the ICU room.

"Ahh, it's not comparable to Ris, More pity the bite wound all over her body.Maybe that woman experienced domestic violence huh, I'm sick to see it..Geezn pity. "take the hijab nurse.

"It seems he was also in an accident due to depression.. Unfortunately that woman" the nurses were still engrossed in chatting as they passed from that place.

Zaid who listened to the nurses' conversation was further crushed by his guilt. He realized he had been cruel to his wife and would not be forgiven at any time.

"Sorry, are you the family of Miss Annisa? " ask the doctor who handled Annisa.

"Yes doc, I'm her husband. How's my wife doing? "asked Zaid with quivering lips. He was so afraid of his wife.

"Anisa's mother suffered a serious injury, sir, inside her head there is a blood clot so must be operated on immediately. We require the consent of the guardian and other administrative management to take operational action. "Obviously doctor.

"I am her husband who will be in charge, Doc, I will do anything for the recovery of my wife. Please do my best for my wife. "Zaid pleaded.

"Yes sir we will do our best" the doctor said

"Oh yes sir, sorry with a heavy heart we also want to give bad news, Fetus in the womb of the father's wife we can not save" said the doctor again.

Duarrrr

Zaid was in a daze for a moment, his head felt heavy as if it was being hit with a hard object.

"so Annisa's pregnant? "inner zaid could not believe.

He's increasingly unable to forgive himself. He also felt he was the one who killed his son. The child he had been waiting for was now gone because of him.

"Sus, please take this master and prepare the necessary documents for the sake of surgery" the doctor's order on the nurse disperse Zaid's empty mind.

"Nice doc"

"Let me take you to the administration.."

Zaid followed the nurse with limp and trembling footsteps.

***

It's been two hours since the operation began, but the doctor hasn't been out of the operating room. With an unsettled heart Zaid paced back and forth in front of the operating room. I don't know how many times he's stepped in here. Restless and heart pounding he waited for his wife's operation alone. He hasn't contacted his in-laws. He doesn't have the guts to deal with Annisa's mother's father. Maybe if Annisa's parents knew what she was doing, her in-laws wouldn't forgive her.

After three hours, the doctor just came out of the room that hung the life of a person.

"Good sir, the operation went well. The patient has passed the critical period, now it is just waiting for the patient to recover." said the doctor with a smile.

"Thank you doc, thank you. "say Zaid shook the doctor's hand.

He breathed a sigh of relief, he was no longer afraid Annisa would leave him, he was happy his wife survived. Now he will accept all the decisions of his wife to divorce and accept all the consequences for his actions.

He immediately called his father-in-law and explained Annisa's situation. But he still hides the fact that everything happens because of it.Because of the quarrel that comes from him alone.

***

"Yes Allah son..How's your wife doing? "ask Annisa's father who just arrived.

"Alhamdulillah operation smoothly well, now Annisa is fine well.just wait for him to wake up.."

"Prophey, son. "said Annisa's mother crying.

"I'm sorry Zaid.. Zaid failed to keep the mother's child safe. "said Zaid cried.

" It's not your fault, son, we just need to pray for Annisa to get better soon" said Father.

Now Zaid was crying as if hugged by his two in-laws.

"If you know the cause of your child like that is me. I'm sorry your daughter-in-law's father" said Zaid.