ONE HEART TO DEATH

You Started Everything

"Sore mas's.. Have you been waiting a long time? " the woman wearing a knee-length tosca dress was sitting on a cafe bench with an oudoor concept. The place was so beautiful and shady. There is a koi fish pond on the edge of the cafe area. There are some shady trees in the corner of the cafe making the atmosphere even cooler and soothing.

"Not yet May, I also just came.. " Zaid reviews his smile so that he shows dimples on his handsome face. The smile that had disappeared for a year was beginning to appear again.

" Well... " Zaid called the cafe waiter by waving his hand, then ordered food and drinks. While waiting for food to come they chatted. I heard both laughter. Zaid seemed to forget his heart wound, and also forget his wife who became the cause of his heart wound so sore and deep.

" How do you work May, "Tanya Zaid while sipping avocado juice that she ordered earlier.

"Well, mas. smoothly aja sighh.." said Maya while stirring the juice jamnya.

" Mum, how? have you gone home? have you met Nisa yet? " question Maya wanted to know the development of their relationship. In his heart he hoped that the two of them would not make up anymore.

"Yet.. I'm not ready to meet him yet. Maybe I won't be able to hold back my emotions anymore if I face him. I'm still very angry with him. I need to cool my head first. " Zaid answered lazily. Zaid had not been home for a week. He always goes home and sleeps in Ferdi's apartment.

There was another small wound on his face when the name was mentioned Maya. Although actually he really misses the woman who is still legitimate to be his wife, ego and self-esteem are more in control of his mind. He won't be home until Annisa calls him. He was still waiting for his wife's explanation. But let alone explain sorry not. So Zaid increasingly assumed that Nisa was not expecting it anymore. Maybe the name "Ryan" who called him at that time was his affair.

" Yes already.. Don't talk about it anymore.Don't be sad again huh?? there's Maya here.. " Maya clasped Zaid's hand tightly, hoping that the man would be aware of his attention. Zaid just smiled blandly.

" Gold, watch yukk. There's a good new movie. " Mayans who want to get closer to Zaid launch the action approach subtly.

" Maybe, yes we have finished the food and we go to watch it.. "Zaid wants to forget the turmoil of his heart, let Maya now be his escape.

***

They walked down the mall to the cinema clumsily. Zaid just kept silent. Actually his mind can not for a second turn away from his wife. It's true that his body is here with Maya, but his mind is somehow floating around.

Maya is eager to hold the arm of the man her heart adoration. But he was afraid his owner was angry. Seeing the man as if daydreaming, he finally ventured closer and held the arm of the married man. Not getting rejection he increasingly wrestled spoiled like with his own lover. His heart was so happy that he would soon get the man. He will pick up Zaid as often and as close as possible.

In front of the cinema, Zaid immediately bought two movie tickets for him and Maya. He also bought popcorn and soft drinks. They finally enjoyed watching the movie together. Just like a date. Yet again only Maya enjoys being alone. Zaid was busy daydreaming considering romantic moments with his wife first while still dating.

After watching the movie, Zaid brings Maya home. Again and again throughout the journey he fell silent. Maya increasingly feels from the beginning met in the cafe the man's mind was not with her but elsewhere. He's actually a little upset. Why can't Zaid give her a little love. Why not a woman who does not appreciate the love of her husband. If only he hadn't gone mad at Zaid. Will not he humble himself to approach the husband of others who even it is the husband of his own best friend.

Arriving at Maya's rented house, Zaid came down to escort Maya to the door. The atmosphere around the rented was quite quiet because it was ten at night.

"Mas.do not want to stop by first.. " Ma offered to stop by. In his heart he hoped Zaid would stop by for a moment.

"No May next time, too.. Yes, I am home.. " Zaid turned around wanting to get to his car. But his steps came to a halt when Maya held back her hand.

" Well... I want to talk.. "Maya sighed for courage then continued her words, "Actually I like you.. Since we first met.. I beg you mas. accept my love.just be a girlfriend even your mistress I want.." Maya expresses her feelings without shame as if she has no self-esteem begging for love from a married man.

" No mas, please. Give me a chance to deket same you. You are still expecting a beautiful woman

h hurt your heart? I'm sure I can be better than Nisa, you thinkin first huh?? hemm.. " Ma was fond of crying for rejection.

" Okay, we try to live first" Zaid, who was in a state of anxiety, replied without thinking about the consequences of his words, one day, would hurt two women.

"I love you mas.. " Maya slid into Zaid's arms and hugged the man tightly.

"Sorry Nis, you hurt me first and you betrayed me first. "Inwardly seeks justification for his betrayal .

***

At Zaid's.

Annisa was still crying as she lamented her unfortunate fate. Should he suffer like this before he dies. In a state of severe pain he had to live his life alone without a husband friend or family who accompanied. And her husband left her alone at home out of anger. But this was a consequence that he had to bear, because it was his own decision to hide his illness from anyone.

He felt very tired of his illness, also tired of his difficult life. Though she was tired of pretending for a year this held the taste in her husband. Now when she wants to be selfish just want to be with her husband before he leaves, all destroyed because of the incident of the Pill.Why the ordeal alternately hit her life.

Zaid hasn't been home for a week. Annisa was crying for a week and was devastated. Her heart ached so much she could not explain the Pill that was the reason her husband left. Because if she is honest with her husband then her husband will automatically find out his illness. She didn't want it to happen, she didn't want her husband to get sad and worried.

Annisa suddenly remembered Ferdi. She wanted to call her husband's best friend, hoping to know how her husband was doing. He dialed Ferdi's number and waited for an answer from across the street.

Ferdi: "Hello nis, what's wrong? tumben called me.. "

Annisa: " Hello Ferdi, I would like to see you for a moment? There are important things I want to talk about but don't tell Zaid. "

Ferdi: "Yes Nis we meet at the queen cafe tomorrow yes.at 5 pm after I get home from work can I?

Annisa: "Okay, I can thank you.. "

Ferdi :" Okay, I'll see you tomorrow"

After closing the call, Annisa went to the market to buy various foodstuffs. She wanted to make food for her husband who would later be entrusted to Ferdi.

Finished shopping he made a variety of side dishes that can be stored in the refrigerator and stay warm on the stove or microwave when you want to eat. He cooked enough to be eaten alone with Ferdi.

He forgot his sadness at being busy in the kitchen. There is little hope for her, though it may be just to pay attention to her husband by making food because he knows that her husband will not be that easy to forgive her. Maybe you can't even forgive him.