
Zaid POV's
I didn't think my happiness with my wife would vanish so soon. Only lasted a year no more. It's not me who changes or loves another woman. But he's the one who's changed. He turned 180 degrees into someone I didn't know. He became a foreign Annisa so cold.
It has changed since our first anniversary. The day I saw her smile for the last time. The day he still looked at me with love, spoiled with me and affectionately kissed my cheek full of love. Our last day we made love to our bodies. Because after that day he never smiled at me again, no more friendly hugs, kiss dear even his powerful attitude to me was lost like the wind.
I admit that she did carry out her role as a wife well. He always prepared all my needs, took good care of the house, he never missed cooking food for me, and also never refused when I asked him to make love to me.
But something changed from him. He who is indifferent now no longer welcomes me when I come home from work. He always avoided me. And when he made love to me it felt like an undead.
The Annisa I used to know was a beautiful, smiling woman. But now she's a moody girl. His face was so pale. I really wanted to ask her how she was, honestly I was worried about her but how could I ask her if she always avoided me.
Our relationship is getting worse, since he often leaves the house without my permission. I was getting angry when he didn't even come home for a few days and it happened several times. Once when I visited my in-laws' house I wanted to find him who knew he was at his parents' house, had a trite ask them news and I lied down to stop by because there was work near my metu house. But he was not at his parents' house either. They even asked their son about it to me, they said Annisa never called them. It makes me feel awkward, but I don't know what it is.
And the night when he came home after a few days of leaving, he looked crumpled his face pale and looked a little thin. I wanted to hug her and see her so weak. But my ego overcame my little heart to ignore it which also ignored me.
My suspicions grew when a number reached her while Annisa was in the shower. The name RYAN is on the phone screen. I was burning with jealousy because that person called even up to five times. I answered my wife's phone call, I heard a man saying hello from across the street. But when I answered the phone, it was turned off. I was getting jealous and suspicious because of that phone call. I'm getting prejudiced by him. I'm sure my wife is having an affair.
I who was upset and jealous became sensitive. In the office I did not hesitate to vent my anger to employees who made mistakes. I am often indistinctly angry.
The problems increased when my mother came to the house to urge me to get married again to get grandchildren because we were not yet blessed with children. Even though my household was in a rift I still loved my wife so much that I rejected my mother's ridiculous idea. My emotions overflowed so much that I had the heart to throw away my mother because she couldn't bear to push me on. Because I will never marry again let alone divorce my dear wife.
There was a little bit of gratitude for my mother coming home. I'm sure Annisa heard it all. Because I saw her crying so much in the kitchen sink, I knew that Annisa must still love me.I'm so happy to see her crying for me. Yeah, I peeked at him from behind the wall. As he washed my face I ran to the room and pretended to be asleep.
And that afternoon I did not expect that he would hug me who was sleeping behind me, something he had not done for a year. Finally we made up and made love to the heat like a year ago. I enjoyed our love because I missed it so much. Looks like he misses me too seeing that he's passionate under my confinement. I am really very happy.
I thought happiness would be on our side after making up. But everything was destroyed when I accidentally nudged a vase near the bathroom and made it fall. My eyes were wide at the sight of the array of KB pills hidden there. My anger's mounting. She didn't want to be pregnant with my son. So impatient he wanted to quickly leave me and live with the man named RYAN. I cried for a moment, crying over my unfortunate fate that expected the impossible. For I am the only one waiting for the fruit of our love. Because I'm the only fool who doesn't know he clearly doesn't want to conceive my son and take this cursed pill.
I loudly yelled at Annisa who just came out of the bathroom. He was surprised to hear my screams, I was surprised because I had never once yelled at or scolded him. I scolded him as I pleased, blasting out all the emotions that were burning me. He just fell silent and cried. Huhh. crocodile tears.
I hate to see it, to see that fake cry. I grabbed my work shirt, took my car keys and left it. Superficially, he didn't even come after me. My tears are getting louder.
The Zaid POV End
Here is Zaid now, a nightclub in a state of unconsciousness. He was too drunk, even though he never touched the illicit drink in his life. But now the devil has managed to incite him to drink the cursed drink.
Finally Zaid picked up Ferdi because he was called by the club bartender that night, because the day was late and would close the club. Ferdi Tergopoh-gopoh brought his best friend to the car. He took Zaid to his house because there was no way he could take him home in such a state. Annisa would be surprised.
Ferdi wondered what really happened to his best friend. Because he knew Zaid would never set foot in such a sinful place. Ferdi was sure his best friend was having trouble.
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"If there is a problem of completion, instead of running to the place of the curse like that" said Ferdi again saw his best friend was silent.
" Thank you broo.have picked me up earlier malem.for a while I live here first yes.the problem of easy rent later I love. "Say Zaid wants to live in Ferdi's apartment.
Ferdi shook his head looking at his carefree best friend. It's not a problem that he wants to live in his apartment, the problem is that Zaid has a wife not a single child anymore.
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Zaid enjoyed his lunch at the office with laziness. He simply stirred his food without any intention of feeding it into his mouth. He has no appetite, given everything that happened yesterday. His heart is really broken. He wanted to share his complaints but to whom.
"Mas Zaid.. Why eat alone..? Just stirring up the food again.. " Maa broke Zaid's daydreams. Since Zaid married Annisa, Maya called Zaid in a casual call. Zaid just smiled blandly.
" There's a problem again..?? The story is not that Maya dengerin papa. "said Maya realized something was wrong with her boss.
" No papa kok May, just a piece of a boring story." said Zaid sadly.
"I'm a really good listener.. Nisa if there's anything to confide in me.. " The Maya Friendly Word. Zaid looked at Maya immediately upon hearing the name of her so-called heart. He really misses his wife.
Zaid finally recounts his domestic life with Annisa on the verge of destruction. Maya listens to Zaid's story patiently and painfully. Sometimes he gives support to his boss.
Zaid is now close to Maya. Maya always listened to her complaints. Gave encouragement for him that he did not even receive from his wife. More and more today he is getting closer to Maya.
Hi.. terimakasiihhhh who has come to my work. in addition to One Heart To Death there are two more novels lhooo.
1 Perfect Master's Love
2 Flowers of Love
btw you guys think this one heart to death novel is boring, right? if it's boring, I want to finish..
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type the advice and comments dong readers. well. ask the thumb also dong. thumbnail kan gratisss. (author poor readers, poor like also poor comments become begging begging).
But still to those who have stopped reading I say a lot terimakasiiihhh