One Heart 2 LOVE

One Heart 2 LOVE
Arnold, because we're friends



Sekar: I was wrong to trust someone too deeply that I had to hurt too deeply anyway.


Arka: No rejection for beloved wife.


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Of course Arka forgives Sekar. There was no anger in him. Pure sekar is not wrong. Even if he almost killed Arka's life, Sekar still not wrong.


At the hospital, they found Arnold sitting pensively in Sekar's room. Then he got up when he saw the arrival of Arka and Sekar.


"Shark ak-"


"Please come out first Brother," cut Sekar. Without looking at Arnold.


"I'm so sorry" asked Arnold with his face.


"Please Brother. Let me calm down first. My health has not recovered. With the presence of Brother Arnold will only make things worse. Please Brother out."


Arka gestured with a nod of her head to Arnold. Ask Arnold to come out. At that very moment Arnold came out with staggered steps.


"Still want to eat meatballs? I buyin ya," bargained Arka. Then walk from there.


With a single catch, Sekar held Arka's wrist. Bring him back


"Arca. I'm sorry, "his voice sounds so soft. I must have believed what Arnold said. He again believed in Arka. Because Arnold made it this way, Arnold can also return it. So to Arnold, Sekar again believed, after all, there are many things that can prove that Arnold's words are not true.


"Sorry for what?"


Sekar glanced at Arka's head cursively. Then glanced at his hand, "For all this."


"Can you kiss?" Ask Arka ngaco. But it was void because Sekar looked at him horror.


"His head is heavy. His hands are also fluttering. Astagfirallah, the body is also shivering." Pick Arka. Could be her ngadi.


"Why?" Ask Sekar flat.


"You think a flower vase doesn't hurt?!" Jerky Arka.


"But I didn't mean it."


"Jaudah is in them if you don't know how it hurts" Arka said, holding her head.


"It hurts, huh?" Sekar nyengir. Can't imagine how sick Arka is.


"It hurts more than imagined" said Arka dramatizing.


"Sorry Ka. Not intentionally."


"I'm sorry? That easy?" Honestly Sekar gaping to hear the words of Arka just now. I want to be angry but there is no right. Arka should be angry.


"Where? Want a benturin vase too?" Sekar. Admitting his mistake.


"On the right or on the left?" Ask Arka.


"Huh? What's?" He raised his head.


Found Arka was bringing her face closer to Sekar's face, "Kissinnya."


"Bad arka!" Sekar pushed Arka's face with his five fingers.


"Oh yes, no," Arka grimaced. Pain because Sekar's nails clawed at his face.


"Yes Allah asked to be kissed until nyakar," Arka felt the part of his face that was accidentally in the claws of Sekar.


"Hehe. Yaudah, left," Now give her left cheek. Let Arka let go of her kiss.


"If it's the middle, it's a chewy loh. Can't you?" Arka raises her eyebrows while looking at Sekar's lips.


"Left or not at all?!"


"Muahhs. Hhh gemess!!" after being kissed, Arka pinched Sekar's cheek anxiously.


"I'm sorry Ka. Really, I'm a fool. You can trust anyone other than your own husband." Just trying to get back focused and serious. His head just lowered. Not daring to look at Arka in the least while Arka has not forgiven him.


Arka grabbed Sekar's arm. Pause for a while before starting his syahdu sentence, "There is no word of rejection for his beloved wife. I told you, it's just a misunderstanding. What is it that wants to be wrong from misunderstanding? There's nothing, right? Mending we forgive each other. Let our lives be at peace."


A great fortune for Sekar to have a husband as patient as Arka, as good as Arka. Gold to be defended. Its nature is much different from the previous one. Sekar had not known Arka until he assumed that Arka was evil and rude. But in reality, it is very wrong.


"So? Have you been forgiven?"


Arka nodded in spirit, "Sure. If you're not sorry, how do you want to cheat the utun?" Arka smiled grinning.


"Ah Ark!"


Arka handed Sekar hospital clothes. Until the woman's stomach is visible. Arka put her hand in there. Swiping her softly.


"We take care of each other. No thought of disappearing again. Especially ninggalin utun. Do not let what happened between us happen again to be the same someday. He must be the happiest boy."


He nodded weakly. Holding back the tears that will soon come out. Arka's attitude really moved her. Wanted to cry so much.


Which woman would be willing to leave a man like Arka. Siska chose it for Sekar.


"But about Brother Arnold, I honestly haven't forgiven him yet. Not about me alone. But because of him, I also became disobedient to you, mamah Tami, and others. What's more," Now look down. Smothering stomach. "Nyelakain utun."


"I don't mean anything to you sorry to anyone at any time. Everything needs a process too. As long as you don't hate it, let alone get revenge. Remember, Arnold is the one who used to nolong you. Even before I."


Arka pulled her body slightly away from Sekar. Staring ahead with a stare, "Sometimes I feel guilty. He who nolongin you, take care of you, is there when you really need. But I got you. Selfish huh? Haha," Arka laughed. His laughter certainly held back the wound. Remembering the past is the most annoying and sad thing.


Arka says it all. In summary. Take the most important core part. Strive to string with the words that he thinks are most appropriate. In order to be understood by Sekar well.


Scatter the mangut-mangut then mutter oh. "Ribet also Ka. Poor Brother Arnold. But how else, the human heart can also be forced. Unfortunately, I also can't love Arnold more than love a Brother. Because maybe I wasn't born for her," she said.


"But... There is no dual intention, right?" Ask Arka.


"There," said Sekar to relax. The face of Arka instantly turned sour. The thing he hated the most was when Sekar was double. Let alone to double. Speaking politely to other men alone Arka was jealous.


"But it's the same for both."


****


I feel like everything is back to normal. Arka contacted her family to visit Sekar. It was with great pleasure that they came to the hospital. And his presence was welcomed warmly by Sekar and Arka.


"Yes Allah Sekar. Mamah kangen really like you," Tami hugged Sekar after storing the food he brought. "More. Mamah masakin Sekar food. It's really good to taste."


"Thank You Mah."


Now replace Arman who stroked the head of his daughter-in-law, "Cepet healthy yes. Let me go home. And do not play the splash again," in reply to the rarity by Sekar.


"It's hard if the trouble goes tell me yes. Let me be fat," Jayur deliberately teased Sekar. He was most pleased when he saw Arka angry.


"God!" Justright. Arka immediately elbowed Jayur who was beside him, "Don't remember? You hold Sekar. I sold your kidney!" All the family laughed at him.


That funny world turned out. A few days ago happy, then hit and destroyed by sadness. When everything was cracked almost destroyed, brought whole back by the circumstances.


But whatever it is, Sekar is certainly happy. There are many lessons he can take from all of this. One of them is that even the closest people who are considered good can hurt.


What comments do you want again? In fact it is true. Because people can never escape from mistakes.


****


Arnold is more than stress. World's shattered. Squeezing hair, hitting the head until the intense dizziness strikes it can not stop the pain in his heart.


Everything's fucked up. The scenario he runs is different paths with the scenario that God has determined. Wanted to cry but was useless.


Arnold slapped his face in both palms. Sitting in the front yard of the hospital. There were some wounds on his face and hands. The wounds were intentional.


Arnold looked up as he felt something move behind him. Tightly patting his shoulders.


That man is Arka. Without excuse he sat down next to Arnold.


"Think huh?" Arka positioned her sitting. Look at the trees in front. Without looking at Arnold.


"I can't believe Ka. After this, I would hate. Hate those who have no medicine. I could have thought up to here. Without thinking about the consequences first. Goddamnit!" Arnold clenched his hands tightly. Hit the chair leg. So tight that his fingers hurt.


"You know how else. Rice is already porridge. But as much as possible I will persuade Sekar. So that the woman is not too angry with you. At least he can still be good friends with you. And you can see him again" said Arka.


Arnold turned to look at the man beside him. Staring at her with an indescribable looking, "Why not get angry? Why not hit me? Why not finish me off? I almost made Sekar's life go by. Why do you want to persuade Sekar to forgive me? Don't make me wish that far."


Arka smiled knot. He turned to look at Arnold. Pat the man's thigh once, "Because we're friends. I also remember who was the first person to help Sekar. Think of it as a return."


"Sorry Nold. I shouldn't have taken Sekar back then. Moreover, I married Sekar because of the coercion of Mamah same Papah at that time. But it turns out that compulsion bears love as well as bearing wounds. To my childhood best friend, Arnold Prayoga."


Arnold doesn't care about the surrounding. Fuck those who laugh at him. Arnold cuddled Arka at that moment. Hugged it tightly. Crying so badly.


"Sorry Ka, sorry. I should have realized that love cannot be forced. I'm just not ready to be in your possession. I guess you're still the evil Ark who can't accept Siska's death. I'm blind Ka. I don't see that my best friend is a good person."


"I should have realized that Sekar needed you more than me. I should have realized that my duty was only as a big brother to her. Not more."


Arka happily returned Arnold's embrace. Letting his body be made into a field of crying, "No problem. And it's never too late. I'm grateful you've realized it. And I'm sorry. But you should know that Sekar was actually created for me. No matter how much you try to separate us, if not by God's will, then things will not go smoothly."


Arnold is great. He understood, "I understand Ka. Excuse me. Please persuade Sekar. Let him see me as his brother. Really, I can't see Sekar hating me. The thing I'm most afraid of is Sekar hating me."


"certain. I will persuade Sekar as much as possible. But please promise me, don't try to take him again. If that happens, it's not just Sekar who will hate you. But one world I'll make you hate. You must open your eyes that Sekar was not born for you."


"I understand. I just want to apologize Sekar. After that I promised I would not try to seize it again especially if it turned out to hurt him and his janin. I'm sorry I almost hurt your son" Arnold said with a genuine smile.


"My son would love to have an uncle like you. I forgave you. We are friends. And I understand your feelings. Love is hard to understand. It can drive us crazy."


Now, sorry




Nold you I'm sorry. Do not try to grab Sekar again





I was wrong to have trusted someone so deeply that I had to get hurt too deeply anyway




Let's treat utun together