One Heart 2 LOVE

Good Bye Sekar's

Now: Thank you for the happiness in the meantime. I'm saying yes. Want to sleep and not wake up again.

.....

Thought garbled. All that was in his heart was hatred. Hate the world, destiny, and the people around you. Who keeps cornered him. Put it at a low point. Makes her sad at all times.

The momentary happiness he got. No longer understand the world that continues to play tricks on him. Yesterday was made happy. Fly up to the seventh heaven. Then plunge into the ground as tight as possible. Creating new wounds that refuse to disappear.

"I hate Ark! I hate Arka! I hate Arka!" Aspersion.

He should know the bitterness, the sweetness. Honey, the sweetness of Arka covers up all her bad attitude.

"Liar! Traitor! Want to be good!"

"Come Sekar. Until you will never be happy! How could you wish for a man like Arka?! Foolishly! Just bastards! Sister Siska why not tell Sekar if it turns out Arka is a bastard!"

He kicked the pebbles in the streets in front of him. Take off his slipper shoes carelessly. Now he walks barefoot. Letting his leg hurt. May wounds in the body bury wounds in the heart.

***

"Kok Pak did not forbid Sekar to go anyway?" Ask Tami. Flocking Waluyo.

"I can't Mom. It's also a pity that Non Sekar is detained," Waluyo tried to defend himself.

"More Kasian Sekar if there is anything with him! Where is he now? Nobody knows, right? She's a girl Yo! If there's anything I'm worried about too. Can I have martial arts? Can you wrestle?"

Waluyo is the one who becomes the anger of Tami. Things go----- alone, nights, certainly not a small problem for Tami. So much worry enveloped him.

"Udah Mah. Let's go find Sekar yuk," asked Arman. Trying to calm his wife who is now like possessed.

"I won't stay silent if there's nothing in it." Show it to Waluyo. Actually Tami wasn't that angry at Waluyo. He blamed himself more. It's just that he's confused who to tell.

"If until Sekar why do Mamah follow Arka now! Mama punish him! Mam-"

"Mahs. With Mamah cursing that nothing will be found. The word is do'a. Mama must not forget about that. With Mamah saying the same thing, not Mamah saying that Sekar would be okay?" Arman Resolute.

Tami frustrated. Now where has it been like this before, "What is the same Sekar and Arka? This time I went like this. Arka didn't hurt him, did he?"

Arman recalled his words yesterday when Arka was at his house. Arman desperately advised Arka to do good to Sekar. Does Arka not understand it? So far Arman is also a little disappointed in Arka. If not for Arka, then because of who else did Sekar go? That's what Arman had in mind.

****

Confused what method to use. In front of him was a river, on the edge of a large street. There are also fruit traders who might be able to borrow his knife.

Sekar had never thought so far before because he still believed that happiness exists and is real. Her only hope for happiness is Arka. But it turned out that Arka herself was destroying that hope.

Sekar did not think in front of him how. He already knows. In the future his life will suffer more, that's his mind.

Just take a deep breath. Let go of her wedding ring with Arka who has always been perched sweetly on her finger. Never let go though.

"I love Arka. I knew I wouldn't go to heaven. But this is my last path."

"Oh my God, I'm sorry. Asyhadu alla ilaha. Waasyhadu anna muhammadar rassallah." If that's the last sentence Sekar before he threw himself into the river with a big current.

****

Anisa's hand is hurt. Exposed to a broken glass that accidentally in Zakiya's arms.

"Skall!!!!" Zakiya. Closed his ears. Shouts the name of Sekar as loud as possible.

Anisa. Hugged the tiny body of the woman.

"Zakiya why baby?"

"Silver Brother!!! Selamatin Brother Sekal. Big Brother is in danger again. Please Brother Sekal. Kiya dear Brother Sekal. Don't want a big brother for nothing." Zakiya was crying on Anisa's lap.

Anisa's feeling was suddenly unpleasant. After the glass broke, his hand hurt now Zakiya cried hysterically reciting the name Sekar. Make him rush to contact Sekar.

****

I looked at the world outside from the surface of the water. A shadow during his life filled his head.

How his father was killed.

How he got separated from Siska.

How he was treated badly.

How Siska died.

How Arka cheated on him.

How sweet promise Arka.

And lastly, how Arka betrayed him.

Is this life? I never asked to be born. Especially if he is just to accept all suffering.

Be patient, but tired. Until it reaches its lowest peak. Picking up ajal. There is no guarantee of happiness after he leaves. At least, he was no longer near people who claimed to love him but turned out to hurt.

His body was falling asleep to the bottom of the river. The last smile was engraved on her sweet lips. Arka's face shaded her. The shadow of how Arka attaches her lips is present simultaneously. Fulfill all the head before everything is gone.

Arka dear Sekar

Sekar can't go

Arka promises to keep Sekar

The promise will make Sekar happy

Slowly his eyes closed. A small bubble came out of his mouth. Blurry views. His body was getting deeper. His consciousness is gone.

Thanks world. Thanks wounds. And... Thanks Arka.

Father, Sister Siska..... Sekar.

*****

Tami's attentions were sidetracked as her phone rang. That's Anisa's phone. Hurry Tami picked it up. I hope there is good news from Anisa.

It wasn't over Anisa spoke. Tami's body shook violently. He screeches. Stop Arman.

"That's a piece of shit!"

The two men got out of the car. Take what Tami saw just now. Celingukan go to and fro looking for Sekar.

His gaze stopped when he saw the crowd. Soon they approached him.

"Mas, what's going on?" Arman asked one of the people on the bridge.

"That's what he said was suicide. Get yourself into this river."

Tami shook her head hard. Trying to think positively, "It's definitely not Sekar. Guys, right, sir?" Ask Tami. I hope that person answers yes.

"According to the female witness Ma'am. Pake levis black equal blue sweater. Still young, he's about 20 years old."

Tami shook her head hard. Silencing mouth. But it cannot be denied. Crying exploded. As much as possible Arman embraces Tami.

"That's not Sekar, is it Pah? Don't you? It's at home, right?"

Tami's gaze stopped when she saw a glittering object on the road. Soon he picked it up.

"Ci-ring Sekar?" He was also unconscious at the time.

*****

There's Anisa, Arnold, Waluyo at Tami's house right now. Waiting for the next news. Everyone is trying to think positively. Berdo'a is the best.

It's been an hour since Tami fainted. He was still unconscious despite being examined by a doctor.

Arnold swore in his heart. Hiding his sobs even though the salt water had already shed a few drops. Vowing to punish himself if anything happens to Sekar.

"Where's this?" The baritone voice shifted everyone's eyes. He turned his eyes to the entrance.

That's Arka, with Jayur. Waluyo says it all to Arka. And Jayur could not resist the departure of Arka when he already knew the point of the problem. They both went back to Jakarta.

"Why on diem? Where is the arka nanya Sekar? That's Mamah why sleep on the couch?" Arka threw down her suit. Throw it in any place.

"Dark? This is Arka coming home. How not to be welcomed? Eating out yuk. I'm hungry," Arka climbed the stairs. No one can stop him. Everyone was silent with their own sobs.

"Dark? Just want to play hide and seek huh?" Arka can't deny it. Her tears fell all the way.

"Nold, where do you hide Sekar? How there is no. Kulirin dong, I want to take him on the road. Sekarrrr yuhuu," Arka's cry echoed. Everyone knows that Arka is trying to hold tightness in the chest.

"That's the Sekar ring, isn't it Pah? How's taro at the table? How not to use the same Sekar? Agedly Sekar never took off his wedding ring lo Pah." Arka. Then walk around the house. Still looking for the figure of Sekar.

"Arca. Udah Ka's. I ask you to calm down. We sit down yuk first," Jayur got up. Trying to calm the Ark.

"Bentar Sir. Arka hasn't seen Sekar. Just where the hell is it? A schooner? Ooh, have you played hide and seek yah?"

Arka is not as happy as we think. He was trying to endure the pain. Trying to fake the situation. Pretend that His life is okay.

"Dark? This is Arka. I'm laper baby, can I make some food?"

"Strickers in front of the house there's a bazaar. I like the bazaar, right? Go there yuk. Buy Doraemon's doll."

"Well, which arka is it? Sek--"

Plaque!!!

"Enough Arka! Learn to mature a little. Look at your Mom! Learn to accept the situation. You know Sekar is not here!" Arman. Slapped his son violently. Makes Arka fall. Arman was deterred by Arka's behavior that made things worse.

"Kok Papah slaps Arka anyway? Kan Arka just where Sekar. Wrong huh?" The pain from Arman's slap was nothing. Compared to the pain of losing Sekar.

***Good bye Sekar. We are gonna miss yo

Pamit used to be

Now, love you guys. But Sekar is also tired.