
Arka: Now rarely talk. After talking make the heart hurt.
....
"Evertime. If I hurt you again, then go wherever you want."
"The one who loves will not force."
"I understand even very well. But I'm still your husband, and what I just said was an order."
"Not for now and in the future. Now that the weak are gone, it's time for me to rise up and find my own happiness."
He left, leaving behind the still sculpting Ark. Arka did not go after Sekar. He is still trying to manage the situation and Sekar's statement just now.
Still do not think about the treatment of Sekar like there is a new genie in it.
***
"Come Mah. Papah can explain why Papah, the same Arka Sekar mengerahain this from Mamah," Arman knocks on the door of the room in which there is Tami is crying a hiccup. Tami locked the room door because she didn't want Arman inside. He is still hurt by being lied to and needs time to be alone.
"Close," cried Tami from within. He had no intention of opening the door for Arman.
"Well, Papah wants to come in. There's a file Papah has to retrieve, "arman's alibi.
"Whatever."
"And the door is in Mamah's key from the inside" said Arman.
"Whatever."
"Bukain dong Mah."
"Whatever."
Arman smiles. He had a crazy idea, "Mah Papah to the widow's house ahead huh."
"Terse-, once Papah sets foot, the Jaguar Mamah makes a gulp!" Shouted Tami in despair.
"Eh yes yes. Papah sat sweet in front of the room."
Arman. The Jaguar is his 2-year-old pet rabbit. Where maybe he's willing to see a Jaguar end up in a frying pan. Silence and waiting for Tami to get guidance is the best way for a devoted husband like Arman.
***
Long enough Arka stood sculpting. His head was empty at that moment. He could not think of anything until he realized that Sekar had long gone from before him.
"Which looks?!" Shouted Arka when his soul had returned to his body and did not find Sekar before him.
He ran out, following Sekar who had long gone.
Outside the fence? There aren't.
He was looking for Sekar around. His eyes go around here and there. But Sekar was not found so Arka only realized that Sekar must have boarded a vehicle so that it makes it quickly disappear from view.
"Sia*" he said before taking the car keys from inside the house and then leaving.
Arka banged steering wheel, ruffled her hair, rubbed her face annoyed, hissing and also cursing.
"Stupid boss! Stupid husband!"
He sat down restlessly. His hands kept clenching and occasionally hitting the steering wheel. How not, krystal who has been in his house for 5 years now disappeared.
"Ah. Where is he now?!"
His eyes were not focused forward. He looked to the right and to the left to search for Sekar. Who knows if Sekar is on the side of the road.
"That's it."
The arc descended in haste when it saw the woman with long hair was walking on the outskirts. The car wasn't parked properly and even the engine was still on.
"Blue?" He turned Sekar's body and immediately embraced him
"I said I was sorry. Besides sorry for what else I'm doing."
"Delivery."
"No. Not for now. Let's go home. Waluyo must have been waiting."
"Delivery."
"Not for sek-"
"What are you doing with my wife?!"
The eyes of Arka instantly rounded. He took his embrace off Sekar.
A man from across the street approached Arka with a nose that looked like a deflated flower holding in anger.
Arka's gaze decreased, he saw the man's hand clenched. A moment after that he saw the girl he had been hugging from behind.
"Wire," murmured Arka.
"I-I'm sorry I thought you were my wife. Once again I'm sorry" Arka said, bowing her body.
He immediately went back to the car with half a run, leaving behind the girl he thought was Sekar.
"Si*l," again he cursed while hitting the steering wheel.
It has wrong people. This man was not Sekar. I don't know who he is. He was too parno to think that others were Sekar only seen from behind.
***
"Blue?"
He has reached home. Along the way did not find Sekar so he thought Sekar had come home.
"Which looks?!" He looked for it into the kitchen, the living room, even until Waluyo's room was entered.
"Why sir?" Tanya Waluyo who was busy reading the newspaper.
"Where's this?" Say it without further ado.
"Non Sekar? I saw him go into his room, sir."
Arka said nothing more. He rushed up the stairs to get to Sekar's room. According to what Waluyo said.
"Was. It's too much for sure" murmured Waluyo and went back to reading the newspaper.
"Blue?"
This is the first time Arka entered the room Sekar without permission in the last 5 years. He found Sekar packing clothes and put them in a suitcase. In a hurry and no longer crying.
"Where are you going?" Arka tried to stop the activity of Sekar who was entering clothes. But Sekar just kept turning Arka's hand away without looking at her. He also kept focusing on putting his clothes in his suitcase. Origin without folded in the slightest. Just like a man who was about to leave who had a big fight with his husband.
"Dark?! If I speak, answer me!" Jerky Arka.
"Dark?! Answer. Went where? Why put some clothes on?!"
Still not answering. The activity continues to happen.
"I said answer Sekar!"
"Dark? Went where? Want to keep all these clothes together?! Just answer!"
Upset at not getting an answer from Sekar, Arka pulled Sekar's hand violently. He closed the suitcase and slammed it on the floor. This immediately made Sekar surprised and looked at Arka in disbelief.
"Say. Where you going?!"
"An Orphanage" replied Sekar briefly. He took his mini suitcase and put his shirt back in.
"You what?"
"It's not Arka's business."
"Listen yes Sekar. As long as I haven't divorced you, you can't go anywhere!" snapped Arka while holding Sekar's hand.
"What's different about me being here or not? It's the same, isn't it? Not considered," said Sekar with full emphasis. He looked at Arka for a moment and then put his shirt back in.
Arka. It is completely nailed by the word Sekar. He could not believe that the girl in front of him was the girl he married 5 years ago. Who usually just stay still and bow without much talk and obey all his commands.
"That was 5 years ago. Now I'll assume you, I promise," Arka put on a face with a sparkling bead.
"You promised in front of the ruler and the witness that you would take care of me. That was 5 years ago loh," Sekar smiled withstanding his wounds while re-imagining how the sacred promise of Arka in front of the ruler 5 years ago.
"But...,"
"But now I've changed and don't need your attention anymore. No, I mean I don't need your money and your house anymore. It would be more comfortable to stay under the bridge as long as you are happy. Rather than living in a mansion due to coercion and occupants in it like tigers,"
The packing business is done. The suitcase is very full, even a little trouble to zip. But it's not a problem. He slowly pulled his suitcase and walked out of the room.
He looked at Arka and took a heavy breath. And go out from in front of the Ark.
"Dad. Find a better maid than me, and don't forget her salary." Said Sekar when he was on the doorstep and then disappeared out. When he spoke, he did not turn his body. No need to bother about that.
There is no hope for Arka to be able to pursue Sekar. Although indirectly said it, but it is clear that Sekar no longer wants to live in this house. He also did not want to force Sekar. His current desire is Sekar happy and Sekar where he might be happy if forced to.
Outside, Waluyo is wiping the car. He saw Sekar with his eyes sebam and dragged a suitcase.
"Lho's? Where are you going?" Tanya Waluyo panicked. The Kanebo he used to wipe the car immediately fell. He realized that there was a big problem.
"Eh sir. Sekar pamit ya," Sekar save the suitcase first. He shook hands with Waluyo.
"Lho's? Pamit where?" Ask Waluyo. He was getting panicked hearing the word.
"Some time has separated from Arka," Sekar smiled with his head lowered.
"Astagfire?!" Waluyo placed her hand on her chest. He was surprised not to play.
"Non Sekar do not joke," said Waluyo.
"When did my husband joke about the breakup? Especially if you bring a suitcase,"
Waluyo glanced at the suitcase full of Sekar carrying. Right, how ever did Sekar joke in this way.
"But why not?"
"I'm tired. Pity also Arka mas if continue to stay with me. Do you know for yourself that Arka does not love me? It is time for him to find the woman he loves and loves. I myself am also tired, my love is one-sided love."
Waluyo looked at Sekar with a pushy look. He no longer understands the world. It's not fair to Sekar. Everyone thought that the marriage of Sekar and Arka would bring a new happiness to Sekar, but it was not at all. Not one bit. There is only adding to the wound.
Then how did it end? Will Sekar never get his happiness until the end of the story? If so, then what was he born into this world for? Is it just for the game?
"I can't talk anything. Only Non Sekar himself knows this suffering. So let Non Sekar also decide how to. Sorry Non I can not help Non," Waluyo also saddened by the departure of Sekar. During this time he always lived the days with Sekar. Waluyo felt Sekar was more than just an employer. He thought Sekar was his sister. The goodness of Sekar is hard to forget and it is not easy to let go of it.
"Where are you going now?"
"To my orphanage and sister Siska first."
"Then will I take you?"
"No sir," refused.
"Gakpa. Consider this your last devotion. Can ya?"
He nodded, "Jaudah."
Go Sekar from the house of Arka with delivered Waluyo. From above, from the room. When Arka was daydreaming suddenly he was surprised by the sound of a car engine that seemed to be from outside, he saw it through the window. He saw Sekar get in the car and leave.
Arka ran as fast as lightning down the stairs to the outside. He was trying to catch Sekar. When Arka arrived, that was when Sekar left.
"Aragh!"
"Annij*ng!" Arka hit the wall. Not once, but many times.
Blood started to come out of his five fingers. But he doesn't care. He continued to do that activity at least until his emotions began to subside.
"Argh! Damn*n! Why am I stupid?! Whyyy?! Why did I just realize that I love that little girl?! I love her, I love her, I want to hug her, I want to be by her side" Arka said. He then held his head and squeezed his hair. Her crying broke instantly.
But what power. Traveling is leaving. It was gone and could not be brought back.
Someone left for a while and went home. But there are also those who go away for good and leave wounds.
What about Sekar? Will he leave forever and leave Ark with his wounds that Sekar thought Arka was happy with his passing?
"Hello, Pah?" Arka called Arman. His tone sounded very heavy typical of people crying.
He no longer knows what to do. His world is so broken. His mind cannot be clear. His brain cannot turn. Menelefon Arman may be one of the good things that can be done to just relieve stress.
Getting a phone call from Arka, Arman directly away from the front of the room in which there is Tami.
"Why, Ka?" Ask Arman.
"Oyah how is Sekar? He's better, right? So gini Papah has an idea that you go out of town tomorrow just tell me to go there and go there. In this house let Papah take care of. Later Iyam bakalan Papah tell bring vegetables, fruits. Let me deh Sekar party-party Sama Waluyo bi Iy-"
"Short go."
Arman's words were very long and unfinished immediately stopped.
"Where to?" Ask Arman.
"Arka doesn't know. He said to the orphanage."
Arman's hand immediately trembled. The phone he was holding almost fell to the floor.
"When?" Investigate Arman.
"Just now" said Arka inside.
"the arka? You have failed. You fail to be a good husband to your wife, you fail to be a good son to Papah," Arman's emotions immediately ignited when he knew Arka did not succeed in stopping Sekar. He said half-calling.
"Papa Papah said don't let him go! Papah knows you don't love him. But please do your best to Papah, your mother and her brother, Siska!" Arman rubbed his face in a ruffled manner.
"alright. It's Papah's fault, it's Papah's fault, it's Papah's fault! Papah shouldn't have asked you to marry Sekar back then. Papah should know that your heart is a stone! Papah should have realized that you're a bad guy for that girl. It's not you who's useless, it's Papah!"
Arman crying. Arka who heard Arman's screams and snapping was astonished. Never had he seen Arman like this before.
"You know why Papah is this angry with you? Papah will tell! Your mom used to be a poor woman like Sekar! Papah found her on the street, alone! At first Papah thought Papah would not love her and she was not a good woman. At first Papah married Mamahmu just pity. But look at it now. It is not Papah who makes him happy, but he who makes Papah happy! It wasn't him who was lucky to have Papah, but it was Papah who was lucky to have him," Arka was stunned.
"She is a patient woman, a tough woman. She can give birth to you and raise you. He also accompanied Papah until Papah was this successful. The fault is only one, the caliph of that night. But Papah can forgive him. Papah's mistakes are more than his. Papah once said, Papah almost left him, Papah also once did rough with him by treating him like a maid. But he survived. And when he was tired, Papah realized that Papah loved him. And when he was about to leave tired of Papah's attitude, Papah spryly stopped him and brought him back into Papah's arms."
What Arman said was like an ember that burned Arka's heart. His spirit immediately billowed right then and there. Arman's impact was like a big input for Arka
"And look at us now. The harmonious husband and wife. So Papah thinks everything will happen to you again. Sekar is a duplicate of your Mamahmu. And you know how Papah loves your Mom? Even the vastness of the ocean is not enough to describe it. Trust me Arka, if it's nothing new to feel."
Either Arman is done talking or not. Arka turned off her phone and put her phone in her pants pocket. He went inside and picked up the key in a drawer.
He opened the garage and immediately took the ninja motor contained in it.
Arka turned on the engine and immediately walked outside.
Chasing after Sekar, that's the goal.