
"Yes, now."
"Blue?"
Sekar who just entered into the make up room must come back out because Arka called him.
"Yes?" Ask Sekar.
Arka sighed "We have to go home now." He said in a lethargic tone.
Sekar surprised, his eyes widened "Lho? Why Mas?"
"She said there was a meeting outside the city that I had to attend at this time. Come on."
Without hearing the words of Sekar again and without heeding the salon officers. Arka pulled Sekar's hand out to immediately go home.
Resignation, that is all that can be done by Sekar at this time. Uncertainly upset because it did not become dandy. But it is free and beautiful if not seen Arka.
"Now we go to Mamah's house first. There's something I want to talk to Papah."
Sekar surprised. He remembered that Viona was there and Sekar did not want to see her. But how, there was no way he refused and it was impossible to also ask Arka to send Viona home.
Confused themselves. He bit his fingernails while putting on a fretful face.
Arka smiled "Light up. Viona's home." He said, as if he knew the contents of Sekar's mind.
Only then can I breathe a sigh of relief. This morning's incident made him parno for fear that Viona was angry with him.
***
"Assalamualaik." The two said greetings almost simultaneously and were greeted by Bi Iyam from inside.
"Vaalaikumsalam. Eh? Non Sekarrr." Iyam collapsed immediately hugging Sekar and was well received by Sekar.
"Hallo Bi." Saying it friendly.
"Bibi kangen really same non Sekar."
Not feeling to the employer, that's how Iyam is today. No one was angry or forbidding. Everyone knows how unfortunately Iyam on Sekar.
Iyam is a widow who was left dead by her husband 1 year ago. In addition to the husband, Iyam's daughter who is estimated to be equivalent to Sekar's age also died along with his father, which is 1 year ago.
Sad, languished in the family. Then Sekar came to comfort Iyam and to calm him down. Therefore Iyam is very dear to Sekar.
In addition, if Sekar comes to Tami's house he does not behave like a big boss. The kitchen is the destination. Cooking with me to eat together.
To Sekar, Iyam already considers Sekar is his son. Vice versa.
"Aunt how are you?" Ask Sekar after his embrace came off.
"Alhamdulilah good. Come in. non."
"Yes." Yeah."
"Well, Pah." He kissed Tami and Arman's hands alternately when they met.
"I'm sorry it's interrupting your time. There's something to talk to Arka about work. But since he didn't go to the office, Papah asked him to come here." Arman.
Sekar nodded. No problem for him. It's common anyway.
"What's the problem, Pah?" Ask Arka.
"In Papah yuk's room." Take Arman.
Shortly after Arka left, Sekar was about to head to the kitchen to cook with Iyam. But Tami held him back.
"Dark? Can you talk to me for a second, honey?"
Now nodding, he followed Tami.
"Sit here, baby." He said as he patted the spot next to him, on a sofa.
"Hufts. It's a serious matter."
Tami took a heavy breath. Seeing this made me feel scared. In addition to Tami, Sekar also prepared himself by taking a deep breath.
"On your relationship with Arka."
Sekar's fear grows when he finds out what Tami wants to talk about.
"What's that?" Ask.
"I'm sorry if this hurts your heart a little. But..when do you want to get pregnant?"
Jem!
As a rusty dagger pierced his chest, it tightened making it hard to breathe.
"M-m anu mah."
Stiff Secreting Mouth. No, not stiff. But he doesn't know what to say.
The game of Sekar's fingers began, he bit his lower lip. Is it time to tell Tami the truth that she and Arka never slept together?
"Mama won't scold you if there's something wrong with your uterus or there's a problem in Arka. Mom has an idea. If it's true that you can't get pregnant because of a fate, how about we try to follow the baby tube program?" Tami said while holding Sekar's wrist.
Raising his head, he looked at Tami in disbelief. Why would Tami be able to think that far?
"Hows it? The decision is on you. If Arka's coming with you. Want to check first or directly the baby tube program?" a sincere smile could not be separated from Tami.
It was that smile that made Sekar weak and did not have the heart to lie. Now Sekar really understands how Tami feels who wants to immediately fondle grandchildren at his old age.
Honestly, that's what I'm going to do now.
"Some time to be honest about one thing Mah." Head lowered.
"What dear?"
Sekar looked into Tami's eyes with a pushy look. In tightly held by him Tami's hand that had begun to wrinkle. Without feeling it, tears began to pour down her cheeks.
"Bismillah. Sekar and Arka never sleep together."
Sekar's hand was immediately released by Tami, he even got up from his seat. His eyes glared with a bright red color.
Sekar has resigned. If you want to divorce Arka is not a problem. Maybe this has been her way of life, being a poor street woman.
Because Sekar is tired of living a lie. Acting okay when not. If the status of the Widow will approach her soon, she will accept.
Now stand "Blame Sekar for all this. Sekar who did not want to be slept by the Arka mas because Sekar had not loved him."
If the keris pierced Sekar's chest now the keris changed hands and pierced Tami's chest.
He lies again after revealing the truth. Though all this time Arka himself was reluctant to fuck Sekar because of the identity of Sekar who has not been found.
"Se-sekar?" Tami lirih.
"Yes. I knew Mamah would not have expected it. On behalf of a wife Sekar said that all this time we never slept together."
Tami sat down, she held her already clenched chest. Now he knows why a baby is never in the bladder of Sekar.
"Sorry if I am too sassy. But Mamah can marry Arka and Viona after divorcing Sekar." It was not one or two more tears that soaked Sekar's face, many.
She was crying, and so was Tami. Tami hasn't even blinked at all.
"For so long now, cruel. Sekar has made a restraint shield for Arka. Because Sekar mas Arka cannot marry the girl he loves. Because now he can't be happy." Sekar said as if it was all entirely his fault. He himself was the most injured.
At the same time Arka and Arman came.
"Why crying?" Ask Arka to both.
Because it has already told Tami, then Sekar will tell everything also to Arman who already knows.
"I've told Mamah that we never sleep together. I also told him that we don't love each other. And I'm saying that this is sem-"
"Which looks?!" Arka stopped Sekar's words because Tami was already crying.
"Let Papah take your mother to the room." Arman is ordinary because he already knows everything.
Arka violently pulled Sekar's hand outwards, fearing that Tami would hear him more and more.
"You're this?!" Arka scratched her own face. Upset at the ridiculous behavior.
"Mom asked about the baby again. In these 5 years, I don't know how many times he's asked about babies. He wants a grandson Mas, he wants to hold a baby. Until when will we continue like this? Maybe I can continue to suffer because suffering is my way of life. But not with you and your family. They should be happy! I'm just a bearer of grief and hurt in this family. I am just a woman whose presence is unwanted! I can't give you anything while you always give me things I never had. I understand Mas that you married me out of pity and out of Siska's request. So let's get rid of all this. I'm used to suffering and Siska's sister is long gone. So why are we defending all this? Divorce me and marry Viona!" The cry broke out instantly. The words came out of his mouth so easily.
Slap Scarlet? No. gabe. Arka actually pulled Sekar's body and hugged him. He stroked Sekar's head and unconsciously he also shed tears.
The words of Sekar this time quite touched the heart of the Arka stone.
"I'm tired. We both need to be happy. If you're happy with Viona, marry her. And I will seek my own happiness. No need to feel sorry for me, I'm used to it. I'm an outcast girl, I'm a poor girl. Suffering is my food and crying is my drink." Arka's embrace means nothing to Sekar. His world was being heavily destroyed at this moment.
"Pity Mamah. For years we've been fooling him in unknown pretense as to when it ends. With Viona, I'm sure you'll get the happiness I never gave you. What kind of marriage is this? Years without harmony."
Not only Sekar but Arka also grieved. All this time he has hurt my heart a lot.
Arka really wants to say that he is looking for the identity of Sekar. However, if he said that would Sekar still survive?
Is divorcing Sekar the best course?
"Just say it then we're officially divorced religiously."
She drew her body from Ark. His eyes were sebam, his nose reddened.
"Just say it then we're officially divorced religiously." Just repeating his words.
For 5 years Arka has not managed to fall in love with Sekar. Butwhy? Why is it so hard to say a 'talak' sentence to Sekar?
Arka saw the bead of Sekar's eyes that still showed light. There's something in it. Yes, he saw the figure of Siska. He remembered that Siska had said that one day Arka would see the figure of Siska in Sekar.
But why should now? After it's almost over. Or why not later? After everything is revealed.
Arka's getting restless. Worryingly. The decision he will make is a big one.