
Arka: Hurt me, don't hurt yourself. Let alone hurt him, our son.
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Sekar didn't mean to hurt Arka. He meant to hurt himself. Stripped stomach. It happened so fast. Arka bowed her head to make her wretched self. Affected by the impact of a flower vase from Sekar.
Sekar, who was currently feeling high emotions, hit the vase very tightly. Made a lot of blood from Arka's head.
There is regret in me. However, it cannot be denied that he was injured when he saw Arka injured. His heart is sick. But he couldn't bear to hurt Arka. Her wish was her ailing self, not Arka. Not the man she loves.
"Arka must meet Sekar bu," Arka is finished in the treatment. In the bandage on his head. She is currently with Anisa. None of the family members Arka asked to come to the hospital. Because Sekar refused them outright. Arka simply asked them to pray for Sekar from home. While Arka will fight alone to get forgiveness from Sekar.
"You don't see Sekar anymore? I asked you to stay here first. Let your head heal first. Mother is also afraid of things. Honestly, I've never seen it like that before."
"Either that. I was afraid of the same kind of him or the child he conceived. Sorry, I'm sorry."
Arka is tireless. He must return to Sekar. To accompany the sick woman.
Arka's steps stopped when she accidentally heard Sekar talking to a doctor.
"Take one of my kidneys for this hospital's medical expenses. Can it? Do not let anyone else finance me," said Sekar. It sounded clear in Arka's ears.
"Sorry Mom. But I can't. After all, the mother's family said they would handle the cost of the mother," said the doctor.
"I don't have a family. I myself, have no possessions either. My life won't last long anyway. Take whatever organs of my body I can afford to pay here."
Of course, the doctor was heavy-hearted to agree on Sekar's request.
"If it has to be paid for using organs. Take my organs," Arka raises herself from the outside. The doctor was made more confused by two people who are now offering his organs.
"Not to interfere!" Shouted Sekar.
"Dok. She's my wife. I asked for time to talk to him." The doctor nodded in understanding. Then walk from there.
"I beg you not to be like this. We can talk about this all right. I can do anything to make you believe that I never played with Viona" Arka explained.
"Yes. I believe," said Sekar smiling. Arka immediately sparkled to hear it. Carve out the longest smile he can.
"I believe you're a liar!" Keep Sekar.
"Do we need a life that proves everything?" Ask Arka. Just keep quiet.
Arka looked to the right and to the left. Looking for something that can help him. Until he found it. A fruit knife.
"If you can hurt yourself, I can hurt myself. Look at this," Arka put the knife in her upper hand. His left hand.
I can't stand to see that. But he didn't hold it. He only closed his eyes when Arka did that. The arka is the same. Closing eyes. Withstand an incredible pain.
"Awww" he groaned as the blood was drawing forth. Once again, Sekar still remained silent in the same position. It closed the eyes.
Arka smiled as she saw how Sekar was frightened by closing his eyes. Don't want to waste time and waste opportunities. At that moment Arka grabbed him. Snatching lips that are currently whitish in color.
"Fucking arka!" Shouted as he realized his lips were touched.
"My hand hurts," ringis spoiled Arka.
"Continue?" Ask Sekar ketus.
"As it was then. Heal if only kissed," said Arka. Trying to modulate Sekar. At his knowledge, Sekar will be destroyed if wooed.
"Luka tonjok that day you looked so worried. Wounds this severe are mediocre?" Ask Arka. Pointing a bandage at his head and blood on his hands.
"alright. No need to kiss. Just smile," Pinta Arka. Not a single bit Sekar moved his lips to comment on a smile.
"If I die how?"
Honestly Sekar was surprised to hear that word from Arka. His eyes are perfectly round. Right, Sekar is afraid of losing Arka. Sekar did not want Arka to suffer. Now, Arka is not willing to get hurt. The proof, Sekar prefers to hurt himself. Prefer to disappear from this face. Prefer to hurt rather than hurt.
Want as deep as Sekar hide it still seems clear that he loves Arka. Want as smart as anything evasive, still can not.
Because of that man, Arka was his first love. A man who can give her happiness even if said only for a moment. A man who can make him feel what love is.
"Why silence? Not willing if I die," Arka bowed. Then take a chair. Sit beside Sekar. Grab Sekar's left hand. Secretly put back her wedding ring. Certainly without the knowledge of Sekar. Because the girl was still busy with her shock.
Arka smiled triumphantly. Again he managed to install the precious thing. He threw it away a few times.
"That's it. You live happily, with all the possessions and all the things you want. Instead, I am the one who does not exist. Can ya?"
Free to live with abundant wealth but lose loved ones. That is how I think about it.
Arka can read Sekar's face. He found something new there. Where it seems Sekar would not be willing if Arka said he would be gone. Where Sekar was silent when he saw Arka's blood spurting.
Because it's hard to forget. Sekar loves Arka completely. Not willing to lose Arka. Not willing to lose your first love.
"Usually what a child needs more is a mother than a father. I'm saying yes. Thank you for taking care of junior Ark. If one day he asks where his father is. Just tell me his dad went to work," Arka joked. Teasing Sekar is a new culture for Arka. A fun new habit.
Now I can't say anything. This arka is indeed great to do something that can menguyel Sekar's heart.
"What way do you want? Do not throw yourself into the river. I just failed. Better use a knife or a truck."
Arka gaping to hear the word Sekar. Maybe he even offered a method of suicide to Arka. Arka was just joking.
"You want to kill yourself? Please. Just do not in front of me," said Sekar relaxed. Did Arka really have to kill herself?
"Do you want to be a widow?" Ask Arka.
"Who will be a widow? There is still Jayur sir," said Sekar relaxed.
"God! All the same widower next door neighbor," said Arka annoyed.
"Yes. Duda is more seductive," replied Sekar. Trying to hold back the laughter. He was happy when he saw Arka jealous.
"Once you stop by that widower's house. I'll make sure you're in pain all night!" Shouting Arka. Trying to threaten Sekar who said he wanted to stop by the house of the widower.
"I will stay at the house of the widower" said Sekar.
"Oh? Sure ha? Before that happens I'll lock you in the room! It will make you unable to walk anywhere" cried Arka.
"I'm used to it. So I can walk," said Sekar so relaxed but still trying to hold back his smile. Arka's face is already red. Resisting the jealousy.
"I'll do it more than ever! It will even make you really feel pain!" menacam Arka's.
"Dad? Can you, huh?" Ask Sekar. Fail. He's already laughing. But not with Arka. He looks angry.
"What the hell can't Arka do? Making Arka junior alone can be that fast," said Arka raised his eyebrows.
The Frown shriveled. Where exactly is Arka's talk? Sekar thinks he's tied up by Arka. Why Arka actually thinks. ah Arka is indeed perverted.
"Bad arka!" Shouted Sekar.
"Pain light!" Shouting Arka. Then they both laughed. Laughing at jokes that are somewhere funny.
"What do we want to do anyway?" Ask Arka after successfully stopping her laughter.
Sekar shook his head, "Ngetawain duda kali."
Whatever it is. Happy arka. Happy to see Sekar laughing even though he knew Sekar had not fully forgiven him. And in fact, Sekar could not be angry lingering at Arka. Even though his heart still hurts. He still could not bear if Arka had to be hurt.
"That's his hand treat Ka first," said Sekar while pointing at the wound on Arka's hand using his chin.
"It's better to get hurt like this" Arka said, looking at his shoulder.
"Where are there good wounds! I said treat Arka!" Shouted Sekar.
"I said I didn't want to!" Said Arka turning her face away. His lips grumbled. Making an expression that is able to make Sekar growled at the same time anxious simultaneously.
"You're naughty!" Shouted Sekar.
"Yes. Why why?" Ask Arka.
"I said treat ya obati!" Shouted Sekar.
"Where's the cure? Who's treating him?"
Screamingly. Looking to the right and to the left looking for a medicine that can be used for Arka, "Strong is plain," the inner Arka while smiling.
"Try asking the doctor. Here there is no cure," said Sekar smooth.
"There," answered Arka.
"Where?"
"Here," one meaningful kiss landed on the girl's tiny lips. At first he revolted, but long silent as well. It's a lie if Sekar doesn't miss this kiss. He misses her so much. Terribly.
"It's healed."
And it still feels the same. Like the first time. Full of softness, harmony. There is warmth and affection. Able to make the performance of the Sekar brain stop instantly.
Staring at Arka with a look of disbelief. Want to be angry but can't. Because in reality he missed Arka.
"Wind angry? Please. Wanna slap? Nih slap," Arka grabbed Sekar's left hand. Slap her on her cheek.
"But you need to know that I love you. Love our child. And I've never played crazy with Viona. I swear by whatever it is. If we don't believe it, how about we tell Viona to come back to Indonesia. Check everything. Let's make sure that what you hear is wrong."
Hm. Just melting the same Ark
How does Arka not pervert if Deket Sekar try?!