
Now: Fear is not a funny thing to play with.
"That's a small volume." Close his ears tightly. Because with his nosy Arka raises the volume of television that is currently singing Arka's favorite horror film. While Sekar, the girl was frightened.
"Not be afraid. It's just a movie. Engineering alone," said Arka. Do not understand the fear that is currently attacking Sekar.
"But I'm afraid of Ka" Sekar cupped his head with both hands. Really don't want to hear the sound of laughter so booming. It feels like getting into the soul.
But the nosy nature of Ark is emerging. Seeing Sekar Arka's fear just became more and more. He hoped that Sekar would bear sweet fruit. Which will later be a warm embrace for Arka.
"But I beg you. I'm afraid of Ka" said Sekar. He could not even get out of bed. Really scared. The volume that Arka installs is like the volume in a movie theater. Sounds tight. Even to the Waluyo room below.
"Wine. That Non Sekar must have seen a ghost movie. Duh do not know if Arka sir his wife is afraid of the movie," said Waluyo. He is currently watching the ball with a cup of warm coffee.
Arka smiled grinning. So terrible, "His ghostly vibrancy came out of the hospital hallway!" Arka pulled the hand of the girl who was busy closing her ears. Closing eyes.
"I'm afraid," said Sekar.
"Women's hide."
"She's got a ghost."
"His ghost doesn't wear a shirt-"
"ARKA!"
Now I can't stand it. He's really upset. Arka is intentional.
Just stand. Her cheeks are wet. I don't know since when. Cold sweat washed the surface of his face. His face is so red. Resisting the fear. Her chest is up and down. His breath was cut off. Staring at Arka sharply. Making Arka kicep. Not even a blink of an eye.
"Se-sekar?" Nervously.
When he realized that Sekar was really scared. Arka grabbed the TV remote. Turn off the television. But Sekar was really scared. He stood with a breath that had turned into one. Staring at Arka with an annoyed look.
"I-i. S-so I guess. Mmm a-anu," Nervous Arka. Because Sekar kept looking at him sharply.
"Happy?" Ask suddenly.
"I-i. That's not what it meant."
Arka was wrong. Not the hug he got. Maybe a slap in a minute.
"I'm scared. Is that unclear?" Ask Sekar. A single tear fell from his eyes.
"Sorry. That's not what it meant."
"Yes. It means you're trying to scare me. Don't be scared. I've been scared. I'm weak, aren't I? Yes weak. Coward. Afraid of ghosts."
"Excuse me," murmured Arka shrivelled.
"I should be the one apologizing. It should be ak-"
"Sttt," Arka pulls Sekar's body. He slid the girl's head against her chest. Grip her tightly.
"I'm sorry. That's not what it meant. I was gonna let you in Kiss Hehe. It turns out to be really afraid," said Arka blakan blakan. For fear that Sekar will be angry if he makes a new alibi.
"Yes gakpapa. I'm sorry too. Too crybaby," said Sekar.
"No. His name is also afraid."
Sekar took his body out of Arka's embrace. Loosened head. Staring into the man's shady eyes, "You?" Ask.
Arka frowned. Didn't understand Sekar's intentions.
Sekar unbutton Arka shirt one by one. So slowly.
Got the code, then Arka realized. Then he released the sekar body safety. Only the top.
"sorry. I'm less sensitive," I'm Sekar. Holding bare chest Ark.
"Sorry to scare you too."
The greeting landed on the lips of the girl. Then Arka pushed Sekar's body. Tucked away in his king size bed.******* for the sake of********** happen again. There's no awkwardness. Both are experts.
She wrapped her hands around Arka's neck. Closed his eyes. Resisting the tingly sensation when something enters his object. Sighs slowly.
Nosy arka. He bit the earlobe Smoothly, "Take out what you want to get out," he whispered softly.
Sekar nodded. But there was no sound he wanted to make. He just closed his eyes deep. As the game gets louder.
Arka's hand rubbed the soft cheeks Sekar who had bathed in sweat. "When you sweat like this. Your beauty has doubled."
Sekar's hand rubbed Arka's lips. Pinched it slowly, "Arka too."
Both of them continued the game. Channeling the desire that you want to channel. Give what you want to give. Give each other warmth in the cold of the night. Squeeze each other what can be squeezed. A small sigh sounded. Continue until morning.
*****
At midnight Arka had to wake up because of the flat object he put on the table beside his bed continued to sound. And refused to stop.
Zaki's name is on there. Which makes the man cluck. Arka glanced at Sekar at a glance. Then a smile was drawn. The little girl was soundly asleep. His eyes are so peaceful. Wandering in such a beautiful dreamland.
Arka rose from her sleep. Walk away from there. Of course he did not want to pick up the phone near Sekar. Fear of disturbing sleep.
"Hello, Zaki?" Ask Arka with a heavy voice typical of people waking up.
"Ngaco lo! How can!" Shouting Arka. The hand that closed his mouth. He just said a little scream.
"Can't Zak. Kasian Sekar's. We just got back from Bandung. My Time is now..."
Tut Tut Tut
"Damn it!" Jerky Arka. Squeezing his cell phone great.
He went back to the room. Found Sekar who was still asleep. Arka lay down beside Sekar. Pull the girl's shoulder. He turned his body to face Arka.
Arka took a deep breath. "Sorry yes" kissed the old forehead.
****
Early in the morning Arka was awake. Had breakfast. Shower and get ready. While Sekar who just woke up about to bathe and pray shubuh was surprised to find her husband was not next to her.
"Congratulations?" Head down the stairs. Looking for a man named Arka. There's no interest. It's just weird because Arka suddenly doesn't exist.
"the arka? You where?" Ask a little. The girl went into the kitchen. But it wasn't there.
"Wake up, huh? Had a shower?" She turned her body when she heard the heavy voice of the man she was looking for. That's Arka. It came from outside.
"Are you kem--- you know? How are the clothes neat?"
Arka breathed a rough breath. "Sorry not yet said. Can you come here for a second? There's something I want to say."
Arka sat in the middle room chair. He followed Sekar beside him. When the woman was sitting Arka gently stroked Sekar's hair. Can't bear to say it.
"Where are you going?" Tanya Sekar is so innocent. Creating a great tightness for the Ark.
"Promise yes do not get angry let alone cry," Arka pinched the cheek puffed Sekar. Nodded by the woman.
"I have a sudden job in Bali. Together with Jayur. One of Papah's investments in Bali is threatened to close. Because of a misunderstanding. No employee can complete it. I had to intervene myself so that the asset could be saved. Last night, Zaki called. Notifying. Wanna tell you last night wasn't good, you slept well."
Sekar just muttered oh while looking down.
"I'm sorry. But Sekar knows, right? It's work. Our future," Arka kissed Sekar's forehead. Give the girl understanding.
I understand very well. But his heart completely refused Arka to leave.
"How long?"
Questions that Arka doesn't want to hear. "Don't know. But I'm not alone. Jayur's helping."
Arka is not alone. Just be alone.
"If you feel lonely here how about staying at Mamah Tami's house? Mamah Tami definitely wants to," he said. Arka was also worried about leaving Sekar alone. This woman could really be in danger.
Just shake your head, "No need. Stay here only. Let the house take care of. Cepet go home, don't be long."
I don't know. Now can't contain it. Krystal's gone down for a moment. Arka looked into the girl's eyes. Wanted to hold it long.
"Yes. Promises will not last long. Take good care of yourself here. If there's any news."
Just yesterday Arka said he would continue to keep Sekar. But why should I leave now. Can he keep Sekar at a distance?
"I'm not the one to be afraid of. But you. Can't you just stay here alone? If there's anything direct Mamah Tami's phone or my phone yes. Keep going out never alone. Bring Mr. Waluyo. I'll be right back. Because," Arka poked Sekar's nose. "There's a promise I have to keep to this girl in front of me."
"A little hug?" Ask Arka. Stretch out both his hands.
"Not man---"
"Don't take a shower. Later more beautiful," Arka hugged the body of the girl he will miss when he was in Bali later.
Arka can't take Sekar there. Because Arka's departure is not for a vacation. Except for work. If you can ask, Arka wants to work 7 months or 7 years without having to separate from Sekar. But how else. Work is one of his obligations. That's for Sekar too.
"Be careful there. His eyes are guarded," said Sekar.
"Eye there. Hearts here."
"Yes. But sometimes the eyes lose equally. There are so many women who can-"
"But there is no special woman. Remember I said Sekar was second to none?" Sekar nodded. "If there were a beautiful woman. I gave it to Jayur the most."
"This is what you should keep your eyes. There are many men who are more handsome and younger than Arka. And one more thing, that guy was ferocious. Be careful, yes" said Arka.
"The ferociousness of men would not be feared by women if the woman closed her eyes," Arka became reminded of Viona. Then Arka's eyes were closed to the point that she could be tempted by the figure of a Viona.
"Yes. Shower gih. Abis is praying. Later breakfast together. Don't cook. I told Mr. Waluyo to buy breakfast outside."
Last. The girl's lips are wrapped in Arka. "Morning kiss" she said.
****
The most difficult time does not like to arrive. The most difficult moment in the chest. Where he watched Arka get into the car. Carrying a large suitcase containing clothes and work files.
Sekar looked at Arka with nanar. Vice versa. Both are hard to separate. Even if only for a while.
It felt like we met yesterday but had to separate again.
"I know your weight. I'm gonna have to go home fatter."
Arka grabbed Sekar's hand. Put it on her cheek. Just looking down. Dare not look at Arka one bit. Because the more he saw Arka's face. The more his heart tightened. Until Arka realized that Sekar really did not want to be left behind.
"Just now. Go home again. What to bring from Bali?" Arka's never felt like this before.
In the past, he desperately avoided Sekar. Ever wanted to live abroad. Then what's up now? Going out of town for important business matters also feels heavy. Like the heart is left behind.
"Don't be so moody. I'm getting heavier going" said Arka. Can't bear to see Sekar's heartbreaking face.
"Go gih. It will be too late" said Sekar after successfully lifting his face. Sounds a little evicting. Purposefully. He did not want to let himself dissolve in sadness. He had to understand that Arka was doing this for himself as well.
"Any anger?" Arka ducking. Holding both knees. Looking at the face from a close distance.
"Ih hunted Ka go. Also, Mr. Waluyo was waiting," Sekar pointed to Waluyo who was standing next to the car door. Awaiting the presence of Arka.
Arka breathed a heavy sigh. He knew very well that Sekar was angry and disappointed. Moreover, the departure of this Archa so sudden. Arka is heavy hearted and at the same time feels guilty.
"You go in first. Keep the door locked from the inside. Don't let anyone come in. Let alone entering here," Arka pointed at Sekar's chest.
"You go first. I'll be in."
"Judek. Eat a lot of ya, take good care of yourself-" Arka spoke while walking backwards. "Let me know if there's anything. Don't stay up, don't watch ghost movies alone, ARKA DARLING SEKAR," cried Arka when he reached the outside fence.
"Strong is also dear Arka," muttered Sekar Iirih. Then go inside. Look at Arka's departure from the window. It looks like the man carved a smile and then waved his hand at Sekar.
Arka dear Sekar
Lamenting the departure of Arka