One Heart 2 LOVE

The CIE (Cause I Envy)

Arnold: Not today. But just wait. There will be a precise time that I have arranged with the Creator.

.....

He shook hard. His mind says, no. This is not a good time to express love to Sekar.

"Who?" tanya Sekar broke Arnold's daydream.

"Later you know," he said while sitting back in his initial position.

Just looking down. Curiosity and sadness back up. Curious who loved Sekar like Arnold just said. It would be sad if that person never existed.

"Blue?"

"Hmm?"

"Later in the afternoon come with me yuk," asked Arnold so enthusiastically.

"Where?"

"Streetings. But you have to get permission first with the orphanage mother. We walk from day to night."

Sekar surprised. He rounded his eyes. Almost the chicken that was eaten by Sekar jumped when he saw the roundness of Sekar's eyes.

"Huh? Which way were you all that time?"

"Later the place let me choose. You haven't been out for a long time? Later we buy clothes, buy birthday gifts also for Pasha. He'll be on his birthday soon" Arnold said.

Smile now. Traveling with freedom was something he had wanted for a long time. Many years married with Arka when he could freely walk from day to night let alone buy clothes.

"I want to" said the girl enthusiastically.

Arnold happy. Very glad. His initial steps to make Sekar happy have succeeded. Slowly but surely he will convince Sekar that the man who works as a doctor really loves him.

There is nothing else that Arnold feared when Sekar was freed from the shackles of prison with Arka. Whenever he and Sekar want to walk together. Then Arnold will do it. Even if Sekar asks to go to the moon, Arnold will obey him.

The fire is everything. Sekar is his world.

***

Early in the morning Arka was already rowdy with a tie that never neat. Hand scrambling.

"Ah shit tie*n!" swear the man while stalling the tie to its original shape and re-attach it.

"Ah whatever. I went to Yogyakarta to find Ibu Sekar not to meet clients. It doesn't matter if I don't look good!"

Actually, he really cares about the look and neatness. But deterrent also feels to put a tie that does not go right and far from the right word.

Just understand. During this time paired a tie by someone else. He does not know. Just know it's done.

"Dark? Make me a cop-" he came out of the room. Shouting the name Sekar.

His steps suddenly stopped. His gaze was fixed on Sekar's room whose door was open. It shows the emptiness in it.

His hands and feet shook instantly. He clenched his hands tightly and bit his lower lip.

"There is no Ark!" move it on yourself.

Arka closed her eyes. Trying to accept the fact that Sekar does not exist. He came down the stairs in a hurry. Want to get out of this house full of grief. Apparently the presence of Sekar means a lot to Arka.

"Waluy? We're leaving!" he told Waluyo who at that time was undergoing his morning routine of washing the black Toyota Fortuner car belonging to Arka.

"Lho's? Sir, those shoes are dirty. Mr. lecek's shirt. Where's the tie? And his hair is not combed? The eyes of the Father are also sebam. He said he was going to town. Are you going out of town or into the fields looking for an eel, sir?" tanya Waluyo is brash.

Arka. Look at every inch of him. Unfortunately, though insolent yet what Waluyo said was true.

It's so dull. Untidy. Does not reflect that he is a Big Boss in a company. More like a foster child who wants to leave home.

But how else. Usually the ones who handle it are all Sekar. And now suddenly there is no. Obviously Arka can not replace the position of Sekar and handle everything especially suddenly.

"Later I could get in the car. Take me to the airport," said Arka.

"Jas. Have you had breakfast? Have you had coffee?"

A breakfast? Not being able to, not remembering, and not wanting. He has no appetite from yesterday. Drinking coffee? Yeah, that's what Arka wants. But coffee made by Sekar.

"No. Later there," he said as he passed towards the car.

***

Arka was wrestling with her laptop in the car. His hands clashed with the keyboard so quickly. Creating sounds. Even so, his mind was not fixed there.

Unknowingly, when he had to type a company income data but what he wrote was the name of Sekar. This leaves one of his employees confused.

JS: Sekar? sorry, Mister. What do you mean, huh?

Arka blinked her eyes. Trying to get back to the real world and forget about Sekar. He immediately deleted what he had typed.

But he failed. Instead of forgetting, calling the name Sekar made him more and more reminded of Sekar.

He remembered when Sekar put his tie when Arka was in a hurry to leave for the office. Then Arka violently pushed Sekar's body away from him.

He remembered when Sekar did not dare to enter and wake Arka when it was 8 noon and Arka had to work.

He remembered when Sekar laughed as he saw him mopping by walking backwards.

He remembered when he bought food and invited Sekar to eat together but Sekar refused and preferred to eat in the kitchen alone.

He recalled the time when Sekar almost harmed himself by eating shrimp just for following the orders of Arka.

He remembers when Sekar tried to fight Viona.

He remembered when Sekar looked down when scolded by himself. He remembered how Sekar said an apology. He remembered how Sekar bowed his body before leaving. He remembers the sweat droplets every time he cleans the house. He remembered the taste of Sekar cuisine. He remembered the smell of Sekar's laundry clothes. He remembered how Sekar smiled. He remembered how Sekar reacted upon Viona's arrival. He remembers the time when Sekar had to pretend to be good in front of Tami.

He remembers everything. Everything came back to his mind! The shadow is real and real! Arka remembered.

"Aragh!" He clenched his hand. Punching the car door as hard as possible. Then hold his forehead.

"Astagfirallah, sir?! Why?" tanya Waluyo started to get scared when she saw Arka who was suddenly angry.

"Why Sir? Wh why? Why did I leave?!" He can't hold it anymore. The shadow of Sekar continues to haunt him. He is not ready to lose Sekar.

"Sett*n!" said Arka growled.

"Call sir call it!" let's say Waluyo started to panic.

Waluyo just put on a sliced face. Pity to see Arka who seemed to be in deep depression.

Arka's crying. He held her head, grabbed her hair. After last night Sekar's dream now the shadow of the girl continues to haunt him as if he does not want to live Arka calm and happy without him.

But it's true. Arka cannot live without Sekar. He used to think that Sekar was only a disaster bearer and an obstacle to happiness. In fact Arka is the one who inhibits the happiness of Sekar and seizes it and makes happiness his by enslaving Sekar.

"Sir? Istigphar. Leave everything the same God. Trust everything to be the same God. Believe that this is one of God's plans. No, it is not God's plan to keep Non Sekar from the Father. But God's plan to open Mr. Arka's heart to see who Non Sekar really is" Waluyo took his breath. Time to talk about Arka.

"Father remember not if you used to be rough with Non Sekar? Perhaps this is one of God's ways to stop Mas Arka's rude attitude. But it's not too late. There is still time for Mas Arka to return with Non Sekar,"

"But what if Sekar doesn't want to?!" ask Arka emotion.

"Mas Arka snapped at him only he lasted up to 5 years. The time when Mas Arka was good he didn't even want to? Non Sekar smart woman Mas. The proof is that he can change the ferocious Mas Arka to be soft," said Waluyo full of emphasis. He really hopes his Boss can understand and return to thinking clearly and relieve his emotions.

Arka had stopped being angry. But the shadow of Sekar still circled his head. He's biting his fingernails. Occasionally pinched his dizzy-looking forehead.

"Please take me first to the orphanage where Sekar," Arka said in a tone that returned to normal.

"But you can be late for the flight" said Waluyo with a worried face. Occasionally he saw Arka through the front rearview mirror. The man is still angry.

"If I want I can buy my own airport! Anyway to the orphanage," Waluyo smiled wryly. Horrified it turns out Arka can still be arrogant while upset like this.

"Good, sir."

****

"We went to Mamah Tami's house with Papah Arman first yes," said Sekar. She is beautiful and neat. The home business is done. It was also my permission to the mother of the orphanage that she would go with Arnold. And there was no rejection from the parlour. They allowed Sekar to leave because Sekar was not a prisoner.

"Well?" arnold disagreed. Can be seen from the look on his face with tapered eyebrows.

"Not told them I'm the same Arka is divorced" said the girl while tidying up her clothes.

"It seems not to. Arka must have said it, too" stop Arnold.

"Yes anyway. But still not good," replied Sekar.

"Dark. If you meet them they will create new sadness for you, "Arnold tried to convince Sekar. He even held both shoulders and looked at her deeply. Accompanied by sparkling eye beads.

Sekar. He covered his lower lip. Are considering Arnold's proposal.

"Yaudah" he said with a smile. Begitpun the giver of.

Not even Sekar got into the car, Arka and Waluyo came. Arka was already standing right in front of him and looking towards him. I don't know when they arrived.

"Mass?" ask Sekar and approach Arka accompanied by Arnold behind him.

"Hi" replied the man in the white shirt.

"Hallo Non," Waluyo pokes from inside the car. Then he closed the glass and parked the car.

"Where are you going?" arka was going to say that. But already in the first Sekar. Though clearly Arka came to the orphanage to see Sekar.

"You're wrong. It should have been 'Who would have met who'" Arnold said with a triumphant smile.

Arka turned her eyes to Arnold. Staring at the man who is currently holding Sekar's hand. Strange, Sekar let his hand in hand by Arnold. It was as if he did not know that his hand was in his hands.

"Eh yes. Where are you going?" tanya Sekar is so innocent. Making Arka furious and making Arnold chuckle.

"I'm going out of town now" said Arka.

"Oh that day kat-"

"Certainly? Is it important for us?" ask Arnold. Cut the word Sekar before.

"I just want to say to you," said Arka while staring at Sekar.

Apparently Arnold is not comfortable if Arka has to deal with Sekar. He pulled Sekar to stand behind him. And now Arnold is the one who is face to face with Arka.

"Can you step aside?" asked Arka while trying to grab Sekar's hand. Arnold brushed it off.

"Do you need anything else? Just here to say that, right? Yasudah. Be careful on the road" Arnold said calmly without letting go of Sekar's hand.

"My mouth with Sekar! Not with you!" Arka started to growl. His eyes were bright red. He also clenched his hands.

"Dark? Oh. Your ex-wife was the one who moved to the orphanage yesterday" Arnold said.

Arka was already too furious and unable to hold it. One punch floated right on Arnold's right cheek making the man bounce slightly.

"O Allah, Brother," Sekar released the bag that he had been holding on his body. Following Arnold who is currently down by holding his cheek.

"Squeals! Just one day divorced, already signed! Apparently you can't forget Sekar yet huh?! Not sell? Poor thing!" arka said while spitting on the ground. His hands kept clenching. If only there were no Sekar, Arnold would have been back at his feet.

At the same time Waluyo came, "This is why?" ask Waluyo.

"He! Man's wife snatch!" reply Arka while pointing at Arnold. Arnold was not angry. He got back up and smiled.

"Wife? I'll help you clear up your spelling. EX-WIFE."

The second punch almost shot across Arnold's face. But Sekar held him by stretching his hand and stood in the middle of Arnold as well as Arka.

"Udah Mas!" screams Now.

"heard right? He said!" ledek Arnold accompanied by laughter.

"Blog*n!" Arka tried to get to Arnold. Want to beat that guy all out. However Sekar and Waluyo held him back with all their might.

"If you're just here to kick people into mending don't have to come here at all!" scream Sekar screech.

"But you see for yourself he is a nyolot" said Arka. He still keeps on revolting. Trying to escape from Waluyo's interception.

"What a nyolot here is you! What Arnold said just now is true! We're divorced. What are you still here for?"

Truly like lightning striking the heart of the Arch of Sekar's words. The furious ferocious beast instantly calmed down instantly. Calm and hurt. He looked so deeply.

"meaning?"

"Mas. I want you to be better, not worse! You must lose your violent bad character. I think with the pattern we will make you think and feel like you lost me after that you turned into a better human being! Turns out I was wrong. Wrong big! You haven't changed at all. The old Ark is still the arka. Just like now and maybe later. It's stupid to believe you can change!"

Sekar took Arnold's hand and left Arka pecking on the spot. Slowly Waluyo released his hand from Arka's burly body when the monster had calmed down by the injection of words from Sekar.

Babang Arka fitting coming to the orphanage continues to squirm ex beloved wife again same rival*nya.