One Heart 2 LOVE

Tired of heart

While both of them were sleeping in sadness with confusion, Arman came and immediately asked Arka to see him.

"Cabin! There's something Papah wants to talk about."

Arka went inside. While Sekar was still standing outside, busy with his tears.

Not long after, came Iyam.

"Sorry Aunt sassy. But Aunt heard everything."

Without having to take another round, Sekar immediately collapsed in the arms of Iyam. A hug from someone he needs right now.

"Strong tired bi, Sekar tired." He said while crying in Iyam's arms.

"Aunt understand neng. Totally understand. Patience is dear, non Sekar is strong."

Strong? Excuse me. It doesn't seem like this time. The whole body is already weak. He was no longer able to face this harsh reality and suffering.

Slowly, Sekar released his embrace from Iyam.

"What should I do?"

Iyam's lips trembled, his cries were almost broken. "O Allah, why do you inflict so much suffering on this innocent girl? Her whole family is gone, her husband does not love her. Now then? What else?" Batin Iyam's.

But that's not what Iyam said. It is precisely he said.

"If Non Sekar divorced non will live where?"

Jem!

That was the reason why Sekar maintained his household with Arka was because he could have a place to shelter.

Should Sekar stay under the bridge? Really, he has no place to stay.

"Some don't know." Speak weakly.

Iyam hugged Sekar again "Sorry, Bibi can not help non Sekar."

Iyam really wanted to help Sekar by at least giving Sekar a place to stay. Unfortunately, he could not do it because his home was in a faraway village.

While in there...

"Don't divorce Sekar. You know what reason Papah would send you out of town right now?"

Arka shakes.

"Mother Sekar is there. In Yogyakarta! Find him and bring him here under any circumstances. Be it sane or crazy."

Now Arka's down. He did not bother about finding Sekar's mother, he was dizzy to make a decision about the offer of Sekar talak.

"But he asked for a divorce." Arka Said.

"You're the one who divorced! Only you can make a decision. Can Sekar only ask, then do not give! For Papah's sake, will you stick with Sekar?"

"How about Mom?" Ask Arka. He just remembered about Tami.

"Let Papah take care of it. Papah will explain everything. Papah knows that your mother is a good person who can definitely accept it. What is clear, first find Sekar's mother and do not divorce the girl. The arka? You want to know why Papah doesn't want you to divorce Sekar?"

Arka shook her head "What?"

"Because you are the light in the darkness of Sekar and Sekar is the warmth in your cold. You can complement each other. Girls like Sekar are not easy to find girls. Slowly, Papah believes you can love him even more than his sister Siska. Papah saw Arka, papah saw God in the eyes of Sekar. He deserves you and you deserve him. Bring him into happiness and he will give you happiness. Jay's life is waiting for you both." Said Arman while holding both shoulders Arka.

Arka still refused to raise her head.

"That?" Ask Arka.

"Why?"

"If the identity of Sekar is found then Sekar is Arka's sister how?" Arka looked at Arman with a glass.

Slowly Arman's hand began to fall into the air. Now he's down.

"Can you love Sekar as a sister?" Ask Arman.

Very difficult answer. Arka herself does not know how she will feel about Sekar. What if he loves Sekar as a lover? Should he have a forbidden relationship?

No. gabe. Finally Arka had found the answer herself.

"Yes. I can love her as a sister, even if I can't I'll try. Now I have realized something. The coming of Sekar to my life is not to give hurt but to get the happiness he should have. Whether it is as a lover or whether it is as a sister a Sekar must be happy. And I, Arka promised that I alone would make sure Sekar got his happiness. During these 5 years, I have been quite happy with all the devotion that Sekar gave and now it is my time that gives Sekar happiness. He has suffered enough. He is here to take his right, so I will give him. Even if I am happy with another man, I will still accept it. I've been happy enough and Sekar has suffered enough, I'll change our world."

Hidayah was given to an Ark. Now he has found his answer. If Sekar is not his sister, he will make Sekar his lover and make him happy. And if Sekar is his sister, then he will be happy in a different way, as the treatment of a Brother.

"Well proud of you. Now come out, tell Sekar that you will not divorce him but don't tell him why. Remove her tears, gently wipe her head. Whether she's your sister or your boyfriend, please her."

Arka left with a smile to immediately approach Sekar.

Arka comes out of Arman's office and leaves Arman in it. Before he really got to Sekar. Arka's crying.

"I've started to love her as a lover. How do you turn this love into a sister's love? It's not easy." Arka. His body slowly slumped to the floor leaning against the wall.

All confusion now moves on to Arka. It is not easy for Arka to forget Siska and open her heart to a new woman. In fact, he experienced thousands of difficulties while in the process of forgetting Siska.

And now that his heart has opened to Siska's own sister, what should she run aground if she turns out to be his sister?

Then does Arka have to go back to trying to open her heart to other women? "It's not easy." Arka grabbed her own hair by rubbing her face riled.

***

"Blue?" The arka has arrived outside. He found Sekar sitting with Iyam.

"Auntie goes in first, Non," aware that his masters need time to speak four eyes then Iyam went inside.

Arka then sat down where Iyam had previously sat.

"I want to talk" Arka said to Sekar to watch him. But it failed. Sekar still continued to look down without looking at Arka in the slightest.

"Can you see me for a second?" Pinta Arca. But Sekar still kept his head down.

"Can't you not dispute the husband's orders? Now I command you to look into your eyes."

Not this time. Sekar did not heed Arka's request. He's still down.

Then I looked at Arka. He shone a bewilderment in his sad eyes. Arka then smiled, "Yes. I'm still your husband. For today, tomorrow and maybe later."

Sekar realized that indirectly Arka said that he would not divorce Sekar.

Sekar lowered his head, he clenched his hand and then held it firmly. The crying broke again.

Arka panicked when she saw Sekar crying again. He rose from his seat, standing before Sekar crouching.

"Hey? Why cry?" Ask Arka while holding both thighs Sekar. He looked at Sekar Sudu.

There is no answer from Sekar. He still cries.

"I don't like to see you cry, stop."

Slowly, Arka's hand rose and wiped away Sekar's tears. Swiping his cheek using his thumb.

"He said the husband's command should not be broken. I've ordered you to stop crying. Why not stop?" Ask Arka while Sekar is still crying.

Arka couldn't hold it. He pulled Sekar's hand, made him get up and stand up and hold her.

Instead of stopping crying, Sekar cried when Arka hugged him, held him, rubbed his head.

"Don't cry. Already Sekar. Don't cry."

Nah! Arka was not trying to calm Sekar. He was calming himself

Arka is not strong to see Sekar who is crying. He is not strong to face the reality if Sekar is actually his sister!

The 5-year marriage was not a free marriage. For 5 years, Arka got the warmth given by Sekar. For 5 years Arka smiled with silly and innocent behavior Sekar. For 5 years Arka never had trouble and difficulties because of Sekar.

For 5 years Arka loved Sekar, loved him. The proof is that he is always worried if Sekar does not exist and he does not know where. It's just that Arka didn't notice it. He was not aware that Sekar was his little guardian angel. He is too busy at work and is preoccupied by the world that is actually cruel.

Yeah, a cruel world. After Arka realized that he loved Sekar. After Arka realized that he was afraid of losing Sekar. Why should the world separate it? After 5 years Ibu Sekar was not found why did he have to suddenly exist? Will Sekar soon be released from Arka's lap and unwind the marriage because Sekar is his sister?

Instead of making Sekar stop crying, it was Arka who was crying. She bit her lower lip, "Don't cry.Don't cry, don't cry" she said.

And in his heart he said, "Don't cry Arka."

"Arka's Mas?"

"Hmm?"

Slowly Sekar pulled his body out of Arka but he did not stay away. He looked at Arka, he realized Arka was crying. "Mas Arka crying?"

Arka was getting sad to see the innocence of Sekar's face. "Would that word 'Mas' soon turn into the word 'Sister'? Inner Arc.

"Link," replied Arka prestige.

"I'm not going to divorce you."

Just looking down, "Why?" Ask.

"I have no reason to divorce you" replied Arka.

"There," said Sekar.

"Viona," Arka chuckled, "Viona is no reason for me to divorce you," she replied with a smile and wiped away tears.

Sekar began to move away from Arka's body, "There are other reasons," said Sekar while still holding his head down.

"What?" Ask Arka.

"Arnold," now Sekar raised his head and looked at Arka. His face was no longer sad.

"You mean?"

"Arnold is the reason why Mas Arka should divorce you."

"Why?"

"Because I love her."

Destroyed, the world of Ark destroyed. Heart's crushed. The world stopped turning. Meteors fall down the Arch without stopping.

He's riveted. Rounded his eyes and looked at Sekar in disbelief.

She smiled, wiped her tears with her thumb. "Arnold once said to me that don't force love. No matter where or to whom. I used to be unaware of it and didn't care about it. All I think about is Siska's sister asking me to love you. Only now do I realize. There is a tired heart and must rest from forcing one's love and Siska's sister is long gone. I'm tired of trying to make you fall in love with me. I am tired of living in a house with someone who has a husband but never loves. I am tired of loving and wanting to feel loved. And I realized, there are people who always love me. Always waiting for me and always there for me. Not my husband or my father-in-law, but someone else who always messed up named Arnold. The one who first picked me up when I was under the bridge. No, not someone named Arka who is currently standing in front of me. Haha, I just realized that I'm this stupid."

She laughed, her laughter withstanding the pain.

Arka was still silently pecking. The words Sekar spoke were like sharp arrows that broke his heart.

He held Sekar's hand, "Give me a chance to love you" Pinta Arka said.

But Sekar threw Arka's hand, "Isn't 5 years a very long time?"

"Arka, 5 years I have loved you. 5 years I have devoted my life, done my best for you, treated you as a husband, did not argue and violate your orders. You don't remember that I used to eat eggs and indomie? Yes, that is my obedient mark as a wife. But what's your reply? You treated me no more like a maid. You know Arka? Even the maid needs freedom. Then so am I."

The arka really does sculpt. Never once did he think that Sekar would say something like this.

"Sekar, listen. I just realized that in those 5 years I love you."

Smile, "Sama. I also just realized that in those 5 years I was hurt. How stupid of me. For 5 years we've been housekeeping without love why I still think that you can love me. It can't be Sekar! You poor! You fooler! You're blind now you're blind. See Arka. Look how handsome and rich he is. How can a trash like you be the queen in the heart of a man like Arka?! You stupid! you idiot!"

Just smack his head. She cried again after smiling for a moment.

"Not exactly not! I'm really gonna make you happy. I realized, I'm conscious. You're the queen of my house and you're the queen of my heart."

Sekar looked at Arka, "The king needs is a queen not a maid."

"Sometimes even pigeons want to fly freely out even though the nest is luxurious. He still wants to feel the freedom of the outside world. Sometimes the outside world is not as cruel as it seems. And the world inside, in a mansion, a rich husband doesn't guarantee happiness."

"Once again I say. Divorced me. All this time I've never asked you for anything. And is it not natural for a wife to ask for something? Yep. This is my first wish and my last wish, c-e celebrate me."

"Not Very! I want you to be happy."

"My happiness is when you divorce me, Arka." For 5 years, this was the first time Sekar called Arka without the word 'Mas'. He was tired of giving up on the world.