ON THE EDGE OF LONGING

24. I can look back

The tense atmosphere seemed to grip the entire room, Azriel who looked so agitated, her feelings hopefully anxious. He continued to stand with a focused gaze toward the doctor's hand that looked painstakingly opened the bandage that covered both eyes.

On his left side there is Zahra who watched the bandage of Syabila's eyes open. Since the day of surgery, Azriel and Zahra have only spent time in the hospital, all filming in the cancel.

the two continued to look towards Syabila, slowly the bandage began to open, minutes of minutes continued to pass the atmosphere increasingly tense, until finally all the bandages opened, beautiful eyes Syapala still tightly closed.

"Try the eyes open slowly!" Kania's voice was so softly guiding Syabila to slowly open her two eyes.

With a slow movement, finally the cross-eye opened perfectly, his gaze only pointed forward.

"Well, what about the movement of his eyeballs? just slow down!" Kania again guided Syabila.

If you follow all instructions from Kania, to Kania make sure that everything is okay, in other words the operation runs smoothly.

"I don't think there's a problem, everything's normal, but for a while it's best if you're not in a place that reflects too much light." Kania.

"Doctors are sure that if everything is okay, there's nothing to worry about?" Azriel tried to ascertain what she had just heard from Kania.

"Yes, the operation went very smoothly."

"Thank you so much doctor" Azriel said with a happy smile.

Without waiting any longer, Azriel immediately approached Shabail, then gently touched the cheeks of Shayla, their eyes against each other. The Eye of Shaba continued to gaze at every inch of Azriel's face. Now the hand of Shabaila who moved and touched the face of Azriel, starting from the forehead, eyes, cheeks, nose, lips and chin. For some reason suddenly Syapala's face even looks moody, immediately sadness hit him. Although he continued to try to smile but something forced him to grieve.

(OK, I will only yield with Azriel, after Azriel then I am the second person you will see after you can see again.) Suddenly the words flashed through the memory of Shaba, as if he was really listening to Adam speak. Realizing that his memories were floating around in his past, Shayna immediately threw them away, he did not want Azriel to be sad because of his attitude.

"You still want to be quiet with brother?" Azriel started talking.

Zahra and Kania immediately turned to look at the brothers because they heard the question that Azriel asked. He answered by shaking his head.

" So, why are you still quiet?"

"When, if you apologize with the attitude of Shaytah for a few days. If you do not understand why if you can behave like that, again forgive me if."

Without a long wait Azriel immediately hugged the body of Shabaila tightly.

"Abang who is sorry, Brother who made Syapala was in the wrong position. From now on forget everything, forget the past, use your vision to see everything you haven't seen so far, we open a new page, you'll always be with you."

"Thank you." Saying Syabila.

"When you know your sister, right?" Zahra's question made Syabila immediately turn to him.

"Sister Zahra."She cried and immediately spread both hands, as if waiting for Zahra to come to embrace him.

Not wanting to waste time Zahra immediately hugged Syabila tightly.

"It turns out you know your sister, Syapala. I don't think you'll ever know this ugly face" Canda Zahra turned her face, and laughed.

"Sister Zahra...." Syabila cried with a hand that immediately grasped Zahra's face.

"When...." Amar exclaimed with a loud voice and breath.

Amar continued to run towards the bed where Syapala was, Amar was still wearing his sports uniform, sweat soaking his clothes and face. Seeing Amar's arrival, Zahra immediately shifted her position, she woke up and stood beside Azriel.

"Abang Amar!"

"No!" Reject Amar, make Shaylah moment of confusion.

"But if you remember the voice of Brother Amar, you can't be wrong." Be firm with a serious face.

"Who Amar? I'm not Amar!" Amar again denied this time his body was away from Syabila.

"Abang Azriel, brother Zahra, doctor Kania, if it's true, right? this is Amar's brother, right? If it can't be wrong, if you memorize his voice." Shabila.

"Don't know, just ask her." Azriel clearly pointed towards Amar with her chin.

"Don't lie to me." Pinta Syabila with a face that seemed to be pleading with Amar.

"I'm not Amar, I'm your future husband!" Obviously Amar with a big smile. Then came back closer and immediately hugged Syabila.

suddenly Shayla's face turned pale, she was confused and also could not understand what Amar had just said. The eyes of Shabaila continued to gaze at Azriel and Zahra in turn, as if asking for an explanation from them.

"Ma,,, you mean Brother?" Ask Syabila in a stammering tone.

"Udah do not pretend senile deh, which in eye surgery you are not the brain. Don't get amnesia!"

Gently Amar's hand even rubbed Syapila's hair covered with a blue veil.

"I'm Kadafi, the guy you want to make a husband with, and just information I received your proposal!" Added Amar and re-hugged Syabila.

"Abang Kadafi? Aunt Aryani's son?" Tanya Syapala seems unable to accept the Amar story just like that.

"Hm, your future husband!"

"But...." Resist Shapila.

"Abang blesses your relationship!" Azriel made Shabaila stop her speech.

(What should I do? if what I'm hearing right now is true, then what about Adam. If true Amar is the dream man of Shayla all this time, so all this time Adam only loves this girl in silence, he has done absolutely nothing but love Syabila. Adam, how could you have survived all these years?) The heart of Kania.

Kania secretly thought about Adam, thinking about how tortured Adam was with his feelings so far, now Kania understood, that everything Ajie told him the other day was true. Adam even almost went to the mental hospital because when he had an accident, Adam also tried to cut his own hand, because, because his hand made a bloody forehead accidentally during that time Adam's action could be stopped by the papa. Adam also had a chance to deal with the police for covering up the wrongs that Shaylah did, and maybe it was only a small part of the many madness of Adam because of a Shabaila, which was told by Ajie, Kania sure there must be many more stories about Adam that he did not know.

"Doctor, my future wife is fine, right?" Ask Amar who woke Kania from his thoughts about Adam.

"Oh, yes. If it's okay." Kania was clear with a smile on her face.

"I'm glad to hear it, hah finally my worry this could be over too." Amar's words were full of relief.

"Yes, I'm also relieved. Finally my prayers are answered by HIM." Azriel.

"And hopefully things will go well in the future, I'm happy to see you all happy!" Zahra.

"I'm happy too, so excuse me, assalamualaikum!" Kania

"Waalaikumsalam, thank you doctor!" The words of Shabila and Azriel almost coincided.***