ON THE EDGE OF LONGING

12. Symbolic Feeling

slowly Azriel's hand touched the doorknob of Shaba's room, then slowly opened it. From behind the door leaf Azriel tried to peek into the purple room of her beloved sister. after searching with his nimble eyes finally Azriel found the figure of Shebila who had fallen asleep on the alphabet.

very slowly Azriel entered and then closed the door without making a sound, he continued to step closer to the body of Shayla and immediately lifted and put her to bed.

"So you must be tired of waiting for you all day, right? My dear apologies brother" Pinta Azriel in a soft voice, Azriel tried to open the face that is still attached to the head of Syaba, but it actually makes Syapala wake up.

"Abang! why not wake up Syabila?" Ask Syapila while sitting leaning on the head of the bed. When Shayla's hand tries to feel Azriel's whereabouts, it touches Azriel's face right in front of her.

"I'm sorry to wake you up, and I'm also sorry that again and again you waited too long."

"Abang, Abang did not make Shaydah wake up at all, and about last afternoon, Brother was not late at all. There are those who have to apologize for sleeping without seeing Brother first."

"Well you know you're tired, so get some rest!"

"If you miss your brother!" The confession makes Azriel feel guilty. Because Azriel's busyness makes himself unable to always be on the side of Shaba. Azriel slowly pulled the body of Shabaila into his arms, then Azriel's right hand immediately rubbed the head of the Devil who was still wrapped face up.

"Bag also misses. If you can ask?"

"Will you ask me about Brother Amar?"

"Hm,, uh,,,"

"He's Adam's cousin."

"If that one's brother knows."

"Then which one?" Ask Syapala with frowning because he could not understand the words of the brother.

"When do you feel something when you're with Amar?"

"Abang, If you're not in love with Abang Amar at all, we're just friends."

"That's not what you mean. When in fact from the first time I met him, I felt something different. Brother seemed to have known him a long time ago.The attitude and the way he spoke reminded Brother of someone who Brother himself does not know who that person is. Do you feel the same way as you do?"

"No, if you don't feel that way. Is it possible that Abang Amar was his childhood friend Brother? if indeed you are curious ask directly to Abang Amar, or want Shayhat asked?"

"no need. Maybe this is just a vague feeling. But If you don't like being close to him, he's not a good man."

"Why is my brother talking like that? Brother Amar is a good man, if I can feel it."

"When, he's not as good as I know him. His piano keep a distance with him, Brother really does not want you close to him "

"But he's Doctor Adam's cousin."

" So you know, after all, you are forbidden to be close to Amar, not to Adam."

"But it..."

"There's no butcher pack. Besides, isn't that the guy you like Adam's doctor?"

"What the hell is it, don't have to spread gossip. If you don't want to because of the mouth of this bucket, Brother even made the relationship between doctor Adam and his girlfriend messy."

"So Adam's doctor already has a girlfriend, huh?"

"Yes, his name is Kejora doctor. From his voice if you know that the Kejora doctor is a beautiful woman, gentle and also good, well fit Adam's doctor."

"So love claps one hand this is the story." Temptation Azriel again this time Azriel's hand tries to tickle Syabila.

"What a bang, back to the room! If you're sleepy, go to sleep!" Strictly Shaybila and immediately laid his body.

"All right, good night. But do not let Adam dream doctor yes, because if you dream he is afraid his girlfriend can not dream him deh"

Azriel's voice that was teasing Syabila sounded echoing, making Syapala even more upset. Realizing the terrifying expression of Shaytan, Azriel immediately took a step and immediately ran outside the room.

"What looks clear? if you like Doctor Adam. Hm, what if Doctor Adam noticed it? then he was uncomfortable and no longer wanted to be close to Shaba. It seems that Syapala must learn to hide these feelings well, so that doctor Adam will not notice. Well if I can do it well, even better than Abang Azriel has been doing all this time."

She continued to force herself to be able to hide the feelings that currently filled her heart. He does not want to make the person he loves uncomfortable with his feelings. Just like Azriel did today with Zahra.

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"Are you ready, then?" Ask Zahra who looks still busy preparing some files into the bag, then back to check it one by one even this is the 5th time he confirmed the luggage.

"Sister Zahra, do you want to make the papers torn in your hands? how many more times do you want to make sure?" Ask Syapala who started to get dizzy because of observing Zahra's behavior.

This morning, Syapala accompanied Azriel and Zahra, because this morning Azriel will do an interview about a big screen film that he will soon star in. This is Azriel's big project in this month. Because he will be the male lead in a film directed by a famous producer who for the past 2 years always shook the world with his works. In addition, the project this time is an adaptation of a novel bets seller from a well-known author in Indonesia.

"Silver doesn't know if, this time the brother was really nervous, even though the one who wanted the interview was Azriel but even the brother who broke out in cold sweat." Obviously Zahra and this time he ended the action by closing his carry-on bag.

"Let's go!" Take Azriel across the two girls who are in the porch seat of the house.

azriel's hand held Shayla's hand and when the two stepped into the car, Zahra followed her second step.

After traveling for 20 minutes, they finally arrived in front of a towering building, outside the building clearly visible journalists who were preparing with their camera man. the group of reporters seemed so enthusiastic that Azriel did not want to get out of the car. What's more when Azriel sees the journalists swarming Akina Destia the artist who will play his wife in the film they will star in.

"Ish, this is what makes me the most bad mood, why can't the reporters wait until the interview starts, why should I invade from now on try"? Azriel's complaints were upset at the behavior of the reporters.

"Well the name is just a job demands bang, how else. Let's go down!" Take Shaybila while holding Azriel's hand tightly.

"Some of you dha often do things like this, some are worse, right?" Zahra.

"Yes, if you remember that time was pas Abang in gosipin courting the same model blagu right?"

"Don't talk about it again!"

Azriel's hand immediately silenced the mouth of Syapala so as not to continue the story. Zahra could only smile looking at the two.

Zahra rushes out of the car and opens the door for Azriel.At that moment journalists flocked to Azriel, making Zahra overwhelmed, while Syapala also looks uncomfortable with the situation. Understanding the circumstances that were happening, Azriel immediately grabbed Shaykh's shoulder and led him to walk with her into the building.***