ON THE EDGE OF LONGING
17. Confession Shade
"Adam, when are you going to keep this up? aren't you fed up with this situation? stop hurting yourself, I really can't see the situation you are in every day just sitting here pensive. Adam in 5 hours Ajie's gonna have surgery, are you sure you don't want to see him? after this he won't be able to see again, then If, you sure you don't want to see him either?"
It was already day 6, Adam kept silent in his study, without eating, without taking a bath, without getting out of his chair. Every 5 times a day, Kania always comes to persuade her best friend to stop doing silly things that will even be fatal to herself.
This time Kania came to ask Adam to meet his father who will soon perform the operation.
Patiently Kania kept asking Adam to stop pecking in his room. All the ways Kania did to get Adam to stop the stupid action he was doing.
"Adam please! I don't want you to regret it later, either about Ajie or Syapala. What if one of the two or both of them came out of the operating room with results we did not want, Adam there is a 20% chance that all this will fail. Although I hope that 20% will never happen, but we do not know for sure in the future, what if God even wants that 20%, Adam I beg!" Pinta Kania, he continued to look at Adam's frustrated face, this time Kania could no longer hold back her crying, slowly tears began to wet both cheeks of Kania even to drip onto his desk Adam.
"Sister, after the operation is over I'll bring papa to come with me. We'll be living in Malaysia with grandma."
"Adam, you can't gini dong! why are you running away from trouble? why have you come this far?"
"Sister, this is all I can do for the good of everyone."
"But this is not good for you. This is not fair to you and Ajie!"
Kania's hand immediately touched Adam's hands, now he was begging Adam, so as not to do his plan to live with his grandmother who is a Malaysian citizen.
"For what justice is there, if it adds another victim. Let me and my father be criminals in the eyes of Azriel and Shayla, I do not want to grow their hatred for others anymore, I am enough, and yet I have borne all these sins alone, so let us disappear let everything go back to normal like it used to."
"Adam, are you still going to close your story this way? don't you want to tell them the truth."
"No, I can't see any more tears. She's been crying for years, and I don't want her crying back."
"But Adam, they....."
"So big brother, now I'm just begging brother, please do the operation as best as possible, tomorrow I will directly apply for papa's treatment referral at the hospital in Malaysia."
"You're really gonna leave me?"
Kania's eyes grew increasingly fixed staring at Adam's pale face.
"I'm sorry brother!" Adam said with tears that began to fall soaked his face.
Adam quickly wiped his tears, then put on a face with a beautiful smile.
"Sister is still my best friend!"
Adam immediately got up and quickly hugged the body of Kania, he cried so badly.
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"Sister Zahra, where is Brother Azriel?" Ask Syabila.
Now when Syapala was in the nursery, he was still sitting sweetly in the patient bed, while Zahra sat on the sofa, since Syapala there, Zahra was the one who always accompanied him.
"Azriel is still on set baby, hm!" Clearly Zahra then stepped closer to Syabila and rubbed the head of Syabila wrapped in a white veil.
"Hm, then why didn't you accompany Brother filming?"
"Because brother wants to accompany you until it's over!"
"Thank you brother, thank you for always being there for me." Say Shabila and immediately hugged her body tightly Zahra.
"Abang Amar also did not come, in which case he said he would accompany Syapala until the operation is completed."
"Amar will also be coming soon, he was training, because tomorrow there is a game that he must follow."
"Hm, sister, if you're going to the park for a second."
"Yes, come on buddy!"
"Sister, if you really need time to be alone, just for a moment. Hm,, 15 minutes, after that If I promise, I'll go back to this room!"
"But baby..."
"If you please, brother, hm..."
"All right, but don't take it long! And if anything happens, call brother right away, you promise?"
"Yes, brother."
When he got off the bed, his hand immediately grabbed his beloved stick, then stepped out of the room.
"Be careful Shaylah!" Zahra's Message.
"Yes sis!"
When it comes out. After tracing the hallway after the hallway, finally Syabila arrived right in front of Adam's room. IGD will indeed be quiet every lunch hour, so if you can freely meet Adam without having to pass the nurses or other doctors who will definitely question his arrival.
After being completely convinced, the courage he had painstakingly tried to gather, finally making his hand without hesitation immediately opened the door in front of him, after entering he immediately closed the door of the room.
"Doctor, if you know that the doctor is here, right?" When I started asking, with my feet moving, there was no answer at all.
"Doctors really keep this up? why just shut up? You know the doctor here, right?" When he immediately shed his tears, he continued to sob, he really could not lie to his feelings, his sadness could no longer be hidden, which at first only ordinary cries finally exploded, he could not hide, his body immediately collapsed onto the floor.
"Is that worthless to the doctor? what does it mean to the doctor? why is it only someone who has this feeling? If, if it's wrong, if you expect too much!"
A moment of silence, but still no answer at all, Shaylah got back up, and tried to step looking for Adam. After circling to all sides of the room, the figure he was looking for never visited also he met.
"Based on the blind girl unconscious! you are just a blind girl, you have absolutely no right to hope that there will be people who will love you, even more so a perfect person, you should be self-conscious, stop dreaming! You stupid girl!!" Cela Syabila to herself.
His hands even continued to hit his face and chest, even occasionally his head was also a meal hit both hands
"When, what are you doing? stop hurting yourself!"
The loud voice made Syabila stop the action.***
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