
...Love is a special feeling. Take you to real madness....
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As time goes by, feelings grow longer, develop and get out of control. Making feelings more restless and distance is a sure barrier.
Nic walked over here, he felt worry in his heart. On the one hand his feelings for Khanza grew bigger, and on the other hand there was Cherry who was a lover who had been recognized by his family. In fact, they have advised Nic to formalize their relationship through engagement.
Clamps... Khanza entered with a cloth meter in his hand. Without orders he directly measures Nic's back with the meter, continuing to his hands and waist.
"Za, how's your relationship with Darius?" nic asked in the same position.
"I told you we were just friends with Nic." Khanza said while finishing his work.
"Is there another guy you like?" Khanza was instantly speechless, even with his work halted for a moment.
"Nothing." Khanza switched to writing Nic's dress size on a piece of paper.
Nic fell silent again, actually what he expected, "i go first Nic." Khanza turned about to leave, but something hard touched his back and a hand coiled around his neck. The instant Khanza's body stopped reacting, his body stiffened like a statue.
"Khanza, have you ever had feelings for me?" lirih Nic in Khanza's ear, making Khanza's eyes bully instantly.
Khanza replied, Let's answer, say yes. The voice in his head told him to be honest, but somehow the voice was unable to come out of his lips, his throat was stuck as if something was stuck there.
A split second of silence ensued, as Khanza was about to open his mouth and Nic said, "Happy birthday my best friend, are you surprised?!" Nic laughed as he took off his embrace.
Khanza turned around while squinting, "don't look at me like that, I'm sorry." Nic wiped the wet end of his eyes.
Nic walks around the table and pulls out a chocolate tart that is the size of a dinner plate, then he lights a candle on it, then he sings.
Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday, happy!
"May you always be happy Khanza, keep smiling, may sorrow never come to you. I pray that you may be granted a long life, and abundant treasures and that what you desire be achieved without exception."
Khanza still did not respond, Nic's treatment of him almost made him say everything at that time. She thinks what Nic says comes from her heart, but it's not, it's just a surprise birthday plan for her.
'It turns out that it's all just an illusion.'
"Let's come blow out the candles, don't forget to pray for your hope to be achieved." Nic said that Khanza immediately returned from his long daydream.
"Ah, okay." Khanza walked over, before blowing out the candle not forgetting he clenched his hands and said a prayer in his heart.
'Lord, what I want is in his words, please grant his prayers.'
"Thank you Miss Cherry" Khanza smiled stiffly.
"Darling, I've brought you the gift you asked me to buy Miss Khanza. Miss Khanza, this is from me and Nic." Cherry offered a cream-colored paper bag that she carried.
"Thank you Miss Cherry, Nic. You guys shouldn't bother, I'm sorry." Khanza was about to pass, but the voice of Cherry stopped his steps for a moment.
"Miss Khanza, the cake?"
"Emh, just for you, if you don't want you can give it to the employees. Excuse me, I still have a job." Khanza walks as fast as he can, not wanting his tears to fall in front of others, what else is Nic and Cherry.
Khanza went into the woman's toilet and locked her from the inside, she smothered her mouth and cried without a sound. He continued to cry, even though his voice was dimmed by his palm but still he himself could still hear it even though it sounded slow.
Sickness, pain, and a feeling of disappointment converged in Khanza's heart at this time, he felt his defenses collapse instantly, remembering the incident.
'Nic you really have the heart, why are you pranking me this way? Sick, my heart is broken so badly.' Isak Khanza lirih in heart.
Added when Cherry came and brought gifts for him at Nic's request, making his heart more broken. No matter how strong he built a defensive fort, but when his feelings were attacked the fort collapsed instantly.
When Khanza was feeling his broken heart, suddenly for the first time the child in his stomach moved, he felt the pain his mother was experiencing.
Dugs... Her son again made a move, making Khanza instantly stroke her stomach giving her baby a sense of comfort. Slowly on her face forming a smile, Khanza wiped away the remaining tears on her face.
"Darling, you were horrified by the cry of Mama, so the movements? Mamah don't papa ko you don't have to worry," Khanza muttered on his stomach that looked a little bulging. Counting already the fifth month she is pregnant at this time, and her child is very healthy and strong said Doctor.
'My stomach is getting bigger and bigger, I have to think of a way that my stomach does not look bigger.' murmured Khanza still caressing his stomach so that the child in his stomach calm back.
After being able to control himself Khanza returned to his room, but his face still looks swollen, he tried to cover it with makeup so as not to be too obvious if he finished crying.
Khanza was called back to Nic's room, today there is a meeting schedule that requires him to attend the event to accompany Nic as well as become his spokesman.
Khanza knocked on the door twice, to signal that he was going inside. Since Cherry was often present there Khanza no longer just entered so afraid to disturb the two of them.
Khanza also entered, he circulated his gaze in any direction looking for the figure of Cherry in the room, but in the room there was only Nic who was sitting while reading the documents for the meeting later. Khanza stepped closer to Nic's desk, making the man look up at Khanza's face.
"Why are your eyes red?" it turns out that Nic's eyes are quite observant to see the awkwardness in Khanza's eyes. Khanza immediately turned his eyes in the other direction.
"No papa, my eyes were in the dust." Khanza.
Oh, Nic said as he nodded. They went to the meeting room, because the meeting was about to begin.