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Fortunately, Yaza's body was found by visitors who were also both on vacation at the place. Yaza was rescued. Only, his head that hit hard enough to cause bleeding in Yaza's brain. This left Yaza in surgery and after that Yaza was in a coma.

Along with Yaza who has a coma, Renren who fainted that day his condition worsened every day. Again their holidays ended in disaster. It had already been a week with Yaza's condition still the same. When Yaza lingered to close his eyes, there was Renren who was fighting for his life.

That day there was Ghai sitting in front of Yaza who was sleeping. Ghai looked uncomfortable, his gaze fixed on Yaza's fingers.

"Za,gue apologise."

After a few seconds, Ghai held the palm of Yaza's hand connected by an infusion hose. For some reason, Yaza who saw the scene could feel Ghai's touch. Ghai then cried.

"Za, if time could be repeated let me take your place now. I can't afford to see Za lo as Renren in this kind of condition."

Yaza was silent there, noticing Ghai's movements whose back was trembling from the sobs of his cries. Ghai raised his head.

"I've known all along that I'm a coward Za. I hate Renren because I don't want to admit that I'm wrong. If I hadn't been naive at the time, maybe none of this would have happened. The guy you all hate is me, not Renren. I know the culprit is not Renren but, every time the memories come I still remember exactly Renren's face that day. I'm mean and you know it but, again why don't you hate me Za? I deserve more hate than Renren. I beg you to wake up. Give me a chance to apologize. I don't want any of my best friends to leave because of me."

Yaza's body gagged, he walked closer to Ghai who was still crying while holding Yaza's hand. A few seconds later, Yaza hugged Ghai.

***

Yaza was taken to another moment, there was Ghai who was standing staring at little Arsa. The place is around the hospital area, where Ghai looks very tired.

"So what does Arsa want now? Why does Arsa keep taking my best friend away?!" asked Ghai in a hostile tone.

"Ghai, Arsa thinks Ghai will be happy that Arsa is parasitic" replied Arsa.

"Parasites?! You are crazy what is Arsa?! That's my best friend! Did you know until now?!" ask Ghai who has lost his patience.

"But they're trying to misahin us Ghai! They're evil with Arsa. They want Arsa missing from Ghai's side, they want Ghai not near Arsa. Papah says the one who can only bring bad luck should be killed. Keep on wrong Arsa what?" ask Arsa.

"You're still asking me wrong where are you?! If you say they're parasites to our relationship, then you're a parasite to my relationship with them!"

Arsa was surprised, Yaza could see it. Arsa's eyes turned soft, on the other hand Ghai rubbed his face violently.

"Do you know? I love them. You're evil if you try to cut off the person I love Arsa!" shout Ghai.

"But Arsa also loves Ghai."

Ghai did not hear it but, Yaza could hear Arsa's words well. Ghai stepped closer reducing the distance between himself and Arsa.

"You will never know what a friend means because you are always alone from the beginning" Ghai said.

Arsa lowered her head when she heard Ghai's words. On the other hand Ghai's tears fell slowly, he threw away his face. Soon he brusquely removed it, then looked back at Arsa.

"I wish you were lost from this world."

A pair of Arsa's dark brown walnuts were rounded, her eyes heated up. He clenched his hands tightly, his tears flowing down through his cheeks. There was a hint of pity from Yaza for the figure of the shabbily dressed little boy in front of Ghai. Just when Ghai wanted to step away, Arsa reopened her voice.

"Ghai must choose, between Yaza and Renren who wants Ghai to survive?" ask Arsa.

Ghai stopped his steps, he turned his body and looked at Arsa who was now smiling obliquely. His eyes stared at Ghai sharply.

"What do you mean now?!" ask Ghai.

"Ghai knew that the only survivors between the two of them were one" replied Arsa.

"I'll save them both" replied Ghai.

"How'd it go? One of his spirits lost his way and the other struggled with his illness. Ghai, what power does it have to do both?" ask Arsa.

Ghai is in a checkmate situation right now. Yaza who heard Arsa's words then saw Ghai who was tightly clenching his hand.

"If I could because, I know where Yaza is. Ghai won't know because Yaza is traveling far away now."

Ghai sighed, he seemed to be turning his head in search of an answer to the problem. He looked at Arsa at this moment.

"So what do I have to do to save them both?"

"Nobody can do Ghai. Ghai could only choose one of them. Who better to be saved? Ghai time a little. Ghai must choose before the two go from Ghai's side. Want the spirit lost or whose future will continue to be sickly," said Arsa.

Ghai rubbed his face rough. His eyes stared hard at Arsa.

"Tonight. Before the sun rises, Ghai must give me the answer. Because tomorrow, maybe Yaza's soul has gone too far and Renren will go."

Arsa disappeared right after saying it. Ghai's body rumbled after, Ghai looked frustrated.

***

Again Yaza was taken to another moment, this time in Renren's room. There were only Ghai and Renren.

"Ghen? What's up here?" ask Renren.

"Hi," said Ghai.

"Renren is embarrassed because Renren is ugly" Renren said as he tried to sit on his bed.

"Sleep is okay" Ghai said.

Renren then smiled, he moved his hand telling Ghai to sit beside his hospital bed. Ghai said he then sat in an available chair.

"Loh Ghai is sick? Why are we so tired?" ask Renren.

"What are your conditions?" reply Ghai, divert the conversation.

"Don't know but, Renren asked for his prayers?" ask Renren.

"It must always be designed" replied Ghai.

"How's yaza? Still in bed?" ask Renren.

"I'm sorry, Renren" said Ghai, who again switched the conversation.

Renren was silent, he stared at Ghai long enough to finally give Renren's sweet smile to Ghai. Renren's hand was raised to stroke Ghai's head.

"Ghai, Renren doesn't know what's been going on lately but, whatever it is, Ghai can definitely get through it all. Ghai don't get tired and give up, Ghai has to be strong! Whatever it is, Renren knows Ghai will definitely find an answer to that problem."

Ghai lowered his head and cried. Renren stroked Ghai's head gently.

"Ren, have you ever hated us?" ask Ghai.

Renren smiled hearing that. He then looked at Ghai inside.

"Ghai, to Renren, Yaza, Ghai, Nea, Arka, Fai, Balqis, and Derren all meant a lot to Renren. If anyone has to hate Renren, it's Renren himself."

"Ghai want to know something? The biggest secret that Renren had kept all this time?"

Ghai raised his head, he looked at Renren. Renren's hand no longer stroked Ghai's head.

"Renren tired. During this time Renren life is always limited, if maybe this is the time Renren must go Renren will leave with a smile. Renren always thought that in the future would Renren live like this? Thinking it was scary for Ghai, Renren was a coward if Ghai wanted to know. Only you can make Renren forget that for a moment. If there is a possibility that Renren must exchange Renren's life for you, Renren will as long as Renren can already fuss again with you, and Ghai must know how grateful Renren is to you who want to invite Renren to play again together. Renren is half dead! It feels like there is nothing else that Renren wants in this world until it feels like crying every night if it does not come true. The same Yaza and the others Renren had already succeeded in apologizing to each other, staying with Ghai."

Ghai. Hearing Renren's words, made Ghai and Yaza's chest feel tight.

"Renren knows you don't deserve this but, sorry Renren ya Ghai. Renren wants to take away the sins before he leaves."

Ghai nodded as he continued to cry. Renren smiled he then spread his hand.

"You got a hug?" ask Renren.

Ghai then advanced to hug Renren's thin body. A sense of warmth and comfort flowed through Ghai's body to Renren.

"From the time Ghai was a person who was always good to be hugged!" renren.

"sorry. Once again sorry," Ghai said as he sobbed.

"Thank you Ghai, for everything."

Yaza's there crying. Looking up to the two made Yaza feel guilty for harboring a bit of resentment for Ghai and Renren.

***

Yaza was pulled back to another moment, this time Yaza was taken to the roof of the hospital. There Ghai is facing Arsa.

"So how? Do you know the answer?" ask Arsa.

Ghai was silent for quite a while, at which time the clock showed at 3am. Yaza could see Ghai's tired face.

"Don't be afraid. Don't forget the sun's coming up soon."

"I'm tired" said Ghai suddenly who managed to make Arsa silent.

"What if you take me away and tell Yaza that Renren is healthy again?" ask Ghai.

Arsa clenched her hands tightly, she stared at Ghai with an indecipherable look. Yaza looked at Ghai's strange-looking movements, Ghai took a step back slowly.

"Ghi!" shouting Arsa.

Ghai smiled obliquely. On the other hand, Yaza was still speechless in his position seeing where this would lead.

"You want me, right? Don't bother, I'll keep the same as you. Isn't that what you want?" ask Ghai.

Ghai went up to the wall on the roof of the hospital. Arsa looks scared and panicked.

"Ghai down! This is not what Arsa wants!" arsa.

Yaza had put up a swing if for example Ghai suddenly chose to jump. On the other side appeared the ghost of Renren beside Yaza all of a sudden.

"Where? A little present from me fun, isn't it Za?" ask Renren.

"What do you mean, take me to see all this?" ask Yaza.

"So you can choose who deserves to be hated more" Renren replied.

Ghai smiled looking at the slanted Arsa. On the other hand Arsa is still persuading Ghai to come down.

"Wouldn't it be a happy ending if for example I fell from here? I don't have to choose who survives between the two of them. I can give this heart to Renren, Yaza can wake up from his coma, and I belong to you completely. Isn't that the perfect ending?" ask Ghai.

"No! No way, Ghai can't be me!" arsa.

"Why? Isn't that what you want?" ask Ghai.

"Renren, take Ghai down from there!" Yaza.

"where can. We're just spectators here, can't touch and interact with them" Renren replied.

Yaza looked at Renren in disbelief. Who Yaza had seen back then was not the Renren he knew.

"Then I'll see Arsa again!"

Ghai dropped his body, Arsa jumped towards Ghai and grabbed him by the collar. However, Arsa's small body makes Arsa even fall with Ghai. Yaza leapt there, trying to reach Ghai.

"GOMAN!!!"

Amazingly, Yaza's hand managed to hold Ghai's hand. Arsa goes up then helps Yaza pull Ghai. The people who were under hysterics saw the incident, many of them who immediately prepared a pile of hospital mattresses in case Ghai was unable to support his body again there.

"Ghen! Don't be crazy!" arsa Umpat.

"Hold my hand!" yaza shouted.

"Yaza?!!" arsa.

Arsa looked at Yaza, he was surprised to get the figure of Yaza beside him. Ghai who saw Yaza there smiled, he then said.

"Gue choose to congratulate you on Za."

Right after saying that, Yaza returned untouched. Ghai's body falls and Arsa is dragged down as he tries to hold Ghai. Lucky Ghai fell right on the pile of hospital beds. Arsa quickly looked up.

"You are your choice so you have to live" said Arsa.

***

In three different places with a fairly close distance, there were 3 people who were fighting for their consciousness. Ghai in the ER room with treatment for severe injuries to his head, Renren who had a heart attack with his pacemaker, and Yaza who slowly began to see movement.

Yaza wakes up in the room and is immediately greeted by his 2 parents, Ghai was rescued with a stitch wound on the head and a cast on his left hand. Only Renren could not get through the morning safely. That night Renren died, leaving behind his friends and family.

Along with that incident, Yaza was continuously taken to 3 places in turn with a fast time. It feels like going crazy, seeing the critical condition of his best friend in turn is scary. Yaza stopped at Renren's room.

"On April 12, 2016 at 04:00 AM local time, Izola Renata Anais was pronounced dead."

Yaza's body was on the floor. He cried, at the same time Renren's ghost appeared.

"Where? Did you find someone who deserves to be hated?"