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Leapfrogging

"Ghai, Yaza, Derren, same Arka! It was called mama" Renren's voice was heard calling.

"Whose mom?" ask little Arka.

"Mama Arka" replied little Renren.

"That's Renren?" ask Arka to Ghai.

"Yes. It's Renren" Ghai replied.

"Remember ya! From now on protect Renren!" little Yaza.

"Ready" replied little Derren.

"Ghai, you should be able to get him away. Ngortify?" asked the little Yaza who was replied with a nod from the little Ghai.

Soon the 4 boys ran into the house. There's a little Ghai and Renren out there.

"Ghen? Not coming in? Later Arka nyariin loh!" little Renren asked.

"Renren first, Ghai still wants to be here for a while" replied Little Ghai.

"Yes Renren was also here before Ghai" said little Renren who began to take a sitting position.

"Don't. Ghai has business with other Ghai temen" Ghai said.

"Who? Ghai has temen besides us?" little Renren asked.

"There is!" little Ghai replied with a dumb laugh.

Both Nea, Arka, Ghai, and Fai could see the little Ghai looking in a direction. Seemed to hide his fear with a sweet smile.

"It turns out that old habits can't be lost, right? Can't fault you who were so old" Nea said as she looked at Ghai.

"What's? What is that?" ask Ghai.

"No, it's not important" Nea replied.

Shortly after, they were again drawn to another memory. Ghai and Arka have been seen to be able to cope with the pain that comes along with his new memories. Unlike Nea and Fai who still feel pain, although actually the level of pain they feel also reduced.

Now Ghai, Arka, Nea, and Fai are brought to another memory. That day they were 8 in a swimming spot. It looks lonely and there are only 8 of them complete with their parents.

"The rendition!" shouted an aged woman.

Ghai, Arka, Nea, and Fai knew the face of the old woman. None other than Renren's mother. The woman looked very panicked when she saw her son almost drowned.

"Ghen! What are you doing Renren?!" yelled mama Renren.

"Not aunty Ghai. Yaza can guarantee it's not Ghai" replied little Yaza.

"Yes, Nea also saw. It's not Ghai" said little Nea.

On the other hand, little Ghai was standing looking at Renren's body while shaking. Mama Ghai came over.

"What's wrong?" ask mama Ghai.

"Renren almost drowned because of your child!" mama Renren said.

Mama Ghai looked at little Ghai almost in disbelief. He then approached the little Ghai and squatted down right in front of Ghai.

"Ghai, is it really you who pushed Renren into the deep area?" asked mama Ghai gently.

"Gak ma, Ghai will not sell it to Renren" said the little Ghai who now began to cry.

"lik! Ghai lied, this wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for Ghai!" little Derren said.

"No! Ghai didn't lie" said little Nea. Mama Nea also came to the area and began holding a small Nea in her right hand.

Arka stared at Ghai in disbelief, as did Fai. Only Nea was still struggling trying to solve the mystery there.

"What is all this about?! You're trying to kill Renren Gha?" ask Arka.

"Lo who caused all this?" ask Fai.

Ghai who felt stifled could not answer, he just fell silent. He himself is still unsure of his answer. Not until his memory is back.

"Lo see Yaza's eye movements, right?" ask Nea.

"What do you mean?" ask Fai.

"From now on, we are always led to a memory where everything ends as if they were all loved by someone. Maybe it wasn't Ghai" Nea said.

"We move to the Netherlands next week. Please don't look for us anymore" Renren's mom said.

Mama Arka came closer while holding Arka in her hand. He approached mama Ghai.

"What's wrong? Why is Lisa suddenly like that? As long as I bribe Arka to eat there's a problem?" ask mama Arka.

"Say Ghai encouraged Renren, I don't know what happened" replied Ghai's mother.

"No ma! It's not Ghai who pushed!" nea said while looking at her mother.

"Dear, my mom knows too. It can't be Ghai" said Nea's mother.

"Yaza here! Tell me why mom?" said his mother Yaza.

Little Yaza answered his mother's call and ran over. Little Derren was also the same, he ran after Yaza.

"Ghai has a dangerous new theme" said Yaza Little.

"Who?" ask Yaza's mother.

Suddenly they were taken to another memory. Ghai was actually afraid, he had already jumped too much into his memory this time, then if remembered the last time he jumped into many memories, he ended up almost out of breath.

"The derren!!! Ghai pull his hand harder!" yaza shouted little.

"Yes, I pulled it the hardest! Renren, help us!" little Ghai said.

Fai falls when he sees Ghai and Yaza trying to save little Derren from being swept away. Nea immediately ran to try to grab Derren's hand, but nil, his efforts did not pay off. On the other hand, little Renren just stared while smiling.

"Ghai, take Derren's hand off. Derren tried to misahin us repeatedly, now let me miss Derren of us" said little Renren.

"What does this mean?!!!" shout Nea.

Ghai's head was buzzing, spontaneously he immediately held his head in pain. On the other hand Arka and Nea are still trying to hold Derren's hand trying to save him, although the result is still the same, it does not affect anything.

"The trend! Realize, this is Derren. Derren's our friend!" little Ghai said.

"PLEASE! HELP!!" yaza shouted small as he could.

"Ghi it's me, not Renren. Ghai is starting to forget about me?" little Renren asked.

"ARSA!!!!"

***

The cry of little Yaza resuscitated his 4th from the state of fainting. Ghai, Arka, Fai, and Nea were both laid in the living room. When I woke up, everyone was sweating. Ghai who was only seen by Derren, Balqis, and Yaza was similarly flooded with sweat.

Arka, Fai, and Nea who woke up only felt dizzy and immediately improved when given water by Balqis. In contrast to Ghai who started rolling around on the floor holding back his screams from being heard. The panicked-looking Derren immediately clutched his hand, giving a gesture to look ordinary. The understanding Derren immediately looked at Yaza giving the same gesture of not looking panicked. Moreover, Yaza could indeed be seen by others, of course his attitude would definitely cause worry to others, in contrast to Derren who could choose not to be seen.

Ghai asks Balqis to take Nea, Arka, and Fai away. Yaza was still there willing to accompany Ghai who looked tormented every second. Derren did not know what to do, he just continued to guide Ghai's breathing back to smooth. If the body returns to normal within 3 minutes, it now takes about 13 minutes for the body to improve.

Not wanting to linger to let Ghai's body fall asleep on the carpet-only floor, Derren carried him to the upper room and laid him on the bed. Ghai's body, Yaza was covered so as not to get cold.

"It's weird, Ghai ghost but, why did he get a fever?" ask Derren to Yaza.

The eyes of the two were fixed on the sleeping Ghai. His legs seemed to move a lot due to his uncomfortable feeling.

"The only answer we can get, means Ghai is not a ghost entirely. Shouldn't you know this from the beginning?" ask Yaza.

"I know Ghai is too weak to be said to be a ghost and too weak to be said to be alive but, what does he mean we can actually save Ghai to be able to come back to life is true?" ask Derren.

"Maybe it really is?" answer Yaza.

"But why?" ask Derren.

"Because he loved Ghai the most, right?" ask Yaza.

"Isn't that the reason it makes more sense that he finally took Ghai away?" derren replied that he had silenced both of them that morning.

***

"Ghai where? He's okay, right?" ask Nea.

"Yaza same Derren same Ghai again chat outside. You have rest here" said Balqis.

"Derrenes. We'll see Derren" Fai said.

"Keep the story until you're better off" Balqis said.

"Qis, I'd like to ask. Who's Arsa?"