Notes Without Title

A Fruit Consultation of Choice

Through the twists I had passed, it became the answer to what I chose

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9/12/2018

21.08

"Thanks Za" said Nea.

"Your wellcome Nea" said Yaza.

"You want to go in first?" ask Nea.

"Wow, you bargain me in my fitting again want to quickly go home," said Yaza.

"So, the conclusion won't be?" ask Nea.

"Don't do it yet" said Yaza.

"Yes, that's it. I came in, yes" said Nea.

Nea then began to open the fence of her house and enter the area of her house. However, Nea's steps came to a halt as a result of Yaza's call.

"Nee! Ask me one thing" Yaza said.

"Ask what?" ask Nea.

"Have you fallen too deep?" ask Yaza.

"Huh?" Nea failed to understand Yaza's question which was not clear what he meant. Yaza then smiled when he saw Nea's reaction.

"Emang. Lupain," Yaza said with a ruckus.

"Huh? You mean what the hell? Not really connected to know Za," said Nea.

"Yes made to connect. You were crying, is that because of that?" ask Yaza again.

"Oh! So you think I'm crying because of a fall? No, I cry not because of it," replied Nea. Yaza who heard Nea's words immediately chuckled softly.

"Yes, it will not connect if it is kept in. Oh one more thing," said Yaza.

"What's? Scribbles! It's cold outside" Nea replied.

"Can we go back to kayak first?"

"You mean?" ask Nea, don't understand.

"Friendship is like it used to be," replied Yaza. Nea chuckled at hearing that.

"From a long time ago until now you are still my best friend Za, my dear lo nyebelinya every millisecond in my life," replied Nea. Yaza smiled hearing that.

"Okay, that's enough for me. Then I go home! Uh." Yaza then propelled his bike.

"Of right, Yaza, why?!" nea monologue.

13/12/2018

09.18

"Yow, met morning ciwi-ciwi!" said Arka who then embraced his two best friends.

"Ouch! Heavy tau, leila!" nea protests.

"Hehe." Arka then took off her embrace and began to take a sitting position next to Nea.

"Tumben misfortune, fortunately I have tibsenin," said Nea.

"Yes, I was malem unable to sleep," said Arka.

"Well, why can't you sleep?" ask Fai.

"With the new anime marathon!" arka.

"Beuu, wrong lo itself mah," said Fai.

"Create Fai references. That's useful, you know! You have to watch Fai! Rame is severe, the plot is good," said Arka who issued a defense.

"Yay, yes" said Fai.

Nea fell silent then began to play her ballpoint pen with her right hand. Arka and Fai who saw it started clucking.

"Ck, start," said Fai.

"Gue males yes if about your twin boy," said Arka who referred to Ghai. Nea glanced at Yaza for a moment with her deadly gaze.

Like something that is done repeatedly and ends up being a characteristic. Arka and Fai were able to quickly figure out Nea was upset, due to Nea's habit of being involved in a problem, and when that happened, Nea's right-hand fingers would start to get busy playing with the ballpoint pen. Not stopping there, Nea's eyes would also look empty, looking like someone who was thinking hard.

"Gue's got more thoughts," Nea replied. Arka sighed heavily, right her guess. This must be because of his collaborationist friend again.

"Gue said what too. Fiks lo acquaintance with the Yaza who is a musical child, replace colleagues! Don't stone head lo," said Arka.

"Gue again made a choice that might change the course of my life forever" Nea said.

"Is that tea?" ask Fai.

Nea fell silent, hesitating to tell Ghai's secret to her two best friends. He then fell silent for a moment before finally speaking again.

"Maybe not? If you both fall in love with someone you've only known for a few days?" ask Nea.

"Huh? Don't joke you! That fellow kampret lo collaboration?!" guess Arka, Nea nodded slowly with pursed lips.

"It's no surprise to me. I just don't think you're going to like it as seriously as him" Fai said.

"Lo's not wrong, is he?" ask Arka.

"Yes, Arkana Ephraim Rafardhan. I'm not kidding anymore" Nea replied.

"If I am not naughty as long as Nea, okay, just fine" said Fai.

"Gue is okay! Can't! You can't be like that kind of person" protested Arka.

"God! Please underline, I'm not asking for blessing," said Nea.

"Lo pura-pura lupa apa gimana? Gue itu ayah-ayahan lo selama di luar. Artinya kalau lo mau deket sama cowok harus dapet restu dari gue," ujar Arka.

"What the hell Ka, not clear lo! He's not as bad as you think. I have something to ask you again" Nea said.

"What?" ask Fai.

"What would you choose when that person tells you a secret that you might not be able to accept so soon?" ask Nea.

"Huh? What do you mean? No need to belibet Nea, you know my IQ is not as high as lo Ya," said Arka.

"Don't understand" replied Fai.

"Iiiih, so I mean. What would you choose when a person you love to worry about the secrets of his life that you might not be able to bear in your life? Are you two going to go, you know maybe help someone you like?" ask Nea.

"What was the problem first?" ask Arka.

"Yes, what was Nea's problem?" ask Fai.

"It's a problem that you may not be able to handle" Nea said.

"Hmm, maybe if I'm going to go" replied Fai.

Arka looks to ponder for a moment. Arka began to understand, maybe the reason behind the difficulty of Nea getting the trust of the man they were talking about had something to do with the problem that Nea was raising. Arka so rethinking about his views on that person all this time.

"Hmm, my answer is no" replied Arka. Nea widened her eyes, Arka's response was different from her guess. Not that I'm on your side, you're just lucky, Arka thought.

"That doesn't mean I give you my blessing! Only if you ask, what I will choose, yes I will choose to help people I like. Why go, what if you're the only one who can help him? What if you were the only one he could trust? Isn't it that by going, you're going to destroy the person you like twice?" ask Arka. Fai was silent when he heard Arka's explanation.

"Now I ask, what if I want to help, but hindered by my father's blessing?" ask Nea. Instead of answering, Arka scratched her nape.

"Because Arka said, I concluded too quickly. Again I ask, does this have anything to do with the boy majoring in music?" ask Fai.

"Before I tell you, first of all, the boy has a name. Call him Ghai okay? For the second, the answer is yes" Nea replied.

"Trouble that can not be handled will roughly destroy you no? Why not you?" ask Arka.

"So. It's not a problem like that" Nea replied.

"As long as it won't do you, okay he got my blessing. Just inget, if maybe you already feel unable, you can turn around and call us. Especially if the macem-macem is the same. One thing you have to inget, you still have both of us. So, if there's anything to say," said Arka.

A warm taste seeped through the recesses of Nea's heart. Nea is grateful to be reunited and allowed to bond with Arka and Fai, because both of them care deeply about Nea. Perhaps only they were alone who were able to dispel Nea's heart worries so quickly.

"Aaaahhh, you're funny. Here's a hug first!" said Nea who then began to embrace her two best friends.

"Remember Nea, if you already feel you can't handle the problem you can choose to go," said Fai.

"Yes-yes."

Nea then gave a sweet smile to her two best friends. Now Nea's heart is more determined to choose to visit Ghai again today.

"Sorry yes I haven't been able to tell you about him" Nea said.

"No problem, maybe Ghai has also been able to tell you not to tell anyone about his problems to others. Besides you keep the disgrace of people, why should we be angry," said Arka.

"Yes, but if Nea doesn't feel strong and wants a story, we're ready to hear it, and I'm sure you know us well. We are not a leaky bucket" Fai said.

"Aahh, love you more and more. Come on hug one more time!" nea.

Nea is dissolved in the warmth of the morning with her two best friends; both of Nea's best venturing places for approximately 20 years of her life on earth. Arka and Fai both smiled as well as remembering Nea who loved both of them very much.

"So today will also meet with Ghai?" ask Arka.

"Iya," jawab Nea.

"Well, we want to play today. We haven't played in a long time, have we?" ask Fai.

"Yes, when was the last time?" ask Arka.

"I'm sorry guys, there's something I have to straighten out for my problems with him" Nea said.

"Yes, it's okay. Since tomorrow we class is a bit free, tomorrow we have to play!" fai said.

"Yes" answered Nea.

"OK!" fai said with a smile.

　

　

13/12/2018

12.00

"Eh Nea!" greet Yaza.

"Eh Za! What else is there? Lo building, it's right there," Nea said.

"Take to the cafeteria" Yaza replied.

"Well, 'there is a cafeteria that is more deket the same building lo," said Nea.

"The desire is the same as the music arts department building, the end of which there is more delicious food" said Yaza.

"Oh, the pants are always rame," said Nea.

"Hehehe. Where are you going?" ask Yaza.

Nea was silent for a moment. He had just thought of going to the music arts department building, but it was impossible, given the rules given to Ghai regarding 4 o'clock and the rain falling made Nea stop her intentions. Moreover, he does not know if Yaza can find out about Ghai's whereabouts.

"I don't know, there are no more classes, anyway" Nea said.

'You did play first with Fai and Arka.' Nea.

"Oh, would you like me to eat out?" ask Yaza.

"No more classes?" ask Nea.

"There, but it's still a little long. At 1 o'clock," replied Yaza.

"No ah, I want to go home," Nea refused.

"Don't ask for my treat. This time I'm the one who's buying, will you?" ask Yaza.

Nea kemudian menatap Yaza. Pikirnya kasian juga Yaza yang sudah mengajak Nea, tapi ditolak. Toh hanya makan siang, mungkin Yaza tidak memiliki teman makan siang. Lagipula sebenarnya dia benar-benar berhutang pada Yaza kali ini.

"Ya udah hayu, lagian rezeki gak boleh ditolak, 'kan?" tanya Nea.

"Hahaha, dasar. Nanti gantian dong, gue mulu yang traktir lo," ujar Yaza.

"Gak kebalik tuh? Jadi, ini tuh gak ikhlas? Ya udah gak jadi aja sekalian," ujar Nea dengan nada bercanda.

"Eh, gak gitu maksudnya. Ya udah lo tunggu sini, gue ambil motor dulu." Yaza kemudian pergi untuk mengambil motornya.

Nea memandang sekitar, keadaan area gedung yang terhitung cukup sepi membuat Nea merasa sedikit tidak nyaman. Akhirnya Nea memutuskan untuk menunggu di depan gedung jurusan seni musik, lagian Ghai tidak akan muncul di jam-jam seperti ini pikir Nea.

Nea harus akui, berkat Ghai dan Derren, Nea kini merasa bangga ketika dirinya menyadari bahwa rasa takutnya sedikit memudar. Ketika banyak mahasiswa juga mahasiswi yang lebih memilih jalan memutar dan tidak melewati gedung jurusan seni musik, Nea malah berdiri di depannya tanpa ada rasa takut. Padahal keadaan saat itu area gedung sangat sepi.

Ketika Nea tengah menatap jam tangannya, tiba-tiba saja terdengar sebuah sapaan dengan suara anak kecil yang khas. Nea segera menoleh ketika mendengar suara itu, walau masih ada sedikit perasaan takut yang menyelimuti, Nea merasa lebih berani daripada sebelumnya.

"Nea! Kamu balik lagi?!!" tanya Derren.

"Derren? Kok lo ada di sini? Eh, awas jangan kena sinarnya. Berdiri di belakang bayangan gue aja," ujar Nea, Derren tersenyum kala mendengar ucapan Nea.

"Aku tau kamu bakal bali lagi. Aku benar-benar bersyukur, makasih Nea!" ujar Derren.

Nea tersenyum kikuk menanggapi ucapan Derren. Nea tak habis pikir, bagaimana sekiranya jika Derren tau bahwa Nea sempat berpikir untuk pergi dan tidak kembali.

"Ghai di mana?" tanya Nea.

"Ghai lagi tidur," jawab Derren.

"Tapi dia ada?" tanya Nea.

"Percuma, kamu gak akan bisa lihat dia saat ini. Oh, kamu lagi ngapain di sini?" tanya Derren.

"Nungguin teman. Sebentar gak usah pake aku-kamu, gue tau lo ngomong gue-lo. Kedengaran canggung kalau pake aku-kamu," ujar Nea.

"Sebenernya ingin-ingin aja sih, cuma aku ngerasa agak aneh kalau ngomong gue-lo pake wujud anak kecil kayak gini," ujar Derren.

"Lo bisa ngerubah fisik lo jadi versi lo dewasa?" tanya Nea sedikit tidak percaya.

"Bukannya aku udah pernah bilang ya?" tanya Derren.

"Gak tau, gue lupa."

"Bisa. Jadi, lo gak keberatan kalau gue ngomong pake gue-lo kayak sekarang?" tanya Derren.

"Iya, soalnya kerasa kayak gak deket aja gitu kalau pake aku-kamu," ujar Nea.

"Tapi Ghai pake aku-kamu ngomongnya," ujar Derren.

"Kalau Ghai pengecualian," jawab Nea yang mampu membungkam mulut Derren dan mengganti pertanyaan di dalam dirinya dengan senyuman jahil.

"Apaan sih?" tanya Nea sembari terkekeh pelan.

"Gak kenapa-napa," jawab Derren.

Suara motor terdengar mendekat, Nea segera menoleh mencari si sumber suara. Dilihatnya Yaza yang mulai mendekat. Nea kemudian berpamitan kepada Derren sebelum benar-benar pergi.

"Itu temen gue, gue pergi ya!" ujar Nea.

"Oh, oke. Have fun," ujar Derren.

"Nanti gue ke sini kok. Jangan kasih tau Ghai dulu," ujar Nea.

"Oke," jawab Derren dengan senyuman.

Yaza sampai di depan gedung dengan senyuman menghias wajahnya. Nea kemudian melangkah maju agar terlihat oleh Yaza.

"Ya ampun, lo pindah tempat nunggu. Gue kira lo kemana, bilang kali kalau mau pindah tempat nunggu," ujar Yaza.

"Ya sorry, gue abisnya males kalau berdiri di sana sendirian. Mending di sini," ujar Nea.

"Tumben lo berani. Emang lo gak tau rumor gedung ini ya?" tanya Yaza.

"Tau. Udah, gak usah dibahas. Gue naik ya!" ujar Nea.

"Oke. Jangan heboh kayak kemarin." Yaza memperingatkan.

"Kagak! Ya ampun," ujar Nea.

"Tadi lo bicara sama siapa?" tanya Yaza.

"Siapa?" tanya Nea.

"Lo tadi kayak ngobrol sendiri," ujar Yaza sembari menatap ke arah kaca yang langsung mengarah ke dalam gedung jurusan seni musik. Mata Yaza membelalak kala menatap ke arah itu.

"Gak kok. Khayalan lo doang. Ayo maju," ujar Nea.

Yaza terdiam, masih menatap kosong ke dalam gedung jurusan seni musik. Nea yang merasa heran kemudian menatap arah pandang Yaza yang tertuju ke arah Derren, ketika Nea menatap Derren ternyata Derren sendiri tengah menatap Yaza dengan pandangan yang tak dapat Nea artikan.

"Za, lo lagi liat apa?" tanya Nea.

"Hah? Oh iya, maaf. Ayo kita pergi," ujar Yaza yang kemudian melajukan motornya.

Selama perjalanan Nea sibuk bermonolog, mempertanyakan arti tatapan yang Yaza pancarkan kala dirinya sibuk memperhatikan sosok Derren. Entahlah, mungkin saja fokus Yaza tidak terpaku pada Derren. Mungkin itu hanya terkaan semata yang Nea keluarkan perihal Yaza yang mampu melihat Derren. Namun, untuk memastikannya Nea bertanya pada Yaza.

"Za, lo bisa liat yang aneh-aneh gak?" tanya Nea untuk menghapus rasa penasaran di dalam hatinya.

"Liat yang aneh-aneh kayak gimana?" tanya Yaza yang masih fokus menyetir.

"Ck! Lo indigo? Kayak punya indra keenam gitu?" tanya Nea to the point.

"Hahahaha, ya gak lah. Lo pikir gua paranormal apa?" jawab Yaza dengan spontan.

"Emang indra keenam identik sama paranormal? Kan bukan berarti mereka yang indigo pasti jadi paranormal," ujar Nea.

"Hah? Gak kedengeran. Mau makan di mana?" tanya Yaza.

"Beuh, ni anak lagi ditanya indra keenam malah nanya makan di mana, dasar. Terserah, yang penting enak," jawab Nea.

　

　

　

　

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