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Deceiving Heart

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"So soon, so you two told me to believe the same story?" nea asked with a half-believing expression as to what she had just heard.

This is unnatural, isn't it, it's crazy. Nea still couldn't believe hearing Ghai and Derren's story. Because how can Nea communicate with invisible creatures like them. Then, what about his heart; what about Nea's heart that had fallen for the man who had not clearly lived and died.

"It is not necessary to believe, but it is a fact" Ghai said.

Nea was silent, dizzy suddenly approaching Nea. Derren stared fixedly at Nea, trying to convince himself as well as Nea. On the other hand Ghai was busy thinking of ways to catch Nea's body if it fell down later. Nea who started to stagger immediately shook her head.

"It's hard to believe Nea, but we're ghosts." Derren's sentence bears the fruit of Nea's trembling gaze.

"Why Ghai's story I still can't understand. Lo says Ghai is too weak to say dead, but also really weak to say alive. So, what exactly is this Ghai?" ask Nea.

"Now you notice why your questions about my life have always been sensitive. Not that I'm Bipolar and Hephephobia Nea" Ghai said.

Amidst the filling tension, suddenly Nea's phone rang. Nea who was previously feeling tense was immediately shocked by the sound of her phone as well as the vibration felt from her pants pocket. Nea then began to reach into her pants pocket to retrieve her phone.

"Attent."

The screen of the mobile phone is now displaying a line of words about the name of a human with a special nickname, Dwarf Man, aka Rasendriya Zaidan Mahadirka. Nea's hand shook while holding her phone.

"Why not get lifted? Who knows it's important" Ghai said.

Nea did not answer him, silence being Nea's only choice. While swallowing his saliva to eliminate the nervousness and fear from within him, Nea was troubled in her mind. Whether he should stay here and try to dig deeper into Ghai, or if he should leave that place to quell his fear.

"Well, turn off the connection" said Derren when the phone call from Nea's phone stopped.

"If there is any business to go, I have no intention of shackling you here" Ghai said suddenly.

I was overwhelmed with pity when the frequency of Ghai's voice felt as if it was sending a sound in it. I don't know what secrets Ghai has, but according to Nea, Ghai's voice is always able to flip through the feelings in his heart, it feels warm and soothing.

"Don't give me that look. I don't need someone's pity, besides the look in the eye is not pleasing to the eye. Call the person who called you again, who knows it's an emergency" Ghai said.

Nea doesn't talk much. I don't know now what the feeling is that's squeezing his chest. Previously scared, then pity, and now annoyed. That is, who is not upset to hear Ghai's words.

Derren no longer spoke, his voice replaced by the silent gaze he gave Ghai for free. Derren threw away his face as Nea began to look at him.

"What's wrong, just go Nea. I just want you to know, I'm still waiting for you here tomorrow" said Derren, who was stopped by a heavy sigh that sounded like it was filling the room.

"We're okay, please calm yourself. We know you must be surprised" Derren continued with a smile this time.

Nea then turned on her phone screen, opened a chat room with a human who had just called her earlier. The human figure that somehow feels very saving this time.

Dwarf Man: Nea, have a minute? There's a precarious situation.

Nea's dark brown iris stared briefly at the two figures who were now focusing on Nea with a gaze that had its own meaning yet to be able for Nea to translate the meaning behind it. Nea then twisted her body, stepping away hastily. There is a little disappointment from Nea who felt when hearing the story of Ghai, as well as about the sadness that came out of nowhere.

Surprisingly Nea felt as if she was able to enter a bit of dark space belonging to Ghai, although it could be said, it was still a long way from Nea to be able to dive deeper into it. Nea herself does not know about when she was again given the opportunity to get to know more, who Ghai is. Nea still did not understand how deep the space created within the mysterious young man with that sweet smile was. The only thing Nea was able to make sure, the space felt lonely was frightening, even for a Nea.

As he walked away from the building, Nea thought about what next step she needed to take. Should he go away and close his story with Ghai who is just about to start; should he go back there tomorrow and help Ghai solve the mystery of him? Honestly, Nea felt lost. Strange, I can say yes. If judged objectively, Nea and Ghai had just gotten acquainted yesterday. However, Nea can admit that she never once felt that comfortable with anyone other than her friends and family, at least as long as she lived 20 years.

Nea stopped in front of the bus stop, sitting there. For some reason, gray became the meeting between Nea's lifeless views that day. Pity, that was the main reason Nea was trying to instill in him. In fact, Nea did not want to admit the fact that Ghai was no longer a human being. Before long, Nea pulled out her phone, tried to call Yaza back, remembering what Ghai and Derren had said to him earlier.

"Crazy? What does the world end? You seriously call me deluan?! What's the matter Nea??" ask Yaza via Nea's phone.

"Lo seriously is me? I should have asked what was going on. What precarious situation?" ask Nea.

"Oh, i-that? Earlier, my stomach continued to sound," said Yaza.

"No work, huh? I guess what the hell is going on" Nea said in a voice that sounded like she was crying.

"E-eh, joke that. I want to ask you about animation, can you help me?" ask Yaza.

"Help what?" ask Nea.

"Awhile, you cry again?" ask Yaza.

"What's the same thing?" ask Nea.

"So, cynics are the same to me. Lo crying again? Oh, or you're being shady again?" ask Yaza.

"Za. I don't want to joke anymore" Nea said.

"Where is it now?" ask Yaza.

"It's none of your business. Just answer me, I help you by phone," replied Nea.

"God. Answer me why? Where are you cengos?" ask Yaza.

"Ck! In front of the campus stop."

"Yes, don't go anywhere, wait there for a moment" said Yaza, who suddenly disconnected his phone with Nea.

Nea then quietly stared at the screen of her phone. A few seconds later his eyes closed. It feels as though he will become his daily friend starting today. Long silent in that position, somehow the shadow of Ghai was present there.

Come to think of it, Ghai's back did always feel heavy. It was as if he was carrying tons of weight behind his back. The first time Nea saw Ghai as well so, the aura around her always emitted sadness.

Nea wiped her tears, looking up at the sky that was still faithful lowering her blind spots on the footing of the humans on earth. Nea fell silent then sighed heavily.

"Why am I crying? I'm the same Ghai, 'wouldn't be tied to that special relationship that should make me cry like that earlier. Where's the sad part, Nea? Not to help, but to escape. Did he become a ghost because he was a good person? Or maybe Ghai who once turned out to be eating it is now a ghost. Aye?! Fiks, this is all because Ghai used to be naughty. That makes the most sense, so don't cry Nea!" monologue Nea while patting both cheeks hard in an attempt to resuscitate himself.

Suddenly as Nea begins to stand up, Yaza appears with Asuna, the ninja motorcycle that Yaza has always been proud of. Yaza opened the glass of his helmet then greeted Nea.

"Well, really cry this brat. How about what else Nea?" ask Yaza.

"It doesn't matter ah, it doesn't need to be discussed" Nea said.

"Wanna go home?" yaza asked, Nea shook her head in response.

"Where are you going now?" ask Yaza.

"I don't know, I'm confused too" Nea said.

Suddenly Yaza got off his bike, carrying a pink helmet that Nea remembered well, Nea had pledged her ownership. Yes, it was the helmet that Yaza specifically bought for Nea in the gray-white period. Nea did not think that Yaza still kept it.

Yaza further shortened his distance to Nea. With the helmet carefully placed on Nea's head, after being properly attached, Yaza then hit Nea's helmet with his fists slowly.

"Aw!" ringis Nea's.

"Let's go up, I take this one boy around Bandung," said Yaza.

"Well, what? There is no work," said Nea.

"Lo said he didn't want to go home, did he?" Yaza then returned to his bike. Nea was speechless looking at Yaza confused.

"Diamond is there? Let's go up." Yaza gave a smile. Nea had almost forgotten that this human before her would be the human with the sweetest smile first, if only the presence of Ghai did not bother her.

"Oh, you're pretty-beautiful if you ride a splashy motorbike huh?!" yaza Sarkas.

"Come on. We travel around Bandung," said Nea.

9/12/2018

19.20

Nea and Yaza have stopped their motorcycles at Braga. Yaza parked his motorbike on the side of the road and then began to walk closer to Nea who had been standing in the trotar waiting for Yaza during parking his motorbike.

"Where are you going?" ask Nea.

"Free, today the goal is to remove the burden in each other's hearts" said Yaza.

"Well, so there's no purpose?" ask Nea.

"Why? You've never tried, have you? Play without purpose. Yuk way, do not stay in one place dong," said Yaza.

Nea then invited Yaza down Braga with night views accompanied by dim street lights which according to Nea adds a romantic impression of Braga which elegantly displays the classic side. Nea then smiled looking at the buildings that still keep the Dutch line there.

"Gue never realized that Braga can be this romantic at night" said Nea.

"Well, eat it play dong lo. Work at home mulu anyway," said Yaza.

"Have a son!" nea.

"There are still many good places in Bandung. If you want to play aimlessly again like this, call me. Quite the same way your kayak boy can be lost tired of the final task," said Yaza.

"Wuidi, you can too," said Nea.

Yaza stared fixedly at Nea, quietly putting a smile behind the hidden sense of the recesses of his heart. Nea, who was still busy staring at the full Braga road at night, kept walking trying to unwind the mind about what to do tomorrow. The answer to the choice of moving away or back.

"Za," Nea said suddenly, Yaza who was staring at Nea was shocked. For a moment looks confused when he used to return he tried to present a natural impression as usual.

"Hmm? What's up?" ask Yaza.

"If you meet someone new and feel something special about that person, what does that mean?" ask Nea.

"Special in what sense was it?" asked Yaza who then walked while looking at the night sky.

"I don't know, but obviously you feel comfortable when the same person," said Nea.

"Hm.. Doesn't that mean there's a liking? When you meet the same people who can make you comfortable, it means you've put the same heart as that person," said Yaza.

"Likes? Any timing? Not likely," Nea said.

"Eat me nanya, special in what sense. Lo give me a question with a ambiguous sentence like that yes, how can I answer correctly," protested Yaza.

"Ck! Lo feel comfortable, hear his voice can make you anget suddenly, no sense of awkward at all if the same person. It's as if you can run away from the burden of your life for a while at the same time," Nea said.

Yaza then stopped his steps for a moment, just turning his head to look at Nea who was beside him at that moment. Nea, who saw Yaza stop, stopped her steps, then looked at Yaza.

"Is that the guy who made you like this?" ask Yaza.

"Huh? Apaan. No, I'm just asking. Who is that guy?" ask Nea.

Yaza sighed then closed his eyes for a moment. He then smiled and rattled Nea's hair while chuckling softly.

"It's still too soon for a kid like you to fall in love, but it's okay as long as the guy's right. Your brothers on this one will try to support. Cie, someone is in love" said Yaza.

"Ih! What the hell? 'I told you I was just asking, '" Nea said.

"Lo asks, but can't hide what your heart says Nea. You're stupid about lying. Boy, kid. Hahaha, I'm surprised, it turns out that little kids like you can fall in love too," said Yaza.

"Sokay you know!" nea.

"Not knowing, because I know all about you. I know you well, sorry-sorry yes," said Yaza who then stepped ahead of Nea, making Nea lagging behind.

"What the hell?! I'm guessing, it's not going to be the end" Nea monologue Nea, Nea then tries to chase Yaza far ahead.

"Wait dong! I missed you, didn't I!" nea.

"Eat it a short walk," said Yaza.

"Yeahya-yaaa!"

"Lo knows, right? Maybe Nea won't come back here again" Derren said suddenly.

"What do you really want to say? Yesterday said Nea would definitely come back. Keep saying now there's a chance Nea will stay away" Ghai protested.

"Cie who is afraid of losing. Yes, yes Nea must have come back here again! Trust me the same."

"It's not strange that he stayed away. I know he's afraid of creatures that don't live." Derren flinched as a result. Soon he smiled.

"You sure?"

"Rarely what?" ask Ghai.

"Well, it's 100% dead%. You can still be alive."

"What the hell is Der? Not maybe times. Udahlah, I am also ordinary," said Ghai.

"Lo is always ugly in a lie. I know you're afraid to disappear, too, right?" asked Derren who then took a swing to leave.

"I know and understand that so much, so stop reminding me of the same things that smell missing. That's sensitive to me ok?" ghai.

"Okay if it's lo, but for this time please answer honestly my question," said Derren. Ghai was silent, waiting for Derren's question.

"Okay, if you did not feel anything after the action Nea who turned away in a hurry kayak earlier. What does that look mean when you see Nea drifting away?" ask Derren.

"Soal itu." Ghai terdiam sesaat.

"Aku sendiri juga gak bisa menjawabnya," ujar Ghai.

　

　

　

　

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