Not the Wrong Destiny

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"God!

What other trials are these? Why did Sheerin have to see the man he loved being with another woman? And, that's Clarissa.

Holy hooch! Holy hooch! Holy hooch!

Why is Sheerin so stupid? He forgot one thing, if Bima and Clarissa were neighbors.

"God! Loe has been expelled, yes same sister Bima? Hahaha, what a pity loe. Surely brother Bima just realized, how do you really do? Loe's behavior is rotten. He must have married Loe. Haha." Clarissa's laughter sounded so crisp, it seemed she was happy to see Sheerin slump like this.

Whahuh? Clarissa considers if the woman standing in front of him is his wife Bima, Nindi so? Though Levin memorized if it was Sheerin, did Clarissa really not know if Sheerin had a twin?

And why did Sheerin just shut up when Clarissa thought of him as Nindi? Levin really doesn't think.

Sheerin was downcast, embarrassed, why should Levin see himself in this state again? What does Levin think of Sheerin? He must be disgusted and also ilfeel against him. Can Sheerin run? Running away from all this reality? Can the wind blow itself away to escape this situation?

"Loe, what else does that do? And, loe was already expelled the same brother Bima, now you want to go back there again? Don't know how embarrassed you are! The gate of the complex is over there, not there!" Clarissa pointed in the direction she was going, opposite Sheerin.

"Not Ris." Answer like a fool. Even Sheerin wanted to slap himself now. Why did he seem to die a flea when faced with these two people? Stupid stupid fool!

"No what? You really don't know yourself, right? I don't know myself don't know shame also still want to go back to the house of Bima's brother."

"Udahlah Cla, we better leave now, later tonight!" Levin ends Clarissa's rant that may have hurt Sheerin a little. Yeah, that's all Levin can do.

"Yes Lev, a waste of energy to help the rich gini." Clarissa.

Finally Levin motor back up, sometimes the man glanced at his rearview to see how Sheerin's next reaction.

Sheerin closed his eyes, as if a dagger was hitting his heart. It hurts! It hurts, it hurts because Clarissa said nothing. But Levin's attitude, Levin's attitude that seemed to never know him, that made the wound in Sheerin's heart like sprinkled salt.

Staring at the backs of Clarissa and Levin who were getting longer and longer moved away with a bitter look.

'God, you've taken everything I have in this world, and I can recapitulate that, but please leave one thing for me, her! I just want him God, after that I promise never to ask anything from you again.'

'And why Clarissa? I couldn't see it with Clarissa, because I definitely wouldn't be able to give it to anyone.'

Sheerin was in tears again. Until finally Levin's motorbike was lost in the gate of the housing complex. Sheerin reluctantly returned to walking, although his head was heavy and slightly dizzy, he remained down the rough pavement that would bring himself to Nindi, the last hope he had.

He was so confident in making Nindi his last port, without thinking that everything would never go according to what he expected.

***

Bima had just returned from the mosque after performing the congregational maghrib prayer, his good looks increased 1000 times if he was wearing a sarong, cocoa clothes and peci like this. It fits perfectly with his facial expression that always displays a flatness. But the shady eyes immediately narrowed when he saw Nindi entering the gate of his house while dragging a suitcase and also carrying a bag.

Oh ****!

It's not Nindi, it's her twin! Bima just realized. Bima quickly followed the woman into the courtyard.

"Wait Sheerin!" Bima rebuked Sheerin who was knocking on the door.

"Become Brother." Sheerin stopped his activities because the owner of the house was now in front of him.

"What are you doing here?" Bima asked while glancing at Sheerin's luggage that was like moving. Suddenly his feeling became unpleasant.

"Emm, I'd like to see Nindi sister, would you?" Sheerin asked, even now his voice sounded hoarse because he was crying too much.

Crews!

Bima had not yet answered, the door was opened from the inside, and it turned out that Nindilah was the culprit. Making the two people in front of him look together.

"Sheerin, you're here, how come you didn't tell me?" Nindi directly pointed at Sheerin with a question.

"Nindii, huhu." Sheerin took off all the luggage from the clutches of his hands, immediately scurrying to hug Nindi while crying. Makes Nindi so anxious about the condition of her twin brother.

"She, you why? What was? Why are you carrying all the suitcases?" Ask Nindi later.

"Huhoo." Instead of answering, Sheerin cried even louder in Nindi's arms.

'astaga, what other drama is this?' sister Bima massaged her temple which felt throbbing with the sudden arrival of Sheerin.

"The same story I She, who makes you cry rich gini. That must be the rancid! Let me beat that guy up, how dare he make me cry rich gini!" Nindi let go of his embrace, then shook Sheerin's shoulder, urging him to talk.

"Not." Denying it wasn't Levin who made it this way. Ahh, maybe Sheerin meant not just Levin who had made him disintegrate like this, but the entire world.

"Ehm, you'd better take him to sit down first!" Seru kak Bima's.

"Yes, really. Go She! Loe sit here!" Nindi guided Sheerin to sit on the terrace chair. Sheerin according. While sister Bima still faithfully stood up, preparing to listen to the story of Sheerin.

"Anya's mom ngusir I'm Nin." That one sentence was like a big threat in Bima's ears.

Don't tell me he wants to stay in this house!

"What's? Why can?" shocked by the expression Nindi showed.

"All of my assets have been rebranded as his name, I don't know why. Including that house Nin, Anya's mom from the past did not like me, and maybe now is the time he has been waiting to get rid of me." Sheerin.

"Everything She?" Ask Nindi to make sure. Sheerin nodded faintly.

"Now I'm confused where to go Nin, can I ride here?" Sheerin asked carefully. Afraid also if Nindi refused him outright.

"Yes about..."

"Emm, baby, try to get Sheerin a drink first, he's gonna be tired." Bima's sister cut Nindi's sentence.

"Ahh, yes. Wait a minute, She, I'll grab a drink for you." Nindi then moved, entering the house. Stay Sheerin and sister Bima, brother Bima staring Sheerin, for her Sheerin is a threat to his household. If Sheerin stays in his house, his wife's attention will be divided. Bima didn't want that to happen. Nindi is just hers.

"Sheerin, you wouldn't ask to stay here would you?" Ask Bima.

"Why brother? Can't you?" Sheerin asked back.

"No, you don't get me wrong, I mean like this..."

***

Nindi returned to the terrace while bringing a cup of warm tea for Sheerin. The tense atmosphere immediately could Nindi feel, what happened?

"She, here's the tea, you drink first!" Nindi thrust the tea that was still billowing smoke on it.

"Thank you Nin!" Sheerin accepted it while showing off a fake smile. Then he started to sip it slowly.

While Bima acted as if nothing had happened before, she was so calm about this situation, she was sure Sheerin would understand all the explanations.

"It's outrageous that stepmother Loe, we can't stay quiet She, tomorrow we have to go see her." Nindi said.

"And you don't have to worry, tonight let you stay here." Further.

Sheerin put down the cup whose contents stayed half that.

"Gue's not gonna be here Nin." Sheerin replied with an almost unsettled voice.

"Lho, why? You said you wanted to nginep?" Nindi asked so confused.

"Gue new inget, I want to nginep in the cement house all while wanting to do Nin's job. Next time I'll be here." Sheerin grabbed Nindi's fingers, then smiled again, a smile that was not at all sweet.

"Loe seriously? I just want to get here. Bima will not mind. Is that right, brother?" Nindi asked her husband for his approval.

"No, I really have to go to my house right now." Kill Sheerin.

"Which "loe cement? That Lea guy?" Ask Nindi to make sure.

Sheerin nodded to make Nindi believe. In fact, the present Lea has changed, and Sheerin himself has made it this way.

"Loe seriously She?"

"Dear, don't be too pushy! Sheerin's grown up, he must know what he thinks is right." Bima was roaring from where he stood.

"Yes too, brother. Yes already She, let brother Bima who inter-loe Lea home yes!"

"No, no Nin, I can do it myself. The kasian brother Bima also needs a rest right."

"Loe seriously She?"

"Yes, relax, don't worry! I'm fine."

***

And, the last hope he had again rejected him. Sheerin looked like a frustrated person, his hands were already very tired to drag the suitcase even further, without direction and purpose.

His head was really heavy right now, it felt as if the sky had just collapsed and fell on him.

The words of the brother of Bima had realized how evil he was, for that, Sheerin chose to no longer make Nindi hassles about himself.

'You know She, I don't like my wife very much even though she forced me to marry her. At the beginning of the marriage, Nindi was so tormented by all the behavior of the father. But, Nindi was able to get through it well. And now, he had reaped the fruits of what he had planted first.

His life is happy now, please do not burden his mind again with all the problems you are facing.

I don't mean to offend you, but let Nindi be happy She, she deserves it after all the sacrifices she's been through. Including a request to replace you marry me.

I'm sure She, you're a strong person, you can definitely get through your troubles well. Evidently you have also escaped our matchmaking first, but please do not involve my wife for this time.'

The words of Bima's brother are subtle but so tear Sheerin's heart. One footing that Sheerin had the day he let loose collapsed.

And the rain finally came down to wet the earth, but not the least was able to extinguish the sparks that raged in Sheerin's heart.

'WELL, WHERE SHOULD SHEERIN GO NOW?"

Sheerin drooped lethargic on the asphalt, letting the rain plunge down on his body which was now completely helpless. Like a meaningless grain of dust, which will vanish when the baby sweeps and the rain destroys.

Now, Sheerin only knew that rain not only fell from the sky, but also from the eyes.

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