Not the Wrong Destiny

Expelled

Night has now changed hearts, the sun again took over his throne ruled the sky.

The opportunity will not come twice, okay now Sheerin is still chasing and hoping for a request from you. But Sheerin is human, one day he will feel bored and maybe in that moment you will realize how much you love Sheerin. And all you'll get is REGRET!

Sheerin is so stupid why can you fall in love with a sissy guy like loe?

The words Bima and Nindi spoke last night had left a deep mark on Levin's heart, as if it had become a hard slap on him.

He could not dispel all the sentences that had been recorded clearly in his memory. The sentences seemed to dance and kept repeating in turn.

Levin can lie to the whole world if he hates the woman, but in fact, he can't lie to his own little heart, if he still has great expectations of Sheerin.

Plus the fulgar scene that he witnessed live last night, made his longing for Sheerin's figure loomed through the atmosphere. Make his chest rumble, can not distinguish between air*** and longing.

Still with his erratic feelings, Levin walks down the campus aisle looking for the whereabouts of the figure, the one who should be responsible for all the strange feelings he had endured all night in his heart.

Almost all over the campus he swept with his eyes, but never found what he was looking for. But his feelings could no longer stand.

Damnit damnit!

Because it was too tense he wanted to urinate. Why should it be now? When it was urgent before the class began, he had not found the woman. Levin can't hold this feeling much longer, he must be going crazy.

After finishing his business in the toilet, Levin came out in haste to continue his search.

However, at the same time, the figure he was looking for was seen entering the toilet next door, the female toilet!

Well, at least Levin doesn't have to waste any more energy searching, he just waits for the woman to come out of the toilet.

Levin waited impatiently, had pressed his hands against the wall, stared at the floor, opened his eyes many times, stared at the ceiling, then turned to glance at the toilet door that never opened. Looks restless and agitated. I don't know what he's really worried about.

And when the time came, Sheerin came out of the toilet, without Levin's cue directly dragging Sheerin by force. Making the ones in the kerlonjak drag immeasurable.

***

Sheerin looked at his face in front of the toilet mirror, there was a tired murat there. Tired of facing reality, tired of living a destiny that always does not side with him. How long does Sheerin have to live like this? His body was alive, but the desire in his soul had died. He spent his days with an empty heart.

Especially now that Sheerin knew that Levin was close to Clarissa, Sheerin felt very sad to know that fact, sheerin said, if he used to be so easy to let go of Alvin to get an apology from Clarissa (which until now he still has not got), then another case with Levin, so it is with Levin, Sheerin can't be heartened let alone breastplate Levin for Clarissa.

Yeah, he's selfish when it comes to Levin, he wants to have Levin alone. Although he himself knew that the path to Levin's heart door was sealed.

All right, whatever is going to happen, good bad life, bitter bitter reality, must Sheerin swallow alone. With confidence, a beautiful rainbow awaits after the rainstorm stops. Again the spell that Sheerin always held firmly in the heart before finally there will be people who again destroy it.

Sheerin came out of the toilet after feeling quite himself mused. However, the overwhelming panic he felt when he was suddenly pulled by someone. He refrained from being dragged away by that person.

The fragrance of the perfume, Sheerin memorized the fragrance of this perfume, the fragrance Sheerin always longed for. Ahh, is this really? Or is it just Sheerin's imagination?

"Grive!" Realizing that the man is the man she always misses, Sheerin loosens up her refusal, letting the man take her wherever he wants.

No words were spoken from the lips of the man that, from beside Sheerin saw the man's face looked gloomy, not read at all he was angry or anything.

They were in the backyard of the campus, a place rarely touched by other students.

BUKK!!

Levin pushed Sheerin until the woman's back touched the wall of the guardrail, just as Bima did that last night to Nindi.

His hand gripped Sheerin's shoulder so she wouldn't let go. Sheerin closed his eyes, unable to see Levin's face from such a close distance.

In fact, without him clutching his shoulder, Sheerin would not run away, he would give anything Levin wanted as a form of apology and love.

Levin stared at the two closed eyelids of the woman, then turned to his tightly closed lips. Can Levin feel it again? Can't you?

Hap!

Levin devours her in the blink of an eye, leaving Sheerin's eyes wide open, distrustful of what Levin did to her.

Again the damn tears should come out of Sheerin's eye. She felt like she was the dumbest woman in the universe, she let this man back to harass her, while there was no certainty between their relationships. But he did not refuse, enjoying the warmth of his lips that he might never get again later. Let Levin's tongue touch every corner of his lips and mouth.

Levin can't control his feelings. It still felt the same, his chest was still pounding, his lips were still warm, there was no doubt, Levin still loved him. He's been scouring Sheerin's mouth.

Suddenly the sweet taste turned salty, making Levin's activities disturbed. Damnit damnit! She cried. It was only fitting that his race turned salty. Forced Levin to release his lips.

There was a sound coming from the woman's mouth.

"Why Lev? Why?" Why in so many ways here.

"Why can't you forgive me?

Why are you avoiding me?

Why are you acting like you don't know me?

And now why are you acting like this? Wh why? Why?" Then after that, Sheerin cried.

"Sorry!" One word that was thrown from his brazen mouth was so ambiguous. And, he apologized for which mistake? Sorry for dumping him or sorry for what he did?

"Is that how much love you make Nindi, Lev? I know you're disappointed Nindi's married. I know how painful it is to lose someone we love. I also know it's not easy to forgive someone who has ruined your love for Nindi, but Lev, despite all of that, I'm really sorry. I'm just a human being who never escapes what's called a mistake."

Whahuh? He thinks I'm mad at the heartache of seeing Nindi get married, don't you think?

Nindi's? Even Levin had forgotten that name was once engraved in his heart.

"My law is Lev, anything. As long as you're willing to forgive me, I know that this way you can't return Nindi to you, but I'm sorry I'm Lev!"

"Not to be pretentious! Listen to me carefully. I don't feel any pain at all over your twin marriage. And you should have understood without me explaining!"

Whahuh? How could Sheerin understand without him explaining? Why would Levin ask him to play guess?

"Then, what makes you avoid me and find it hard to forgive me?"

'I was heartbroken, hurt because it turned out that you were just playing me and there was never the slightest love in your heart for me. My love just claps one hand.' Just answer in your heart.

What's wrong with you talking directly Lev, it will make your way forward, not just in the pendam in the heart and make everything more complicated.

After hearing a story from Clarissa, Levin concludes that Sheerin only loves Alvin, his ex-girlfriend.

Not yet finished the debate between the two, Sheerin had not had time to get an answer and certainty, the bell of the class mark will begin has been heard.

Once again everything was hanging, Sheerin still could not breathe a sigh of relief before apologizing from Levin for his mistake, even his meeting with Levin just now again incised a deep wound in his heart.

***

Luis throws a suitcase containing important letters in it in front of Anya's mother.

"It's all done! After waiting for a dozen years, our mission has finally succeeded." Said Luis with a frightening grin that appeared at the corner of his lips.

"Are you Luis?" Mama Anya began to open the suitcase, she saw one by one the letters in there. Aye! Now all of Lukman's wealth assets have moved in his name.

"Haha, Luis' good work, it wasn't in vain our sacrifice all along." Laughing triumphantly.

"Alright Anya, we continue on to the next plan."

"Of course, I've been itching to get that kid out of this house."

"...and you, do your duty!" Another imbibing.

"Of course Anya, I'm tired of seeing faces challenging the boy. They need to be removed immediately!"

***

That afternoon, after returning from campus, Sheerin walked into his yard after getting off an online taxi. There he passed Bi Iin, there was something strange about bi Iin's luggage, even with his face that looked bent.

"Bi, does auntie want to go home?" Ask Sheerin.

"No non, me and all the ART here just got fired without severance." Reply Bi Iin with a wistful.

"What's? All ART fired? Why?" Ask Sheerin.

"Aibi also does not know non, aunty wants to go home now. Isn't it okay, auntie's staying?" It looked heavy leaving Sheerin and the house.

"Yes but why? What reason?"

Bi Iin did not reply, he just lowered his head, not wanting to tell him what had just happened inside the house.

Sheerin turned to stare at the suitcase and several large bags scattered in the yard, Sheerin knew the items. That's all his!

What the hell does this mean?

"It is good that you come, now take your junk and get out of this house!" The haughty voice welcomed Sheerin's arrival. Sheerin turned his head, and saw that Anya's mother was on her waist on the porch. Soon Sheerin approached her for an explanation.

"What does this mean ma? Why is Sheerin's stuff here?"

"You didn't hear? I said what was that? From now on you cannot stay in this house anymore, because from now on I am the new owner of this house. So, please take your foot out of this house!"

"Why could that be? Mama must be kidding, right?" Sheerin tried to compromise, but his heart was already agitated to death.

"Read this!" Mama Anya floated some copian photo paper right on Sheerin's face, making the girl's eyes reflexively closed. A few sheets of paper had to be let loose, falling to the floor, Sheerin picked up the one that stuck to his body.

He read it carefully, what letter is it? And after understanding the contents of the letter he read, Sheerin immediately protested against his mother.

"This isn't really ma? Dad gave all his company assets to me, but why is it all written on my mom's behalf?"

"That's why you have to get out of here. Because all of your father's wealth has changed hands on me. Haha."

"Sheerin please ma, don't throw Sheerin out, Sheerin doesn't know where to go if you don't live here?" Already rising to the level of begging, he touched the hand of mama Anya, but as fast as lightning mama Anya brushed it off.

"I'm sick of seeing you, and I've been waiting for these moments a long time, driving you out of here!"

Sheerin flinched, why is everything getting so complicated? What is this temptation God? Can't you stop giving me trouble? Why is all this pain approaching him?

"Let's get out of here!" Even Anya's mom had to shove Sheerin's shoulder because Sheerin never left.

"Aww!" Sheerin complained of pain as his body managed to collapse on the floor as a result of being pushed.

"Never step foot in this house again!" Mama Anya turned her back, about to enter the house, as fast as lightning Sheerin grabbed both feet of mama Anya and held her firmly.

"Ma, Sheerin please ma, tell Sheerin to stay here, Sheerin promises Sheerin will be a submissive son, Sheerin will not deny all of your words. As long as you don't throw Sheerin out!" Melted her tears again.

"Get off my legs! I won't change my mind!" Mama Anya stomped her feet so that Sheerin could be released, but in fact Sheerin was getting closer to the feet of his stepmother. Not wanting to be expelled.

"Sheerin please ma! No!"

BUKK!

"Aww!"

With all her calm mama Anya stomped her feet, making Sheerin who was exhausted from crying finally bounced up to a distance of two meters. His elbow was bleeding from being hit by a wall.

"Never touch me, damn it!" Mama Anya patted her leg on Sheerin's deck in disgust, as if Sheerin was a bacterium that could carry the disease virus.

Sheerin wept again, weeping and bemoaning what his fate would be like now. Where's he supposed to go? There was no place for him to stay.

"Bring all this useless stuff!" One big enough bag mama Anya threw into Sheerin's lap, making Sheerin in pain from being hit.

'so bad he is!'

Mama Anya turned around, afraid Sheerin back to act and pleaded not to be expelled. Then get inside the house, lock the door.

Sheerin was aghast, he banged on the door that had just closed with the rest of his strength.

"Ma, Sheerin please open the door! Don't throw Sheerin out, Sheerin's afraid ma!" But the heartless creature did not want to open its ears to just hear the heartbreaking scream of Sheerin.

God, I know I was wrong. But can't you just give me time from one problem to another? Why is everything together? Makes my heart even more broken.

Sheerin is still not budging, hoping mom Anya will be compassionate and let her stay there again.

Until he was tired, his heart was also his soul. Why is he always stricken by nestapa and stricken? Says the wheel of life is spinning? But why is Sheerin the only one who continues to be in this lowest position? Did God forget to turn the wheel of life Sheerin lived?

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