Not the Wrong Destiny

Longs

The days that Sheerin went through without Levin became so tasteless. He was already used to having Levin by his side, then what if he was now dependent on Levin? Isn't that dangerous?

This past week Levin hasn't shown himself at the headquarters of the collapsed gang that has now been transformed into his hood production house. Still fresh in his memory how Levin eagerly reorganized the place, lifting the new sewing machine in his purchase then choosing the right position to put it. At that time there was a fierce debate between himself and Levin to determine which position would be appropriate, and in the end Levin chose to surrender to Sheerin.

Sheerin involuntarily smiled as he recalled the incident and other minor events that brought the distance between the two closer and closer.

But now time feels so cruel torturing him by stretching the distance between them. Sheerin longs for a man who does not belong to him, his heart is also his body.

Let it all happen, Sheerin can only enjoy all the flavors that exist, longing, sad, restless that clashed into one, piercing to the heart.

You will never know how Sheerin always cried in the nights before going to bed because it held a longing in his heart for Levin. Only the portrait of the man could he look at when touching it Sheerin was unable to do.

Video calls alone cannot treat his yearning towered as high as the Himalayas.

Vena and Tari were seen touching each other's shoulders when they saw the strange behavior of fake Nindi. Sheerin's hand was still moving to stick the needle on the bead to attach to the veil, but his eyes stared blankly in the other direction. It seemed like his mind was flying out there, only his body was still in that place.

They were heard whispering about Sheerin.

"If she's, her boyfriend's been missing for a week." Dance whispered right in Vein's ear.

"They haven't been dating yet." Veins correct the word Dance.

"Well, if that's how Nindi is in PHP-in with Levin." Vein Vapor.

"Loe is wrong again, Nindi is even the PHP-in Levin is." Reply Vein.

"Keep if he's the PHP-in Levin, why is he even upset?" Tanya Dari confused herself thinking about what happened.

"Maybe he was sorry, continuing to feel guilty for wasting Levin all this time. Feeling lost because now Levin has changed." Vein speculated for himself. Because Nindi has been so closed to her lately, she doesn't have much to say about her relationship with Levin. Vena concluded that Nindi was embarrassed because she had fought with Levi a lot. And he cursed her.

"Loe really, regrets always come too late." Dance agrees with the speculation of Vein.

***

Today is the last day of Osek. Levin was able to breathe a sigh of relief after a week, this most difficult period ended as well.

The week he spent felt like a year. He was preoccupied with many tasks and activities during the ospek time yesterday. To the extent that he did not yet have the free time to meet the moorings of his heart.

Nindi, ahh Levin missed Nindi so much. Although in one day he can make video call as much as three or four times, in fact it is not powerful enough to treat longing that increasingly gnawing at his heart.

Fortunately on this last ospek day the class broke up early, at 3 pm. Usually after the Maghrib he just set foot at home. Not to mention the tasks that pile up to be collected the next day. Sacrificing the time he should have spent helping Nindi at the headquarters.

All right, enough time to shackle her for that long. Now it's time to meet the girl. Levin believes that Nindi feels the same way as Levin.

Although their status is still gray and either want to be taken to where, but Levin feels there has been a bond created between them, namely love.

He also walked cheerfully through the campus corridor to get to the parking lot. But unexpectedly, suddenly a woman appeared from behind the corridor on the left, making Levin who was walking straight could not avoid colliding with the woman.

Bukk!!

Byars!!

"Well." The woman shrieked softly, not out of pain, because the collision that occurred between them was not too tight. Perhaps the woman felt shocked because the HVS papers containing the task that was originally in her grasp immediately flew in the air before finally landing on the floor.

The woman's mouth opened wide, she quickly covered it with her hands.

Levin also looks shocked, he feels guilty for accidentally bumping into the woman and making his task unravel.

The woman immediately crouched down and then took back her scattered duties.

"Sory sory, I didn't mean it. I'm in a hurry." Levin said it wasn't nice.

"Yes." Yeah." The woman only said briefly, her hands did not stop collecting HVS paper which began to fly again in the wind.

Seeing the woman who was overwhelmed to re-task her duties, Levin took the initiative to help, after all this happened due to half of her mistakes and the other half was the woman's fault.

Levin squatted down the woman's position and began to collect his duties scattered here. After making sure no more paper was left behind, both of them stood up again.

"Once again, sory! Loe's okay, right? Is there a wound?" Levin said pleasantries while handing over the papers he had collected.

The woman stared at Levin for quite a while. Handsome guy, tall anyway. But he felt he had never seen the man before on campus.

"Gue's okay, I also don't see anyone going through earlier." Say that woman. Levin just smiled in response. Such a sweet smile in the eyes of the woman. Moreover, the man looked so worried about her, making the woman become a baper herself.

"Loe is a new student here?" Ask the woman later.

"Ahh, yes, I'm a new student. Just finished ospek. I know, my name is Levin." Levin thrust his hand in front of the woman.

"Oh, Levin, okay. My name is Clarissa." They shake hands with each other.

***

When he had just set foot there, the first time that Levin could clearly hear was the sound of a jahir engine operating. Levin knew that Nindi would still be at the base because they would go home and finish their work at exactly four in the afternoon.

"Assalamula." Levin's greeting may not be heard because of the sound of sewing machines that are mutually unpretentious.

Levin swept through the entire corner of the headquarters with his gaze, looking for the figure he missed so much. And he managed to find her. The woman was sitting in the corner of the room staring blankly at the front, but her hands did not stop playing the needle on the hood.

There was no twinkle of happiness on the woman's face, her lips tightly closed and pursed. It was obvious that he was upset. The corner of Levin's lips was drawn upwards when he thought Nindi was daydreaming.

"Hey, Levin!" Levin turned to the source of the voice, seeing Vein waving her hand at Levin. Levin could hear Vein's exclamation because Vein and Dance were packing the veil into a polybag near the entrance. He immediately approached Vein .

"Where are you going to go now? Loe has made people's children know." Vena said cynically, not liking if Levin hurts his best friend.

"Gue started college, so I'm busy." Answer Levin as he is.

"Oh, so busy loe." Vein reproach.

"Yes, I want to samperin him first." Said Levin, he also moved and began to step up to approach the fake Nindi.

Sheerin was completely oblivious to the presence of someone nearby as it was too lingering in his daydream. Until a pat on his shoulder made the whole daydream.

"Aww." Sheerin's reflexes squealed as the needle he was holding stabbed his right index finger. Not yet had he seen who people had surprised him, he found a speck of fresh blood coming out on the part of his finger that was pierced by a needle. Sheerin pressed him firmly so that his blood could come out easily.

"God! You're bleeding!"

The deg!

That voice, Sheerin was very familiar with that voice, the voice he always missed, the melodious voice that always sang beautiful songs before he fell asleep at night.

With a flash, Levin grabbed Sheerin's index finger, then sucked it hard until Sheerin felt a strange feeling on his finger that began to creep into the rest of his body.

Sheerin looks shocked when he realizes Levin is now right in front of him. It turned out that his delusion had come true, God granted his prayer in a short time to present Levin beside him.

Unconsciously Sheerin's eyes began to glaze over, his vision fading along with the mist that appeared suddenly in his cornea.

Levin looked at Nindi with a frowning forehead, while his lips still did not stop sucking Sheerin's index finger. Like saying 'what's up? Why look at me like that?'

"Grive!" Sheerin exclaimed in a soft voice, he forcibly withdrew his hand that Levin was holding. With a reflex he hugged Levin's body tightly, he was so moved, he missed so much. So let him spill all his desires now.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" Levin asked, he quickly returned Nindi's embrace.

"Why don't you come here first?" Sheerin asked with a hiccup, as if she was crying right now in Levin's arms. His guess is getting stronger when Levin feels his shirt getting wet from tears.

"I'm sorry, I just wanted a surprise for you." Answer Levin. Sheerin was silent, only a small sniff from Sheerin's mouth. She had tried her hardest to shed her tears, but in fact she could not do it, love really weakened her heart.

"Why are you crying? Kangen?" Levin asked, he had only wanted to flirt, but Sheerin took it seriously. Levin could sense that Nindi was nodding in his arms.

It felt like Levin wanted to fly now, that woman was too honest and innocent.

"Yes, don't cry anymore. I'm here now." Levin said.

"...i have something for you." Imbuhnya.

"What?" Ask Sheerin.

Levin gave a large-sized Diary Milk chocolate that he had bought earlier.

"It's my favorite chocolate." Sheerin.

"Yes, I know. Eat now yes! People say eating chocolate can make you feel happy." Reply Levin.

"That's a myth, because what makes me feel happy is just you." Sheerin said shyly.

"God! You're pinter gumbal now. Who is teaching?" Levin said as he poked Sheerin's nose. Sheerin did not answer but instead pursed his lips spoiled.

"Don't cry anymore." Levin shrank the remaining tears Sheerin cheeked with his fingers.

"But you promise to always meet me, don't disappear again." Sheerin.

"Yes, I promise."

Eventually Levin also ate the chocolate that he had brought because Sheerin continued to force him to taste. Ignoring Revi who was learning to sew clamoring was signaling those who were dating.

"Woi, if you want to date find another place! Make me know!"

"Alah, you just shirk Rev, so find a girlfriend also dong!" the tailor replied with a sneering tone.

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