Not the Wrong Destiny

Long dream

Fira's POV

I was aghast, I suddenly woke up from my long sleep when the sleeping flowers came back, even though it was only a dream, but the pain felt so real I felt. Even that lethargy was always inherent in my heart and had ingrained all over my body.

Me, the woman God has given me no idea how many lives. Always managed to escape death even though several times in harmakai. After surviving a car accident to enter the abyss, then God again let me live after being run over by a car belonging to the psychopath.

It's sad, I don't expect to survive, instead I beg God to take my life. Crushed. That's how I feel. Dark, the world feels dark in my eyes.

I don't know how long I was unconscious after I was in the car, I thought I was dead. But in fact, the psychopath guy even returned to sow salt on my wounds that were still not dry.

Why didn't he just kill me then? Why did he take care of me until I healed, and then he came back with a deeper wound than before.

Still attached to the memory, how the first time I opened my eyes and was in this place. And at that moment I realized that if there was something missing in me, my legs were gone.

I cried so much in front of that psychopath. Bends his knees under his feet.

"Why? Why are you doing all this? You better kill me right now!" Shouted me in sobs at that time, asking to be finished.

But what was his response, he only smiled full of mysteriousness that I myself was unable to decipher that demonic smile.

"It seems like I changed my mind, it's not yet time for me to finish you off, I still need you to vent my lust. Haha." The laughter rippled in my ears, my whole body shaking violently the first time he had fucked me.

I shrunk the riverlings that flowed down my cheeks, until when I would be here, crying over my fate that never changed in the least. Could it be that there is a miracle I will return to see the outside world?

I don't know how long I've been imprisoned here, I even forgot how to breathe fresh air. Crazy, yes! Maybe I'm crazy now.

The chain that tied my hands together even now began to rust, maybe soon the man will return to replace it with a new one. She thought I could do with my feet that just stayed next to this so I was treated like a dog. Even a dog is always treated well by his master.

Then I thought of my loved ones, my suamin, my daughters. How are they doing now? Do they miss me as much as I miss them? Does Lukman believe that I died in that accident so that I have no intention of seeking my existence?

Shireen, Sheerin, how big are they now? I miss hugging my two little babies. They must have grown up now. How do they look? Are they in good shape?

How were the days that Sheerin spent with Anya? Is he still alive? Or that heartless woman has also eliminated my daughter? I heard from the psychopath if my husband had married Anya a month after I was pronounced dead.

Broken, my heart broken. Crumpled, my heart broke. Why is it so easy for Lukman to forget me and marry Anya.

But behind it all, I try to be sincere, maybe God has set my destiny line like this. I always pray that Sheerin will always be in God's protection.

Shireen, I'm sure she grew up without the slightest lack of affection in that family. They love Shireen so much, and have considered my daughter a part of their family. He must have lived rightly in their midst.

Let me suffer here, but not with my children.

And finally, in this dark night I just spent crying, wailing and grieving. Not just tonight, the nights that have passed and the nights to come I can only spend with tears.

***

A voice echoed from above the sky, surprising Sheerin. He could hear the voice, but could not see the form of the owner of the voice itself.

Whatisthis?

"She, wakeup. I promise I'll never ignore you again."

"I love you She, please wake up, for my sake."

"Sheerin, wake! I'm kangen. Don't you miss me?"

Why did this happen? Where am I really?

Buy out all the forms of peace that Sheerin had felt all along, changing with the anxiety that plagued his heart. If the voice urges her to return, then Sheerin please take her soul along with the owner of the voice.

***

Three days have passed since Sheerin was transferred from the operating room to this hospital room. However, there was no sign that the woman would wake up from her long sleep. It was as if he was drowning in his own world.

During that time, Nindi had not dared to go home to Luis because she still felt afraid that he was forced to sign the divorce papers. He has absolutely no intention to part with brother Bima, and vice versa.

Nindi looked at Levin who from the first time Sheerin was transferred to this room, never a second absent grasping his twin hand. At most he would go to take care of his affairs for a while, after which he would come back and sit beside Sheerin for hours.

Like this afternoon, in the room was just the rest of him, Levin and Sheerin who were still unconscious. While Kak Bima must enter the office because of job responsibilities that cannot be left alone.

After yesterday the gang collapsed, this morning it was Yuvi's mother and sister's turn to visit Sheerin. They prayed a lot that Sheerin would quickly wake up and be able to regroup in their midst again.

Nindi can only agree on every said do'a.

The man was not tired, staring fixedly at Sheerin's pale face without the slightest trace of boredom. Perhaps it was a form of expression of his guilt. Nindi's heart began to melt with Levin's attitude like that, so the feeling of wrath that he always felt when he saw Levin was lost instantly, now replaced with pity.

The other side of Nindi is like saying that Levin really loves Sheerin.

Okay, let's see how far Levin's going to fight for Sheerin.

"Lunch first! Sheerin let me take care of you." Nindi cried amid the silence that existed.

Levin looked slightly at Nindi. Just realized that besides himself and Sheerin, there was also Nindi there. So indifferent Levin with the surrounding environment, what he thinks now is the condition Sheerin yabg still no development.

"No, if he comes to my senses and starts looking at me?" Answer Levin.

"Huh, what a pity loe! Okay, let me buy you some food. But beware if you don't eat! I'm gonna chopped the same plates into loe's mouth!" Talk full of threats.

Levin looked at Nindi with a frowning forehead, from the sentence Nindi spoke, it was clearly audible if it was a form of attention. It's just that he delivered it in a less precise way.

"Thanks, brother-in-law." Levin said suddenly.

"What did loe say? Huh, sister-in-law. Before you call me use that title, Sheerin must have still wanted nothing loe!"

"This is also me waiting." Levin said. Ahh, why the hell did the rancid turn into such a miserable person like this?

But, if Nindi who is in the position of Levin and Bima's brother who is lying sick, surely he will not be as strong as Levin in dealing with this problem.

THE CRUTCHES!

Suddenly the door to Sheerin's hospital room was opened by someone from outside. That moment made Levin and Nindi look at each other.

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