
"Where is doc?." Yudha asked who saw the doctor had finished examining Erin who was lying down.
"He was just exhausted so physically weak that's all.if the matter of fainting was due to a hard impact that made him lose consciousness."Riyan.
Shiren who was sitting beside Erin gently rubbed the top of Erin's head.
Erin smiled warmly seeing the people they loved were here including Revan.
Revan noticed Erin who was lying down directly to him and squatting beside the bed
"Where are the parrots?." Revan asked with a sweet smile
"Gue is good.lo be calm!." Lirih Erin while returning a smile on her lips
"Where do I want to calm down I squirm Miss Cerewet parrot I just fainted." Revan chirps make Erin's heart beat with words like this Erin was happy what else in the shoot had died.
'Van I want deh sick continue.ngeliat lo rich gini I do not ask what just ask you to be beside me with this warm attitude' Inner Erin
"Geek!." Screeched Erin
"lo have to be healthy to help me be the same kiran!" whispered Revan right in Erin's ear
'Just now I'm happy van now have to accept the fact that you want me to recover so it could be the same Kiran how can van lo behave like this to me..I like the same lo van I love the same lo buti it feels just a dream if you also understand the same thing.'Erin was crying inside.
Instantly the sense of happiness is now turned into a sense of sadness and pain.Erin just smiled wryly cover all her sadness.
"Heheh I'm kidding...Yes I already say yesh cepet healh.and back to school!." Revan's saying makes Erin's smile fade.
"Of..Aunt..Kiran and Erin I went home first well Assalamualaikum."
"Getishalight." Answer them simultaneously
Yudha who saw Erin understood Erin's feelings now how then she got up on the bed and sat next to Erin slowly Erin tried to sit on the aid by Shiren and Yudha then she smiled happily seeing the attention of the people he loved but behind the happiness was hidden the deepest sadness and pain.
"How do you feel now, son?." Tanya Yudha stroked Erin's warm cheeks.
"Erin is good just a little dizzy."Clearly Erin while forcing a smile.
"Mr Yudha I'm sorry first and this is the medicine that Erin must take every day.quickly get well Erin!." Pamit Doctor.
"yes, doc, thank you so much."Soft shiren
"If so, then excuse me Assalamualaikum."
"waalaikumsalam."
Erin who saw Kiran just stood smiling warmly towards him "Kiran here is sitting doing something there."Erin said as she pointed at the chair near her bed.
"Yes Erin, thank you, may you heal quickly."Kiran sat down while smiling warmly.
"Amen thank you."
"Thank you Yahh Udah help Erin!" said Erin who saw Ervan sitting on the edge of the bed.
"yes it's the same." she answered briefly.
"if that's Ervan to the room well mah..pah.and quickly healed little sister kaka who is chatty!." Ervan chirped.
"ihhh what the hell." said Erin
Ervan returned to the room next to Erin.
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kiran's phone rang as a call from someone she's been missing all along.
"Owh yes om..tante Kiran answered the phone from Abi first yah." Pamit Kiran's.
"yes, please!." Shiren softly.
kiran went outside the room and Yudha and Shiren stayed with Erin.
"Dear you ate ya." Shiren's voice again Erin shook her appetite slowly, she kept thinking about Revan who always asked for help to get close to Kiran.
"How will you heal if your daughter doesn't want to eat?."Yudha tried to persuade Erin
"Darling what happened??Why is your son so whiny like this??."Shiren stroked Erin's head covered by her hijab until the clear granules escaped wetting her smooth cheeks.
Yudha and Shiren happily embraced his beloved daughter they did look cold outside but warm and full of tenderness when with his family.
"get everything out, baby!."Yudha hugged Erin..
Erin spilled everything out of her grief, grief and pain that she had been yearning all this time to two people who were her angels.sick when it comes to loving alone, when it comes to loving alone,sad when he knew he liked his own friends sick to see them close together .. For 4 years his unrequited love how sick it must be to love in silence harbored all alone.
"Pahh.mahh why love is this painful hikss."he just broke out and Yudha stretched her arms and grabbed Erin's chin
"honey.if you fall in love must also accept heartbreak, heartache because love is not as beautiful as what we imagine." Yudha explained while wiping Erin's tears
"But pah.why love mommy equally papa can be as beautiful as this hikss."Lirih Erin who is still sobbing
Shiren pulled his daughter back into his arms "Because mom is equally loving to each other son..love will be beautiful if we love each other and instead love will be complicated and painful if we love just clapping one hand." Shiren explained again to make Erin's cry broke
"Listen dear Love that can not be forced.love will grow with time.love will be present with togetherness then therefore spirit!!do not because your love slumped like this.so the wise man son!!thinking grown up you know where your soul mate is going." explains Yudha
Erin was a little calm she smiled because it was with Yudha and Shiren that she felt calm she was very lucky to have parents like them who were loving..
"Well now you sleep rest.papa and mama go outside first yeah."Pamit Yudha saw Erin who was feeling better
"Yes good night dear"Yudha and Shiren took turns kissing the Princess' forehead
"night pah mah!" said Erin
After Yudha and Shiren came out Erin looked back at the sky of her room Four years Revan...Four years I've loved it, but you??you even like Kiran, I realize how self-conscious I am...Kiran is so much better than me.gue must realize your love is for him not for me!! Well, Gue has to back off, right??back away dong hahah.' lirih the little girl
Behind that a girl heard Erin's speech earlier even though Erin's voice was small but still heard when one room with her
"Erinnn!."Lirih Kiran approached Erin
Erin was stunned when she sat back down and looked at Kiran who was still wearing her uniform
"Kiran's..Calling his brother?." asked Erin
"how are you doing.gim how are you?."Ask Kiran
"Thank God I'm better."Erin said with a smile..
"Alhamdulillah if that's how I change clothes first yeah!."Kiran went to walk in the closet of Erin's room.
"Yes there stinks of tau!." Canda Erin's.
"Have a son!!." Kiran Cibir.
Kiran went into the toilet and leaned behind the bathroom door "Rinn kok lo have the same self..why all this time you deketin me the same Revan if you also like the same Revan why rinn why??" Lirih Kiran who started to tear down.
Kiran cried to see her sahabt had to sacrifice this much.he also sighed because he did not know the contents of Erin's heart actually.then he wiped his tears and rushed to get ready to meet Erin who must have been waiting for him.
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Erin's phone rang as a video call from Gina, Lisa and Nisa.Erin happily replied
"Assalamualaikumm Erinnn..gimana to adaan lo?."
"it's healthy."
"or still sick."
"gue is worried."
"yes, how is it still breathing?."
A thousand questions they let Erin out just smiling looking at their faces from her phone.
"Waalaikumsalam I am good so you guys just calm down and do not need to ask a lot of questions okay." replied Erin.
"Hahaha yes" Laughed them.
"That's Kiran!!" Erin
"Assalamuakaikum Kirannn!!."
"Waalaikumsalam hayyy para ukhti." replied Kiran who had just sat next to Erin.
"Ehhh rin I want a dong." Lisa's Saying.
"What's??." Erin answered, the others fell silent and noticed both.
"That ice block that hot-tempered guy was kaka lo?." Ask Lisa
"Well, she's my name is Ervan's sister" Erin replied
"Why did you??how can I say that to him?." Ask Nisa
"That's my time on campus nganterin book my cousin Reno's book that missed arriving someone hit me until the book that I brought all jatoh and it's kaka lo...and you know Erin??kaka lo it's just menggeliatin I'm not even help cake what kek simapati kek this mah say 'sorry' doang and go so aja.ya allah flat face bet the asphalt cake.."Lisa's long story got everyone thinking and...
"huhahahah." Their laughter broke so.
"hhhh you guys are laughing you don't like me anymore!!." Grunts Lisa.
"Awas ah sesel spel hates ehhh so love." Chirps Gina.
" Tumben lo bener gin!." Nisa Sahut.
they chatted for a long time then Erin turned off her cellphone and looked at the confused Kiran who had just been silent like never before.
"Lo why Ran?." Erin asked as she pulled the blanket.
"Rin I want to apologize.because I you have to sacrifice.lo have to grieve pain...bury everything alone sorry I could hurt his own friend." Lirih Kiran turned to look at Erin who was beside her
Slowly Erin got up and pulled both of Kiran's hands and looked at Kiran warmly.
"Lo ga salah Ran lo ga wrong.I am present among your love.gue realized Kok Revan likes you and he loves me as a friend..you don't have to apologize.if you are happy insyaallah I am also happy.gue will try to move on for okeyy..and you should also be aware that Revan likes you too, so please open your heart a little for him." It was clearly Erin who managed to make Kiran shed her tears
Erin is still always smiling "Udah don't cry.ceng cry anyway!! Mending sleep is malem okay." Erin said but suddenly Kiran hugged Erat Erin's body.
"Erinn Hicks's...I'm sorry I'm grateful to have a rich friend Lo rin." Cry Kiran.
"Emmm yes the same as well let's go to bed tomorrow you go to school."Invite Erin who was nodded by Kiran.
They threw his body back into the bed...over time Kiran began to fall asleep but not with Erin she was still thinking about how she could let go of the person she loved for four years it was difficult to feel affection, he said,love and love that long without any reply.
'Van I love lo I also like lo and I very much love the same lo .. if you choose Karin I sincerely because this is the best! I hope you guys can be happy so I'm the one who put all this alone as long as you and he are happy.' Erin's inner still crying inside Erin's old blanket cried making her sleep asleep.