Not the Wrong Destiny

Menacingly

WANTEDD! DON'T COME NEAR ME! DANGEROUS, DOG-LIKE FIERCE!

Even written with all capital letters, and in print too! This woman's true intentions. But, Levin doesn't think he's that stupid to embarrass himself, does he? There must be something wrong going on there.

Levin quickly removed the paper behind the woman's back. Suddenly the owner of the back turned his head when he felt something torn behind his body.

The two eyes widened in shock as they stared at each other.

"Grive!" Sheerin squealed in disbelief, while Levin, feeling that the earth was no longer spinning on its axis, even now the earth had lost its geravitation and made its soul soar into the air.

There was a memory of the past togetherness, how the lips of the woman smiled at him, and when the beautiful, wry eyes looked at him, a soft voice greeted and called his name.

Even Levin still remembered very well in detail the water that poured through the woman's cheeks while screeching expressed his longing. Is that feeling still tucked in the recesses of his heart? Did he also feel the same longing as back then?

Holy hooch! Again a black shadow covered Levin's eyes and heart when he thought again if Sheerin had acted like it was just a lie.

While Sheerin was still unmoved in his position, struggling with his own thoughts.

'so, Levin's going to college here? Like what he dreamed. Ahh, why am I so stupid, even at that time I did not ask him which college he accepted.' So busy taking care of online business and thinking about blind love at that time.

Levin chose to waste his face, why did God grant his prayer too soon? Even he had not prepared himself to behave like what he was to the woman. Totally confused. That's how Levin is with all his stability.

There was no conversation between the two, only a few students were heard warning Levin not to be close to Seerin. Sheerin's heart was sad and helpless. He was humiliated in front of the man he loved.

Clarissa felt that there was something strange from the gaze that emanated from Sheerin and Levin's eyes, they threw each other's faces away and looked wrong when their eyes accidentally met.

Makes Clarissa's heart restless.

"Lev, let's pull yuk! He said he'd like a gift for papa loe?" Clarissa approached Levin, who had to deal with the situation before his former best friend returned to disturb what had been hers.

'Ehh, but he will marry the same sister Bima yes!' Rethink. Did not know that who married brother Bima is not Sheerin who was standing in front of him.

"Yes!" Levin replied.

They agreed to leave from there, leaving Sheerin who was still rumbling disappointedly in his chest.

"So safe distance loe equal us-we!"

"Radius 10 kilometers!"

"Much, 10 meters is enough!"

As soon as the student shouted at Sheerin before finally disbanding. Sheerin remained alone, befriending the pain of wounds that never dry. How can it dry? When the wound is almost healed, there is always a new wound scratched on top of the old wound and it keeps on repeating, over and over again.

Sheerin looked at Levin's back which was getting further away from his sight.

'That's you Lev, to the point that you act like we've never known him. It hurts Lev more, you better be mad at me more than you dodge and be indifferent like this. Is that how much love you have with Nindi? So you find it hard to forgive me for deceiving you?'

If only the situation was just the two of them, then Sheerin made sure he would bend his knees and grope just to get an apology from Levin. Why did fate bring them back at the wrong time?

***

The campus parking lot.

Still trying to regain consciousness, Levin did not expect to meet the woman there. Levin is convinced that she is Sheerin, the woman he has been with for the past two months. There was a different vibe when looking at him.

'Is he also studying here?' Ask Levin in my heart. Ahh, why doesn't he use Clarissa to get information? He must know something.

"Emm, Cla, who was that?" Ask Levin.

"Which one?" Pretend to forget, but know exactly who Levin means.

"The woman with the inscription on her back." The answer.

For a moment Clarissa fell silent, thinking of exaggerating Sheerin's infamy in front of Levin and making Clarissa the one who seemed to be hurting the most.

'Haha :D.' Laughs wickedly in the heart.

"Oh him, his name is Sheerin, we used to be in office but now it's been stretched." Clarissa.

"Why did it go down?" Ask Levin curiously.

"She hated me because her boyfriend used to love me. He thinks I broke them up, but I don't know anything. And, last time you knew what kind of incident it was?" Explain with excitement.

"What?"

"Gue's in boxing with him, that's why he's been on scors for a month and it's like he just got in today."

"Why can you get punched?" Ask Levin.

"So gini the story, it turns out he was secretly married. Rumor has it she got pregnant first. He accused me of spreading the news. Though I don't know anything, he hit me until my nose bone broke at that time." Clarissa's story with lies spread everywhere.

"...eating him kids so on bully him now. They were afraid that something similar might happen again in the future."

Levin fell silent, trying to digest every word that came out of Clarissa's mouth.

"When did it happen?" Ask Levin.

"A little over a month ago." Answer Clarissa.

"Seriously broken loe's nose bone?" Levin Clarissa's question is considered a form of attention.

"Yes, even today I still have nosebleeds." Made as dramatic as possible intonation.

That's not Sheerin, it's the culprit, it's the snag! At that time, if not wrong Levin was already with Sheerin, even they were at the top with all the changes in Nindi.

'Pity he has to accept the consequences of mistakes he never made.'

"Did he have a twin?" The real question.

"No, geu knows him from Junior High, he doesn't have a twin." Honest this time.

'Say Clarissa doesn't know.'

Clarissa looked at the silent Levin, may she believe.

"Why Lev? Do you know Sheerin?" Ask Clarissa to make sure.

***

Here Sheerin is now, amid people who are sincere about him. Evidently after knowing the fatal mistakes he made, these people can still accept Sheerin well and make him a part of them.

"It turns out you guys really look alike!" Revi, the gang boss collapsed dumbstruck when he saw the betel nut halved in front of him, even with his other men.

"Hooh, if you wear the exact same clothes, I'm not sure I'll be able to distinguish where Sheerin and where Nindi is." Dari commented, The tumben of his comments made sense.

"Oh yeah Nin, you don't want to change your name to Shireen?" Vea asked. Making Sheerin and Nindi stare at each other with eyebrows made high.

"In the diploma, clearly emblazoned Nindi's name. And I think to appreciate the mother who raised me, I'll still be Nindi." Nindi answered steadily.

"Wis, cool loe Nin!" Roni gave her two thumbs to Nindi.

"Oh yeah, there's important info!" Nindi cheered before announcing.

"Info what's Nin?" The collapsed gang looks enthusiastic, including Sheerin.

"Sir Yuvi will soon be married, how about we who fill the show later. We perform and perform songs that we often sing. How's it? You guys agree?" Obviously Nindi is long. Welcomed with the sumringah of everyone, while Sheerin shook his head with a smile, why the hell is Nindi confident?

"Well, I agree with Nin." Veins.

"Asik, after a long period of practice, we will finally appear in public." Revi looks the most excited.

"But I advise not the boss who is the vocalist. If you don't want all the invited guests to disperse." Without being strained Roni expressed his opinion, who managed to lure Revi's hand to float on his head.

"Ahh, the boss of this habit, always persecutes me at will." Putting on a face so everyone would feel sorry.

"Loe is insolent, always do me! I know you're jealous of me, right?"

"Didih, what should I envy of loe!"

"Each of them, out of work, we have to be active again training guys!" Nindi is back.

And finally, that afternoon after the anticipated meal, there was an event that shook the headquarters of the gang collapsed. Revi's mediocre voice echoed in every corner of the room, eleven twelve with the sound of a broken sewing machine. Wkwk.

Nindi really enjoyed this togetherness, the warm atmosphere that she longed for when she was with her friends. He was grateful that God had given him the opportunity to remain among those who loved him.

Sheerin stared at the disembodied gang who was training from where he was sitting.

Sometimes his lips were drawn upwards displaying a smile. Happy to be Nindi, she was always lucky in every way. After the storm, there is still brother Bima who remains faithful to love him, family who love him and friends who always support him. Unlike the story with Sheerin, he was always in a sad situation and in a circle of adversity.

And now Sheerin understands one thing. Although she and Nindi are standing on the same earth, breathing the same oxygen, even being born from the same womb, they are walking on different destinies.

***

That evening, Nindi was invited to Bima's brother at the headquarters of the gang collapsed and after the adzan magrib they just arrived home.

"So much pity that Sheerin came home alone." Nindi said after landing her body in a room sofa.

Bima did not say, he was busy taking off his shirt buttons.

"Kak Bima know? Sheerin looks gloomy after returning from college. Oh, or maybe Clarissa's bad at him again. I forgot to ask Sheerin."

"Can you stop talking about your twin?"

"But sister, Sheerin never fought even though he was hurt, and..."

"Stop talking or you'll take the consequences." His tone was flat but full of threats.

Whahuh? Accept consequences? Nindi bergidig was horrified as Bima threatened her with those words. And it managed to make his mouth shut.

'He's so smart to threaten now huh!'

"I took a shower, brother. Very bright." Switching the conversation to survive.

Without hearing the approval of Bima, Nindi went straight to the bathroom.

Really yes his wife, increasingly becoming-so, although now Bima has separated them by bringing Nindi home, but in fact Nindi is still thinking about her twin.

Suddenly his eyes squinted when he saw Nindi's phone lying on the table, immediately remembering his plan this morning.

***

Levin stared at the ceiling of his room, still with his thoughts about his unexpected encounter with Sheerin this morning.

He felt like he was a loser who could not protect the woman, where was the promise he had proclaimed to take care of her? He was so eager to take care of his heart and feelings.

And, what situation was that woman in? Why did his face look so pitiful, even more sad at the moment where he was caught lying and begging forgiveness from him.

Levin couldn't erase the woman's shadow for a moment in her memory. She must have been receiving karma for what she had done. But why was Levin so heartbroken when he found Sheerin sad?

Does he still love Sheerin? Even after being hurt, the feeling remains unchanged?

Damnit damnit! The shadow of the tears of the woman did not want to get out of her mind either.

Suddenly his phone shook, he felt his phone on the nightstand.

'Good night, sorry to interrupt your time. There's one thing I have to say, can you meet me at Light Park tonight?'

Which one sent him the wrong message in that formal language?

'Sorry, I don't know you.'

'We've met before, I guarantee this meeting will be beneficial for you, Levin!'

Levin opened the WhatsApp profile photo of that number, even the sender of the message knew his name. Look at it carefully with a frown. Yeah, well, he does, Levin's seen this guy before, but where?

Instantly his curiosity loomed high. He thought, did he have to meet this person to get an answer?

'Okay, we'll meet you there at 8pm!' Reply with quick movements.

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