Not the Wrong Destiny

Meet again

"Ma, Sheerin please open the door! Don't throw Sheerin out, Sheerin's afraid ma!" But the heartless creature did not want to open its ears to just hear the heartbreaking scream of Sheerin.

God, I know I was wrong. But can't you just give me time from one problem to another? Why is everything together? Makes my heart even more broken.

Sheerin is still not budging, hoping mom Anya will be compassionate and let her stay there again.

Until he was tired, his heart was also his soul. Why is he always stricken by nestapa and stricken? Says the wheel of life is spinning? But why is Sheerin the only one who continues to be in this lowest position? Did God forget to turn the wheel of life Sheerin lived?

So where should he go now?

"Non, auntie said yes! I'm sorry that aunt can't do anything now." Bi Iin approached Sheerin and touched his shoulder, forcing Sheerin to wipe away the tears that had soaked her face.

"Yes bi, it's okay, auntie be careful on the road! Don't forget Sheerin!" Sheerin said, reflexively he hugged bi Iin who had been taking care of him since childhood.

The crying came back from the two. It turns out that Sheerin is not a person who is good at hiding his feelings, his heart is as fragile as a dandelion, a little bit hit by the wind, it is certain that he will be crushed into insignificant fragments.

"Surely non, aunty will never forget non. Where are you going now?" Ask Bi Iin.

"Sheerin doesn't know bi. Sheerin was also confused. Huhuhuhu." Already at the end of despair, Sheerin cried roaring in the arms of bi Iin. What else can he keep in this life? When one by one he had slowly left him, leaving behind a pain that might never be treated.

"Sorry non, aunty can not take non go with aunt, aunt's house in a small village, non also definitely not used to live in the village."

"Well, it's okay, Sheerin can do it alone." Pretending to be tough again, even though he himself was so agitated, how could he continue his life after this?

"Take care of yourself! Auntie's saying goodbye now." Once again, Bi Iin touched Sheerin's head, Sheerin nodded slowly, trying to display a fake smile so that bi Iin was not so heavy as to leave him.

***

Sheerin walked alone on the sidewalk, his eyes looking blankly staring ahead. Time is almost dusk this time, it does not feel he spent a lot of time begging for mercy from mama Anya.

But in fact Anya's mom was too cruel, she wouldn't be that easy to change the way in her mind. Dumping Sheerin like this was probably his goal from a long time ago. Sheerin admitted, Sheerin has indeed lost here, mama Anya is the winner. Hopefully with this stepmother can be happy on the suffering Sheerin felt.

Sheerin sincerely goes through this, as long as it can make Anya's mother no longer have a reason to hurt her. Sheerin hoped this was the last time he felt pain. He thought of starting everything from scratch, living together with people who could accept his presence sincerely.

And now, Sheerin has only one goal, Nindi. Yes, Nindi. Nindi is Sheerin's only hope, Nindi is the only family Sheerin has.

Sheerin dragged the suitcase that had faithfully followed his footsteps. Two bags of size large enough he tenteng in his left hand. There are still a few more bags actually, but deliberately he left in the yard of the house because his small hands are no longer able to support more goods.

At first glance if anyone were to pay close attention to it, Sheerin already looked like a gem. The white dress she was wearing looked dirty from falling when pushed by Anya's mother earlier. Her hair was out of shape, being blown away by the wind all the way. The footwear that he wears also suddenly broke, maybe the footwear will feel tired following the game of Sheerin's life destiny. So now Sheerin is only based on one footwear only.

His face, don't ask! His face now looks very sad. I don't know how many tears he wasted just crying over his fate. But with that heart, fate continues to make fun of him.

***

"Wouldn't you?" Ask Levin.

"Udah dong, yok!"

Levin motorbike sped up, splitting the complex streets that were not so crowded vehicles.

The deg!

Not a kilo meter away his motorbike drove, his heart was already feeling slashed when he saw a figure he knew was walking alone while dragging a suitcase. It looks so sad with his face so puffy.

'What happened, and what is he doing here?' Unaware of Levin's motor speed decreases because his focus is now only on the woman.

"Ehh Lev, stop first, that's Sheerin's wealth." Clarissa also realized that. And finally the Levin motorbike stopped perfectly.

Sheerin turned his head when he realized a motor stopped right next to him.

Holy hooch!

What other trials are these? Why did Sheerin have to see the man he loved being with another woman? And, that's Clarissa.

Holy hooch! Holy hooch! Holy hooch!

Why is Sheerin so stupid? He forgot one thing, if Bima and Clarissa were neighbors.

"God! Loe has been expelled, yes same sister Bima? Hahaha, what a pity loe. Surely brother Bima just realized, how do you really do? Loe's behavior is rotten. He must have married Loe. Haha." Clarissa's laughter sounded so crisp, it seemed she was happy to see Sheerin slump like this.

Whahuh? Clarissa considers if the woman standing in front of him is his wife Bima, Nindi so? Though Levin memorized if it was Sheerin, did Clarissa really not know if Sheerin had a twin?

And why did Sheerin just shut up when Clarissa thought of him as Nindi? Levin really doesn't think.

Sheerin was downcast, embarrassed, why should Levin see himself in this state again? What does Levin think of Sheerin? He must be disgusted and also ilfeel against him. Can Sheerin run? Running away from all this reality? Can the wind blow itself away to escape this situation?

"Loe, what else does that do? And, loe was already expelled the same brother Bima, now you want to go back there again? Don't know how embarrassed you are! The gate of the complex is over there, not there!" Clarissa pointed in the direction she was going, opposite Sheerin.

"Not Ris." Answer like a fool. Even Sheerin wanted to slap himself now. Why did he seem to die a flea when faced with these two people? Stupid stupid fool!

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