Not as Beautiful as Angan

Bu Sekar's regret

"So Cempaka came home by the ocean." Bunga told her mother who was in her backyard at the time.

"Where is he? Hopefully the Ocean will forgive mother.

This time the mother has strongly agreed that Samudera proposed and married Cempaka." Bu Sekar immediately moved from his seat. He immediately rushed towards the living room.

"The brother has come home" said Bunga.

"Go home? Why?..., then..., where are they going?"Mom asked in panic.

"After the Ocean came home, she looked sad, she ran to her room."Flowers again.

"Cempaka sad, lest he fight with the Ocean, but..., why should he fight?" mumam bu Sekar's. He stopped his steps. His gaze was fixed towards the door of his room Cempaka.

"I don't know mom. But, it seems like they are not fighting. They look sad when they want to part, the Ocean does not seem to want time to stop by"

say Flowers again.

"You know where it came from? What..., you saw it?" Bu Sekar investigated.

" I saw it behind the curtain, ma'am"

bunga.

"Why does Cempaka cry...?"

Bu Sekar frowned.

'No idea ma'am" Flowers shook her head.

"What.., I'd better knock on the door. Mother became curious" Bu Sekar pointed his finger to knock on the door of his room Cempaka.

"Tokay!... Toks!... Tok!.., Cempakaaa

open the door, I want to talk. Cempakaaaa" Bu Sekar knocked on the door of his room Cempaka, while calling his name.

"Yes ma'am, what's wrong?" Not waiting long, Cempakapun out of his room.

"Here son, sit with mom here!"

Ms. Sekar asked her to sit in the living room.

"So he said there's an Ocean down here, now where is he?"asked Ms. Sekar, she smiled looking at her son's face.

"Home home" said Cempaka.

He looks sad.

"Why didn't I tell you to stop by first? Mother wants to talk

a lot with the ocean."

"Free ma'am, it's too late." her tone was heavy, with quivering lips restraining the raging emotions of her soul.

"What's going on, son? How late?" bu Sekar shakes his shoulder Cempaka.

" He's married" a voice sounded, outdone by Cempaka's sobbing.

Bu Sekar looked at each other with Flowers. He looked shocked and could not believe what he was hearing.

"Who said that? no way, this must be a lie"

ma'am Sekar won't listen to him.

"The Ocean that told me. He married because he had to. He was disappointed with the rejection of his mother and father at that time. Coupled with the wedding sister Bunga, she thought that the marriage was me, because she heard from Mang Ramdhan, that Neng was married. He was very sorry ma'am, because he had been rash," Cempaka paused for a moment, he took a deep breath.

Then blow it slowly.

"Whenever once rampaged in his unit, until he was suspended by his commander. Disappointed with us mom. We do not appreciate him at all for his struggle to get his love. Keukeuh mother sided with Buana who is not necessarily, I ended up suffering because of it," continued Cempaka.

"I deliberately didn't say that we were lying to him.

I'm afraid that if he finds out the truth, he'll be disappointed." The clear point from the corner of his eye was Cempaka, falling rolling past both of his cheeks.

"I'm sorry, dear mother.., mother is not sensitive to the circumstances of that time, mother believes too much in Seroja." Bu Sekar hugged Cempaka while crying, regretting all his attitude at that time that had disappointed the Ocean.

Cempaka can only cry

lamenting his ever-suffering and disappointed fate.

Reality has made Cempaka's heart rustle painfully again.

Day by day suffering always greeted him, enthroned in the depths of his heart. Sorrow and pain.

"I'm sorry mom!... This is all

because of the mother's selfishness" The embrace of the scotch is getting tighter. The more days he felt guilty for separating Cempaka and Samudera who loved each other.

"It's mommy, it's not mom's fault. Maybe this is my destiny. All this happened because of Allah SWT. Mom don't mind much, mom don't cry constantly, I'm afraid you're sick. Never mind mom, I'm fine, I'm fine"

Cempaka could not bear to see his mother crying sobbing in his arms.

Cempaka stretched her arms, she looked at her mother's face that was soaked by tears.

The rest of the tears under her eyelids.

"You look like Iusan son, this is all because of mom, you must be disappointed, depressed and hurt and hurt by the decision of mom at that time. If at that time I received his proposal Ocean, surely you will now never feel the name of heartache son." Bu Sekar expressed all his regrets.

"It's buuu, don't think about it anymore. I don't want you to be sick, I hope tomorrow or the day after tomorrow we get happiness." Cempaka tried to calm his mother.

"You are a good boy.

I'm proud to have your son, baby." Bu Sekar hugged her back.

A useless regret.

No matter how sorry you are, everyone will not return. It's all over.

Rice has become porridge, it will not be possible to become rice again.

However, the pain in his heart Cempaka still sore felt.

Cempaka still did not fully accept the reality that befell him.

He could not forget his disappointment

and the wound in his heart. Him

I can't go back to being like I used to.

Cempaka still likes to lock himself in his room.

Until one day, Kenari visited his mother's house. He was shocked to hear what had happened to Cempaka.

"Eat him buu, it should be the mother

trust us at that time. For sure everything will be beautiful, there is no way Cempaka will continue to suffer, disappointed, injured, injured,

tormented, depressed and languishing. Still young, only twenty-two years old, Cempaka had already endured so much suffering. All of this was done by his own family. It's sad" Canary blames her mother.

And, deep in his heart. He also participated

in all the suffering that Cempaka has been going through lately.

It's just that it's still neatly tucked away, still veiled.

"Iyaa Kenari, mother has asked ma'af to Cempaka. I admit, the wrong mother." Said bu Sekar.

"How...., has it been brought to Ustadzah Fatimah again, not yet? Don't let it, pity him." Walnuts are really like a savior fairy. No one was suspicious of him.

Very smooth game.

"Already.., only the mother was surprised by the words of Ms. Ustadzah Fatimah. That it was all the work of someone very close to our family. Mother was so confused, who was she who was so willing to do evil to Cempaka.

Though Cempaka is a good son, likes to help people who are in trouble."

"Well, that's what he likes to backfire on himself. Because not everyone likes his pretentious attitude toward everyone." The words of Canary made his mother surprised.

"Why do you say that? Isn't it nice that your sister is being nice to other people?" bu Sekar asked while looking at the astonished face of his eldest son.

"No.., nothing ma'am, just. regret it, because of his kindness he was even in dzolimi with others. Pity him? It seemed useless to her kindness."

With a canary response to his mother's question.

His mother was increasingly confused by his attitude Kenari that was unfounded. Like someone who has it wrong.

"Emh... I'm home, ma'am, not cooking yet." The canary came home, as embarrassed as it had been discovered.

"Oooh.." ma'am Sekar answered him briefly. His heart was still filled with suspicion towards his eldest son.

However, as much as he could try to reduce the prejudice, he still thought it impossible, Kenari did so to his own sister.