Not as Beautiful as Angan

A torturous farewell.

When Cempaka finished his clothes. They went back down the road where they met.

"I'll take you?" The ocean offered itself.

"It will, but I'm afraid someone will get angry" said Cempaka.

"No one will be angry, let me drive you just this once" the Ocean forced him.

"Alright, okay" Cempaka finally allowed it.

The two of them walked together along the path on the right left of the tree, opposite the houses of the people and the green rice fields spread. What a sight that refreshes the eyes that look at him.

"Since I came home from your house back then, only this time again did I pass through this beautiful street, with you again. It feels like I want to give you back time, so we'll never part." Angan Ocean.

"I've also just set foot on this road this time.

I can't even believe I can walk alone with you. It was like a dream." said Cempaka.

"Huh?... Means..., all this time.., you..._" The ocean didn't continue. He stared at Cempaka's face.

"Yes, after you left that night.

I locked myself in my room.

I don't honor anymore, there is no activity that I do, my world feels destroyed." said Cempaka lirih.

"The world is so cruel to treat us" said Ocean. He stopped his steps.

"I am saddened, disappointed by the decision made by both my parents. Just because we were neighbors, eventually, they were also the ones who ruined our relationship" Cempaka continued in a trembling voice.

"I can feel it all, unfortunately.., I was careless, I was rash, I ended up hurting your feelings too, I'm so sorry" Ocean.

regretted it.

But regret always comes later. What happened can't be repeated.

"Let my heart suffer and languish, after it breaks like this, and they open their eyes, they are only aware of what they have done to me" Her lips quivered, Cempaka held back the emotions that encased his soul and feelings.

"My sister, my parents, Buana and her family, all hurt my feelings

without them noticing."with a sharp gaze full of vengeance, Cempaka continued his words.

"I'm sorry Cempaka!.., if I had come to your house at that time, would I have seen who was married? Oh Allah... Why am I so stupid? I regret it!.., I can't forgive myself for this, because I've hurt the heart and feelings of the woman I love so much." The ocean seemed to deeply regret his actions.

"It's Sam, maybe my fate should be like this. I try to endure, may Allah SWT give me strength." Cempaka is trying to toughen up.

"Cempaka, I asked ma'af, I want to make up for all the wrongs I did, even if it was out of my consciousness. I want to live with you Cempaka" said

Ocean, pleading and hoping.

"I don't want to hurt feelings

someone else, she was the one you chose to be your wife for a few months. Now you're gonna leave him just because you know I'm not married. Don't Sam, don't do it, pity him" though with a broken heart, Cempaka tried to toughen up.

"Cempaka. You made me fall in love." The ocean looked at him lovingly.

"It's noon, we'd better continue on this trip, I don't want to get too hot on the road"

Cempaka got up from his seat.

The ocean did not reject it.

He followed Cempaka's steps. Nothing is said from their lips anymore.

Only their raging hearts harbored every feeling.

"Cempaka, I didn't drive you home, was there anything?" samudera. It seems he was reluctant to meet with Bu Sekar or the others.

"Why?" Cempaka tried to ask, he pretended not to understand.

"It's okay.., I'm just lazy." said Samudera. He doesn't want to be straightforward.

"Nothing, I understand, I understand what you feel in your heart, until here too I am very happy because I can walk with you.

Maybe this is our last meeting Sam." with a sad face Cempaka said.

"I want to see you again, I don't want this to be the last time" he said.

"I don't want anyone to get hurt, Sam." Cempaka.

Before long, their steps came to a halt in front of an alley leading to Cempaka's house.

"Cock! Have you got here again?"

The ocean just realized it.

"I got to your front door just nganterinnya. I'm not going to stop by your house. I don't want your mother to see me here" Ocean

I don't want to meet with Bu Sekar.

"Yes well..." The cat walks slowly again.

"Actually I want to be with you, why did we get to your house?" The ocean seemed to regret, because soon they were forced to separate.

"Yaaa, how else?.., our togetherness must be ended here only. Not that I don't want to be with you, but because you already have one"

whispered Cempaka in his ear Ocean.

The last word from his lips Cempaka, made his heart Ocean feel at the end of something very hard. He who had been careless and rash, until finally the second regret stopped back at the wall of his heart.

The ocean was shocked by Cempaka's words.

Make him sculpt for a moment. His blood seemed to freeze, not flowing at all.

"I go in first huh, stop by yu first, I still want to be with you!" Cempaka disperse the seagrass.

"I go home first ya." limp lunglai Samudera say goodbye to Cempaka.

"Be careful, Sam." Cempaka let go of her by force.

Hold them as if they do not want to escape. The hands of the two are strongly intertwined.

They feel hard to separate. Stares full of love and longing radiated from both pairs of eyeballs both.

"The two are so strong in love with each other, May they be united" without them noticing, Flower watched them from behind the window curtain.

"I go home first huh" Ocean farewell again. But, his hand still did not let go of Cempaka's hand.

"My hand" said Cempaka, staring into the hand of the Ocean.

"Ma'af, I find it hard to let go" said Samudera.

Slowly, he was forced to let go of his hand.

"Remember Sam, now you have to wait" said Cempaka sadly.

"I won't leave if you're so sad, I want to pick you up with a million of my love for you Cempaka. Therefore, allow me to release him. I'm sure, he'll understand" said Ocean

half forced.

"If it were, I wouldn't allow it. I don't want to

someone hurt because of your actions, I entered ya" Cempaka stepped up his legs on the porch of his house.

"I leave my love for you, Cempaka. I will take your love with me, wherever I go. Assalamualaikum..."

Said the Ocean while turning his body, then he stepped his legs slowly.

Cempaka stared at the departure of the Ocean who stepped with gontai.

It felt like Cempaka was after him, taking him back to his house.

But, that's not what he did. Now there is a wall between them.

Only teardrops dripped from the corner of his eye, blurring the sight of his eye. Along with the disappearance of the Ocean at the bend of the road there.

After his eyes did not catch his body Ocean again, he also rushed into the house, directly into his room.

It felt painful back in his heart.

It felt devastated again his feelings, for the umpteenth time.

A new heart wound will gradually dry up, now sliced

revert.

That thin silence so sorely sliced through his heart.

Grief, unbearable pain.