Not as Beautiful as Angan

Desir pilu whack soul

"Bwwuu! We go down yu, "The flower tries to persuade its mother who

he was helpless.

"Yes!"again, she called her mother. However, his mother only cried bitterly.

The world collapsed on him. The world feels pitch black, the sun seems to hide not want to show its light again.

Ms. Sekar was so heartbroken that she couldn't speak anymore.

Bunga continued to look at his family's convoy of Seroja, until they came out of the alley, arriving at the big road. There two cars are available to take them to their destination.

One by one they boarded the vehicle, shortly after, the vehicle carrying his family Seroja bu passed leaving the downstream village alley. Leaving sembilu in the heart of Flowers and Bu Sekar.

While Cempaka looked at the motorcade of his family, Seroja, from behind the window of his house.

Disappointments, wounds, hurt and anger whack his soul, pounding the heart. All that sense, as if firmly enthroned in his soul.

Cempaka stared at the motorcade with a broken soul, its destruction. His eyes stared blankly with a translucent circle falling down from the corner of his eyes.

Carnations silently glued, staring to see his brother who was so badly hit by his heart.

"We're down yu!" Flowers guide her mother's hand. Slowly he pulled his mother down the stairs one by one.

With great difficulty, they finally came down.

"Kamahaaaa!" he said with trembling lips, with all his might holding back the turmoil of regret that bewitched the soul.

"Maybe it's still in mom's room"

the clear droplets were no doubt, along with the fall in the corner of his eyes.

Bungapun felt sorry because at that time he did not want to follow the advice of his parents.

"Just try if at that time I was not selfish, maybe Cempaka will not break his heart" his heart churned.

"Cempaka, I'm sorry, son!" bu Sekar hugged Cempaka who was still standing glued behind the window. His gaze was empty, floating empty.

"Sister also asked for ma'af ya dek"

bunga.

Cempaka was silent, with his disappointment and the pain of his heart that enveloped his soul and body.

A variety of unpleasant feelings rolled in his heart, sore. As if a gaping wound, because it is sliced by a thin silhouette. Then, in sprinkled salt and squeezed lime, it is painful, painful to taste.

Cempaka closed his puffy eyes, because the tears that did not stop shed

from the corners of his eyes that had warmed up.

"Pity brother Cempaka, try if his proposal to the Ocean

accepted, he would not be this disappointed for sure. He will also love Samudera" Bisik Anyelir to Seruni.

"This is all because of sister Bunga and mother, pity sister Cempaka."

sahut Seruni's.

Hearing the shoes of his sister, Bu Sekar and Bunga increasingly felt regret.

Cempaka said nothing, he went to his room.

Passed away leaving her new brother and mother feeling remorse for her selfishness.

Now, Cempaka must endure all that suffering alone.

"Lookie!" bu Sekar and Bunga shouted to her.

No need to answer, Cempaka thought. With all the feelings raging in his heart, he again shut himself up inside his room.

In fact, just a few days he wanted to go out mingling with his brother. Now he has pain that makes him fall back.

There remained Bunga and Cempaka who felt guilty with his suffering Cempaka.

But, what do you want to say...? Rice has become porridge.

Regrets will never come at the beginning. But, it always comes later.

Because of their selfishness, a Cempaka has become his victim.

I don't know until when the bad situation will unravel from within him Cempaka.

"Waalaikumsalam." replied Bunga and Bu Sekar slowly.

"Buuu, which Cempaka...,? there was some bad news from Buana's family." with a panicked face, she reported the unpleasant news.

"We already knew, we saw it for ourselves, so did Cempaka, he saw it for himself, here, in this window." - I see the sound of Bu Sekar, his hand pointing towards the window, where was Cempaka staring at Buana's departure.

"Astaghfirulahaladziiim.., O Allah..., what did my sister feel in her heart.?.?, I can't imagine it."

sheds a clear grain at the corner of her eye. Canary was sad to hear that.

"Where is he?" The canary asked in panic. He was afraid something would happen to his sister.

"In his room" said Bunga while taking a deep breath. And then exhaling it, he hoped that the burden that was in his heart would be slightly reduced, along with the loss of wind from his breath.

But that didn't happen.

"Cempakaaa!.., open the door deck! Can you come in?" Canary tries to calm down

her sister's.

It turned out that the door was not in the key, slowly Kenari opened the door of his room Cempaka. Seen there his sister was sitting stunned staring out through the window of his room, with a blank and empty view.

"Cempaka" he slowly greeted her, then sat down beside her.

"Patiently yes! Kaka sure you can get through it well,"

Walnuts stroked his sister's hair. He hugged his sister to just let go of the burden in his heart.

Even crying spills out all the flavors that roll in his heart.

His soul nearly collapsed, crushed drooping helplessly.

"Let go of all the burdens in your heart and soul. Cry, if crying can dissolve your pain, cry, if it can make you calm your feelings. Cry, because at least with a cry can relieve your suffering a little," Canary stroked his sister's hair.

He could not imagine how broken his brother's heart and feelings were.

Disappointment after disappointment comes crashing him, in a short time.

"Son..., why was I meant to be like this, brother?" he asked me a pity.

Canary can not answer it directly. He had to find an answer that could keep his sister entertained.

"Why sis...,? is there always a problem in my life? Why, am I born to suffer like this?"cempaka

seduce.

"May all the suffering you are going through this, is as a bridge to happiness in the future" whispered Kenari.

Before long, Cempaka raised his head, he looked at his brother sharply.

Walnuts were shocked to receive such a look of Cempaka. He slightly shuffled back.

"If you've been rejected by someone, at his expulsion, will you want to get it back?" Cempaka.

"Depends who gets it. But, it certainly will not be that easy," said Kenari.

"Why indeed?" Walnut asked curiously.

"I just want to know, brother"

Cempaka Sahut.

"Now are you more relieved?"Walnuts care about the state of Cempaka.

"Sister's advice, we should not be too late in suffering, too immersed in disappointment, we should rise up immediately, we should immediately try to get rid of all the suffering we experience. We should be able to show them that we can be better than them, we can be successful without them." Canary advised his sister.

"Don't blame others, just assume 'Allah's will is SWT."Further.

"Even through someone, but if there is no permission from Allah SWT, it is unlikely that it will happen to us. That's why we just take the silver." Canary tries to be wise.

"Mom hope you don't hate me, son! I didn't know it was going to happen this way" said Bu Sekar.

"Actually the mother does not not not know, we have told what we heard from her brother Bu Sekar about the attitude of Buana, only her mother who does not want to know. I don't believe it, because keukeuh mother wants to make up with Seroja ma'am.

Blind to the eye, can not see the truth that is in front of the eyes. Some are well-intentioned too, mother does not want to respond to it." so upset, Cempaka can talk like that with his floor.

"But, this ma'af yes ma'am, because I can't stand it anymore, have received disappointment several times"

No one blames Cempaka, because they all know that Cempaka is just a victim of selfishness.