Not as Beautiful as Angan

Two disappointed hearts

The ocean runs lunglai. His body seemed boneless, his strength was gone somewhere.

In the dimness of the night, he was unable to continue his footsteps. He also fell on the street not far from his home Cempaka.

He lowered his head, hiding his face from the moonlight that hit him that night.

He was ashamed, because it turned out his love was unrequited, his love did not arrive.

He felt a great deal of unbearable heartache, the love that had just grown in his heart, now had to be buried again.

The flowers of love that began to bloom are now withered, falling down like dry leaves blown by the wind.

"Yes Allah!... Why did you find me with her, if only for a moment...?"

"Aaaarhkim!... Oh Allah!... Why did you grow those flowers of love in my heart...? If only to make me hurt." The ocean screams itself

in the middle of the dim night in the dim moonlight.

Not a single moment flashed through his heart, that he would feel an overwhelming disappointment.

He was proud because he was able to fulfill the wishes of his baby. Turns out... It meant nothing to his parents Cempaka.

For almost an hour he sat there on the street, lamenting the disappointment he felt.

"I must avenge all this heartache. Yep!... I've got to do that. Just because he knew his son first, he didn't want to accept me who really loved him sincerely, just because I was new to him" he muttered.

The moon that shines upon it with its light.

After that thought, he got up and wiped his face from the tears that washed him.

His heartache, his disappointment, his wounds have now been replaced by a lump of vengeance. Which suddenly came to infiltrate his heart.

"She should feel what that hurt feels like?He also had to feel what disappointment it was!... Forgive me Cempaka, I'm forced to take this revenge, not that I don't love you, all this I'm going to do let you feel it"

The ocean slowly moved from its place.

Just a few steps the Ocean left the place, suddenly drizzling rain fell soaking the earth.

But he doesn't care about it, though,

he continued to step away from the place, carrying a wound that was strewn on his chest. Leaving a burning grudge in his heart.

Even though the night is getting late, the night wind blows softly.

"Should I repay him...?I love her so much... It's not his fault, it's not his mother's fault, but because I love him I feel this hurt and disappointment. Oh Allah... I have to how...?"Half of his heart was not willing to hurt Cempaka.

He walked with a worried heart.

He still could not believe what he was going through. He doesn't believe in any of this.

*

"Ocean!... Don't leave me!..."Cempaka continued to wail and call out to the Ocean that had left him.

"Ocean!... Come back!" Call him hysterical again, he hopes his screams will be heard by the Ocean.

Bu Sekar and Pak Jati just look at each other, both feel confused what to do...?

"Already!... It's already!... Embarrassed if it sounds the same neighbor, especially if his family Buana heard. What do they say later...?" Still the Buana Family is the reason for Bu Sekar.

"Mother!... Why can't I be happy mom...? Why is there anyone who loves me, there is always a barrier. Why mom...? Why...?"Cempaka kept asking, even though no one answered.

"Pity brother Cempaka, why do you like the same father does not like the same brother Samudera? Though he was kind, polite, handsome again the person. Far compared to the brother of Buana.

Where he dared to hurt

his heart Brother Cempaka again"Seruni grumbled with his lips in a mouth-to-righten.

"Little boy knows what...? We don't know what's on his mind mom's same dad. But, uh,

it is true pity brother Cempaka"Ujar Anyelir.

"Mother anyway, why do you still want to besananan with ma'am Seroja.

Who wants to marry, right Cempaka, why do not you understand too?

The victim had been hurt by Buana. Even though Seroja's still being nice to our family. But, look at the Buana who has the heart to bring home a woman. The one who wants to marry is not Seroja but Buana bu" Bunga blames her mother.

"Already!... It's already!... You all make me suffer. Unsatisfied you are tearing my feelings apart, cutting down the happiness I want to pick, you don't like to see my heart happy, see my life happy, you're happy!"

Pekik Cempaka while running away from the living room and into his room.

"Brugh!" The door of the room slammed as hard as it could.

He was disappointed, hurt, it felt

he wanted to run away from the house following the Ocean which was also in his heartache.

However, he did not want to do that desperate thing. He did not want his mother and father to suffer for it.

After slamming the door of his room, he also sucked his head under the pillow. He was crying there.

He spills out all the feelings that are in nature.

Cempaka was crying, wailing all night.

The footsteps of the weak Ocean melunglai because of the disappointment and heartache he felt, still imagined in his eye cempaka.

He felt so guilty, he felt guilty.

"Why didn't I just run into the ocean...?"He thought it was bad.

Until dawn came, not a moment Cempaka closed his eyes.

The ocean feels the same way. He came home in a shabby shirt.

Her only mother and sister were delighted to see the Ocean return to her home, having attended her army education for nine months.

"Assynoltom..."Said the Ocean before he went inside his house.

"Waalaikum...Ma!... Brother go home mom!... Brother is already an Army mom!" His sister Samudera greeted him with joy. He did not know what his brother had experienced.

"Thank you God... My son is back and has finished his education."

His mother was no less happy.

"How's mom, dek...?" Sapa Ocean.

"Alhamdulillah... We're fine" said her mother and sister.

"I take a shower first ma'am, sultry" Ocean straight back, heading to the bathroom.

The mother and sister felt shocked to see the state of the Ocean, which was shabby and her face was tangled like carrying a very heavy burden.

"Mom, why is it that you're a big brother like you have a problem?" His sister Samudera whispered to her mother. She was afraid to sound like her sister.

"Maybe cape, your brother will be out of army education. Already ah!... Let's prepare his favorite food. Your sister must have missed the mother's cooking"Tap her mother while moving to the kitchen, followed by her sister.

They will prepare his favorite food of the Ocean.

*

After hearing the voice of Adhan,

Cempaka immediately came out from inside his room. For wudhu.

After ablution, he immediately went back into his room.

No more washing dirty dishes, no more mopping and mopping the floor of the house, no more sweeping the yard and watering plants neatly arranged in the yard of his house.

After he finished performing the morning prayer, he recited as he continued to cry.

The tears seemed to be unable to stop coming out of her eyelids.

The world was as dark as it felt, its heart breaking into pieces,

like a mirror that falls on a big rock.

Devastated. It can't possibly be reconnected.

Twice Cempaka had felt the heartache caused by his own family.