My Wife is a Letter Blind

Knowing about me

After the mas ikhsan came out, I immediately laid my body on the king size bed.I felt that this bed was so comfortable and soft.This is my husband's bed. must have been at my house sleeping very uncomfortable.

Because I feel very comfortable, finally it does not take long I have been in dreamland.without me realizing I slept long enough.maybe I enjoy the comfort of this bed too much, so that my sleep is sound.

I immediately woke up. And I glanced around the room.I saw the television in the room was on. And I also found the figure of the man I love very much was focusing on a flat object in front of him. he seemed so focused on that thing and dapil2 was on the front desk of the sofa.

I saw that Ikhsan was already wearing jeans shorts and T-shirts, his hair was neatly combed so that his good looks were so clear in my eyes.

"You're awake? let's take a shower first. After that we'll have dinner." he said disperse my daydreams.

"Eat dinner?" ask me a little dazed

"Yes, it's already seven. I wanted to wake you up. But it looks like you're very tired.so I let you not disturb your sleep."

"I'm sorry Mas." I said guiltily and immediately got up from my seat

"Why should I apologize? you didn't make a mistake."

"But I'm not good with the rest of the family and I should have helped them prepare dinner at home."

"You don't need to think about it, because in this house there are already several ART that has been doing the work in this house."

"What is art mas?" my question did not understand, and he looked at me with a little frowning and after that he changed his facial expression that looked surprised now back to how it was. "That means a housekeeper, so they're the ones who do all the work in this house, so you don't have to feel bad if you don't do the work in this house" she explained to me

I can only say oh ria only. responded to the explanation mas ikhsan.I immediately headed for the bathroom. "That's your towel Nia. that you hold is my towel." suddenly my steps stopped when mas ikhsan said that we should have the towel alone.

Back my feelings hurt. was she so uncomfortable with me? even to wear the same towel he does not want. ah, that's it. I have to be patient and strong. hopefully his love feelings will soon be present for me.

I immediately took the towel that he had provided for me. without looking immediately into the bathroom, and I immediately cleaned myself.not to forget after bathing I did pray Isya. because the voice of Adhan has been reverberating.

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Now that I'm back in the middle of that family, there's no greeting or smile I've received. I really feel very foreign to my husband's family.

They'll talk to the family, I'll just shut up and focus on the food on my plate, until the food I eat feels so bland like my heart today.

"Ikhsan, how's grandma doing?" tanya mama opened the conversation to mas ikhsan who had also just been silent.

"Yes, Nia. Where do you go to high school?" suddenly I get a question from the goddess Mother. That is the older brother mas ikhsan.my heart again wants to jump when I hear the question.

My face immediately turned red. I was confused as to what I should answer. While SD alone I never. "Kok, bengong? did you forget about your own school?" tanya mbak Dewi with a smile mocking him, and followed by the others, they all looked at me

Did they know the real me? but why would I hide it from them. One day they will also know the truth.

I looked at the mas ikhsan who seemed to just be quiet he was thinking, but I do not want him to lie anymore. It should be the mas ikhsan family knows. so that there's nothing else they'll investigate from my status

"I, I never went to school Ma'am.I was an illiterate woman.I don't know to read even I can't write my own name." I finally admitted all my shortcomings to them, so that they would be satisfied and not make me a mockery again.

"Great yes.in the world today there are still women who do not go to school and are illiterate like you. What are your mother doing? is your mother a very incapable person.just to send you to school is not it free?" mama Lena said.

"Sorry ma. please don't ever blame my mom. Because mom and the others don't know how my mom is doing. I never regret it if you don't send me to school. because I understand her situation very well and I also love my mother very much. Again please never bring my mother in this matter." I said to them.

I don't care if they'll insult me or demean me, as long as they don't blame my mother.

"But me and my other family are very troubled to accept you being the daughter-in-law of this Amarzoni family.did you know that ikhsan is the only son in this family! don't you think about how embarrassed we are to have a son-in-law who is illiterate and stupid like you!"

"Enough, Ma! Enough's enough! please don't ever talk about it again! no matter what the circumstances of Nia. she is already my wife, and I hope you can appreciate it!"

I could not hold back the tears that had wanted to spill.then I immediately moved from that place.My appetite was gone. I immediately ran and headed to the room. I immediately opened the door to the balcony of the room.I sat down and grabbed my knees with my broken cry.

I stared at the dark night with no starlight to grace the sky tonight. O Allah, strengthen me, add this patience to my heart, Lord, do not let me be a weak woman. I know with all my shortcomings, so please strengthen my heart if later I will get reproaches and scorn from them. Let me remain patient with my husband.I also ask you, Rabb. do not test myself with the attitude of mas ikhsan who will also change to me. If that happens then I can't afford Allah.I'd better go. Because right now I'm staying in this place just for the sake of mash ikhsan.

"Nia, forgive my family's mistakes yes.I know you must be very disappointed in all their words." mas ikhsan apologized to me sincerely.

"It's okay, Mas. they are not wrong, because what they say is true. I am indeed very much lacking.I'm sorry mas.sorry if I have become a barrier to happiness mas ikhsan. you must be so ashamed to have a stupid wife like me."

"Sst... Nia, you don't talk like that. I'm never ashamed of all your flaws. After all you just can't write. but you can in everything. You're very good at counting, you're very good at counting, you are good at reading the Koran and you are also good at cooking, you are good, and also beautiful, so your shortcomings that you can cover by the advantages that so much God gives." mas ikhsan said, I do not know if he is pleasing my heart which is now sad.

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